it felt as if I'm always craving for you.
The attention you give at me wasn't enough to prove your love towards me.
I've always kept in touch but how come you're not there when I need you the most.
I really took the risk saying it will someday be a worth it ending.
But look at me.
I'm so pathetic.
Without you is really a mess.
I couldn't forgive myself for loving you too hard.
If this is just what I can get in the end.
I would've known. Not to take the rope.
Everytime I look at your innocent face.
There's this something your really hiding that I can nor figure out.
You should just talk to me and be straightforward rather than giving me mixed signals.
It's really irritating and such.
Do you.. Even loved me at the slightest bit?
I feel like you're using me.
I couldn't tell what is in my mind and neither you too.
I couldn't sleep everytime you leave the house because you're out there having fun while you keep instructing me not to go out.
I got that and I went out.
I tried the place bar thingy.
It was so boring so I just ended up to go in a bookstore.
Others say this place is the most boring place because it's not that noisy like the bar.
But here. This place is everything to me.
I got home.
In the front door..
I saw your pair of shoes and a pair of a women's sandals..
I want to go in and tell him I'm here..
But at what cost?
Would he listen to me?
Or he'd continue fuck his girl?
He.. Proposed to me yet this is what ge wants.
Maybe I should also try cheating at least once?
I went in and you didn't even greeted me.
I cooked a pasta for you guys hope you like it.
I cooked a pasta, cheesebread and baked mac.
It's our anniversary.
You went out naked with your girl wearing my damn clothes
I'm irritated now that I'm going to throw those out.
I smiled and welcomed you guys to join me in the supper.
You really have the audacity to eat?
You pigs and hypocrites.
I've lost my appetite.
After the supper.
You followed me at the veranda and closed the doors.
You brought a paper and that must be the cancellation of the wedding thing.
I asked about what I would do with the ring you gave me and you replied..
Throw them.
As a woman who loved you so dearly.
That's the nicest answer you've said.
I've had enough.
I hate this.
Go live your life and be free so do I.
Years later I've moved on.
I became a writer.
My books are being sold out.
The readers loved me the most sincere.
But you wouldn't.
Guess this ends here.
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