O.k. so it's a last song for now until later.
And those will help to move story forward..
This here is a very sensual song... ;p
Don't even ask why I am doing it but just I am.
Fuckin' manipulator.
Matthew: I have a strong passion/desire to make You mine, since
a long time
Andrew: Make me a bad habit of Yours, this is what I want to tell
You (convey to You)
M: I have a strong passion to make You mine, since a long
time
I have this strong passion since long
A: In the ocean of the body, a wave has become stationary
Let that wave move a little
M: These intoxicating eyes of your are reciting a poem
Let me come near them and take a closer look
A: Get drenched in this rainfall of the desires of love
Come on..........
M: I have a strong passion to make You mine forever and
never let You go, since a long time
A: Keep me somewhere in Your eyes for forever, this is what I want to
tell You
M: I have a strong passion to make You mine, since long
I have this strong passion since long
A: Hmm....Don't try to stop me now, I've become obstinate /
determined
The craziness of love has spread all over me
Come and see in what condition I am over here
M: After breaking, I still haven't been able to revert back to
my original state
A: I don't want to take any precautions now, everything
that is happening is right /correct
Come on.......
M: I have a strong passion to join You with me, since a
long time
A: Always keep me beside You, this is what I want to tell
You
M: I have a strong passion to make You mine, since a long
time
I have this strong passion since long
I have this strong passion since long
A: I have this strong passion since long
I have this strong passion since long...
"Seriously Andrew... It was hilarious. I couldn't believe you sing so well."
I blushed but mustered to glare at Gramp sitting in back seat.
I saw in back view mirror Sam nodding meekly stifling his laugh.
Traitor.
Well Sam got a call from his landlord who told him to pack his stuff and leave as he had sold the apartment to someone who was paying a bigger amount for it.
Pathetic!!
'I know' I nodded to Gracia.
And apparently someone thought that it was hilarious to remove the air from all tyres of gramps car.
So both Sam who with his all small belonging and Gramp are tagging along with us in Matthew's car.
Sam is going to stay with us until he finds a new place.
"Yep! I thought I am the only singer here but boy was I wrong!"
Matthew said from my side.
I looked at him observing his features. I don't know but even his these simple words which should ultimately mean nothing to me are still affecting me in so weird ways...
This fresh feeling, these bubbling and this happiness.
It's almost unnatural... It shouldn't be even there at least not with him. He is a human and even then I shouldn't. The only person who should be able to do it should be Kyle. The mate I rejected. The mate who rejected me.
I know the bond is still there. It's rusting, on the verge of breaking but its there. I know it. Even Alpha is not able to break the bond completely. I can feel it.
I wonder if the bond will break completely if I indulge with Matthew in a relationship.
Or is this what I really want? To break this bond?
I don't know.
These are the same questions and this is the same answer I have been asking these nights before sleep drags me in the pained world of my mate or ex-mate.
Yeah.. Those dreams though less painful and horrid now didn't stop giving me an occasional visit here and there.
It's like sometimes I am watching everything as a thin air and sometimes I am the participator in my ex mates body. My body aches every morning and this longing pull had gotten stronger somehow in past these days. I feel like he is not sitting a whole country far away but right next to me.
But I know this is impossible.
Something must be wrong there to make me feel like this or maybe its just can be my insecurities that are kickin' in.
Too much questions and no answers.
but these things don't even matter if I don't find the answer to the biggest question that is raised from the time this drama began..
Did I done right? Was leaving the pack and starting a new life here was the right thing... What if?
I shouldn't be even thinking about ifs.
After what I have gone through because of him.
And again and again.
Rejection was the right thing.
Plus it was not me who rejected first.
It was him. Always had been.
It was always him who took the first step.
Nothing makes sense and look whose saying it me a werewolf... That itself is something senseless.
"What ya thinkin'?" I looked at Matthew surprised.
Coming out of my 'the thinker' mode.
"Ah.. Nothing. I just want to be home. I am a bit hungry and tired. My sweet warm and cozy bed is calling me , I can even hear it from here."
All three chuckled and Matthew noded speeding up a little. I relaxed a little in the seat. I am not gonna think about it anymore.
Everything's just too complicated.
Today was a tiresome day.!!
I don't know, when I slowly dosed off watching the beautiful city lights passing by but I was woke up by Matthew.
Looking around and realizing we are home I looked back at the empty back seat.
Almost sensing my worry and confusion he spoke.
"They are already inside.!"
And I looked at him with a relieve and noded.
Climbing out I walked towards the house with Matthew hot on my trail after closing and securing the car.
Walking inside we both were greeted with an overwhelming smell of Lasagna.
"Delicious." Matthew murmured close to my ear.
And I'll be lying if I say a shiver didn't ran down my spine causing me to held back a groan.
I stood there frozen as he walked past me inside.
"You never quit it. Don't you." I yelled at his back smiling.
Oh gosh! What happened here? Did he just really did what he did?
And god what was that reaction? How it can bring out something like that?
I am definitely going mad.
Seriously.
Shaking my head I slowly walked inside my eyes trained on Matthew's back as he was stirring the contents of the pot.
And suddenly an idea clicked me.
Walking close to him I leaned into his ear as I grabbed his waist from both hands. I flicked his ear with my tongue lightly whispering..
"Mhhh.mm... Indeed it is."
I stepped back removing my hands but not before feeling him tense. He leaned back a little and a chuckle escaped me. I guess that made him come out of his daze and aunt to notice me standing with them whose back was facing us.
"Oh!! Andrew. How was your day love?" She asked smiling at me.
"Fine and tiresome Aunt. I am sure Matthew here will love to tell you everything.
I am going to my room to change."
"Sure. Go change. I'll call you when the dinner is ready."
I noded and stretched my body a little walking to my room.
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Yin....
u can try dude
2023-10-06
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