Hate you? I think you're the coolest person I've ever met. I think your idea of cool and my idea of cool are two very different ideas of cool. He laughed. I wasn't even sure I'd made a joke. What did you want to talk about? Before we get to that, do you want to go to the beach? Now? It's the middle of the night. I know, but when I'm on tour, I almost never have time to go.Today was my only chance, but I wanted to see you, and I figured this way, we could do both. So I went to the beach in the middle of the night with a pop star. I guess I still wasn't sure this wasn't a dream. But on the way, we talked about regular things like how he missed school and what TV shows we liked, and he asked me a lot about myself. And I just blabbed on and on and by the time we got to the beach, I actually almost forgot he was famous. He was just a normal boy in my eyes. We sat on the shore, the Stars shining, and it was so beautiful except it was freezing. I tried not to shiver. I didn't want him to think I was uncomfortable and that we had to leave, but I couldn't help it when he asked me. Are you cold? No I stuttered, my teeth clattering. He took off his jacket and gave it to me. Finally, I could relax and enjoy being there. What I wanted to say you is, I admire you. Me. Why? For yelling at you and making a total fool out of myself? Yeah, actually. Um, kind of kidding, but the truth is, my whole life, I could never stand up for myself. I've always been so reserved and shy, and if I'm being honest, scared. But because of what you did. I finally had the courage to stand up to our manager tonight. He has been terrible to me and the others for years, and because of you, we are free of him now. I didn't know what to say. I had no idea being myself and just defending my friends could have such an impact on someone's life like that. We walked along the beach and as we talked some more, I couldn't believe how funny he was. And then out of nowhere it started snowing.We had been so busy talking, we didn't even notice it got cloudy. He took my hand while we stood there watching the snowflakes fall. I looked him in the eye. Thank you for taking me out tonight. I'm having a really good time. Everyone thinks I'm so happy all the time. Because of what I do, but to be honest, sometimes, all I wanna do is talk to someone, connect to someone who doesn't see me.
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