1. Grumpy Beginning

SHEHNAAZ

Staying away from your family is always not a wise choice but through it is difficult we have to do that in order to achieve our goals .....

Since childhood life has been nothing but a true Rollercoaster journey , with its turns at every point ...... Doing something that you want rather than what your family wants is a really tough job .....

But I wasn't really a very head strong and confident person to do something ..... I have always been such a girl who wants approval from her father at every step......

Thinking that they'll approve what I really want made me actually do what they needed for me to do and hence here I'm.....

Well then let's talk about my life later, but before that let me give a short introduction of myself ......

Hey there ! I'm Shehnaaz Kaur Gill.... I'm a 27 year old Pediatrician and singer by profession..... Well to be honest I wanted to become a singer since I was a little girl but that wasn't what my family wanted for me and hence I'm also a doctor.......

Well I don't regret that ..... I came out of my comfort zone and may be that's the reason I'm able to spread my wings now ......

I have been living away from my family for a long time and that has been a blessing sometimes ......

Well talking about what I like then singing is the best thing in my life ...... I express all my emotion through it ...... It can be happiness or heartbreak that the other's have caused ...... Well I'm not that Popular but I actually did few music videos and sang a number of songs for different films.....

But on the other hand being a doctor is not a bad thing at this point ..... I love kids and they are really priceless...... Being with them actually gives me immense amount of happiness...... They are the cute ball of sunshine that makes anything beautiful......

And that's the only reason why I don't hate that profession as I thought I would initially.......

Wanting to be assured , loved and recognized by people I have done huge number of mistakes while staying away from my near and dear one's....

May be if I wasn't away from them I could have consulted before taking drastic steps in my life that made me so hollow at this point.....

This 27 year old Shehnaaz always thinks that if she had a time machine then she would have went 5 years back and warn the young girl that she shouldn't always believe what the other's are telling her ..... The world is full of two faced people and there are more fake and broken promises rather than the real fulfilled one's......

For me love is such an emotion and reality that takes place in the lives of the people who are immensely fortunate , just see my story...... I really fell in love with that person , gave him everything , invested myself to the fullest jn that relationship but at the end it was nothing but just an infatuation from his side..... But that's not the only broken promise I had in my life ...... The last person was really charming and did many things to gain my trust but at the end he cheated on me and that's the end ......

Now being in my late twenties I have excepted that what ever life gives me I'll except it and try to make it work ...... And that's the reason I have said yes for the arrange marriage to my family..... I don't know anything about the person and I'm okay with it .....

Just three weeks and I'll be married to that person ..... The only minute request to Waheguruji is that please make sure that he is good and won't stop me from continuing my professions ......

And that's the reason why I'm packing my bag at this moment to go back to my hometown...... Although I wasn't really willing to come more than 400 kms away from my own place , the place where I was born but I had too and ultimately I'm happy that I did that...... Living in Delhi has given me huge amount of life lessons ans survival skills that I never had when I was there in the village staying among my people .......

Zipping up the suitcase I kept in on the side before walking to the kitchen area and having the leftovers fir dinner ...... Working 12 to 14 hrs shift each day has taken a serious toll on me for the last few weeks .....

The moment I landed on the bed I drifted off to the land of dreams .....

SIDHARTH

Life is full of mystery and adventure.... You don't even know when the things might change in an instant........

One moment you may enjoy everything that you have while the very next moment you can actually have nothing of that sort to be happy .......

You can be great and do all the things right but that doesn't ensure that the people around you may like what you are actually trying to do ...... You can do something that is actually a social cause but how people will take it is certainly up to them.......

There are different people around you all the time they may not always support you through the greatest achievement of your life but they can demotivate and demolish your entire living for the tiniest of the cause ......

People always don't think about the truth or rather they are always not interested in knowing that but they will always give their opinions irrespective of its needs ....

And that's the reality of my life. Being an actor is always not as easy as you think it is. In this field you'll have more enemies that friends and that case is similar to mine .......

Well before I tell more about myself atleast let me Introduce myself ..... Well I'm Sidharth Shukla an Actor by profession ...

Always a family man and love staying with them rather than going out on unnecessary parties ...... I'm a 35 year old mature man for the other's except my family who still now treats me like a toddler.....

Well if I talk about my journey then I started as a struggling model in this industry and then slowly I got my TV series and did some reality shows but at the end of the day I was happy that my family was always there to support me through the thick and thin....... And last but not the least I have done some blockbuster hit movies in the recent years and this is actually the turning point of my life and career .....

I know you people must be thinking that my life has become fully settled .... Yeah that's true but everything has its pro's and cons and that's the case in my life ... I have made a bigger number of enemies rather than friend in this entertainment industry and now at this point I just want some me time to relax for few days ......

Taking a sip from my cup of tea I once again concentrated on the discussion that's going on in this livingroom ......

Kaushal ( Sidharth's Manger ) : So aunty I really this that either he should announce that he is getting engaged and we can do a fake engagement or if you and husband sisters agree then there can be a fake marriage too.

Rita Ma : Actually I think that getting married us a better option but it really needs time ... for now we can say that he was in a secret relationship for a year and then they are getting engaged .....

Preeti Di : Yes that's actually a good idea mom ...... We actually need to take care of this so called womanizer and kinda rapist reputation down as soon as possible.....

Mehul ( Sidharth's PR ) : Yup we actually need to fix thus as soon as possible otherwise it will be really challenging in the future ...... His ex co- artists haven't left a single way of trying to demolish his career .......

Sid : I can understand everything that you are telling but isn't there any way to clear the image ...... You as well as my fans knows it that I can never do such things ......

Sid : For heaven sake man I have grown up with women in my family and they think that I can stoop so low that I do such nasty thing with others........ Everybody knows that I haven't dated for the last five years man .......

Kaushal : I know Sid that this is really confusing and tiring at this point but wecan so anything ....

This is the third time Ms Rashmi has done such a thing ......

Mehul : Bro ..... We are doing as per plan ..... it's just a fake arrangement so you don't have to think about it so much .....

Rita Ma : If it was upto me then I would have tried to get you married but I have never forced anyone of you to do anything against your will .....

Sid : But can't there be any other solution rather than getting engaged or married?

Preeti Di : If you this great logical Shukla has some other idea then please enlighten us with it ..... And what's your problem with what we have decided ?

Sid : I have nothing against you guys but you'll know that all my previous relationship wasn't that great and I really don't want something like this to back fire at me at this point ......

Rita Ma : So you'll spend the rest of your life single then.....

Sid : Mom you know that I didn't mean it like that ...... it's just that I have left it on my destiny.....

Kaushal : Bro don't be so negative .....

Sid : I'm not ...... I believe that God has ultimately made a partner for all and I'll get mine when the destiny wants it .....

Preeti Di : But what's the link between your destiny and this plan we have made ....?

Sid : I don't know anything ...... You can do what ever you want but leave me out of it ...... I really want a little time to relax and rest for few days now .......

Kaushal : That's okay .... we'll start to find someone and in the mean time draw the contract papers...... You can rest all you want because you don't have anything for the next 2 weeks ......

Sid : ( Sigh ) Thank God !

Saying that I got up from my place and walked inside my bedroom ...... Sitting on the bed I looked at the ceiling thinking how people change just because of jealousy......

Well I can't neither change their mentality nor can I expose any of their wrong doings because at the end of the day they are women and the society will actually give them more sympathy than curse at them .....

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