Sometimes I want to die

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  OUR FEMALE LEADS NAME ANUSHRI RAJPUT

she is a cute girl 😉 quite inocent , beautiful pure hearted ,wanted to make every one happy but what she deserves read-

 An overthinker , much talkative , have no any friend , also don't have an enemy because her fake friends are quite enough to make her angry 😡😡💢💢 .....,huff it's too much horrible to tell the one who have no friends make you cry in their absence* drop of tear appear in her eye * I want to tell everything to the one person who actually knows my feelings that how much pain I feel when they called me talkative, pls shut your mouth* closed her eyes * it was night time I am in my terrace

* Open her eyes* saw above in the sky feel pain

How much are they * asking a stupid question to herself* let me count * trying to count the stars * 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11 soooo all * again tears appear in her eyes * a drop of tear come out from her eye * talking to herself * they are so many but they didn't fight each other I think they made a pair , two stars in each pair because when we have a pair of three two becomes once enemy don't know but feel like I am in the pair of three they both two would be each other and me from their group or what will they ruin my life to tell everyone about my secrets I back of me * crying loudly * Even I also have family where my mother , father , sister and grandfather love each other but how unlucky I am I also couldn't tell anything to anyone

Even my fake friends tell me everything about their first love about what they do next and also who is their enemy because they know that how fullish I am

But when my time to reveal the truth they being against me tolerate me . Now I understand when I want to open my mouth I think hundred of time what I say

people live with open mind I think how they can do this here I am afraid to tell anything to my mom . I think she doesn't know much pain I feel when she says SHUT YOUR MOUTH YOU ARE SAYING TOO MUCH * Take Long breath then exhale* * sobbing 😭😭😭* For how many times she says me to bring change in my words in my behavior .

This is just a small clip , one day she tells me that I am talking like a shameless girl your voice is like having s** moans yes she tells me that not 🚫 🚫🚫 like that but something related this I think no one in this world what did I not do for her one smile but what I expect and what I had 😌😌 let it be 😔🥺😥😢😖😣😭😩😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😡😡😡😡

in her no one can take my side same these all with my father and how an old person and a younger sister I am still 14 and I am also 2 years older than her

Anyway* rolled her eyes * if she is older than me no wy I am not going to make her my friend

One day my sir told me that we find our friend an outsider but real friend is our mom I laughed at his sentance the one who had like this type of family 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 😂😂😂

* with teary eyes * always I am tolerating by my family by her , by my little sister

even tis only my classmates and my family but the situation is too much 🚫🚫🚫 🚫 when my cousins and relatives even strangers also who made my new friends

I feel much pain in my heart that there is no one who loves me deny it who take care of me also deny it who except me with my reality or who understands me anyone here pls god once again beg you pls give me someone pls

OR I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL I DONE WITH MYSELF * looking down from the terrace* can I jump from here

* my inner soul says you really want to jump from here , you don't have any dreams for your future and dead before without paying the debt of your family * suddenly I take steps back to know how much I spend their money on me for me needs .

Ohh god how many time Live like this in this identity

* How much pain we feel live like this where no one in the world Is against you and you want to die but it is also not in your hands having depression in tis age *

DO YOU IMAGINE NO BECAUSE I THINK I AM THE ONE IN THIS WORLD 🌎 WHO IS BORN WITH AN ALIEN 👽 IDENTITY

Have no idea what type of future I will have ?? Will have or not ??

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AUTHY - DO YOU THINK SHE HAVE SOMEONE WHO EXCEPT HER

OR WHAT TYPES OF TANTRUMS SHE FACE IN FUTURE

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