Since when did I start having real friends? only the friends I know are backstabbing who talk shit about me behind my back. I believe even good and bad people have fake friends.
evan.
Real friends? Aren't real friends suppose to give you comfort and make you happy?
veriah
Instead of making you feel ignored,make you feel like shit and make you feel like you deserve to die?
evan.
Aren't real friends suppose to be by your side forever and not just leave you after finding a better person to befriend?
veriah
But this place is like a hell hole to me
evan.
A hell hole that had only darkness
veriah
I have been backstabbed I always thought I was just not good enough and I don't really blame them,but I've been backstabbed too much and now I know that its not me who is the problem but them. they're the problem. I also had friends who didn't backstab me but who led me to do dumb decisions and bad things. Like when I was in grade 5 they stole one of our always scolded classmates Nintendo switch they secretly have in school and they told me to follow them in the bathroom after school. when we went to the bathroom they told me to find a rock and we would smash them. I did as they told because I always wanted to look good for them and do as they told. one time they stole more stuffs and notebooks from our classmate and threw them. I only then realized when they started ignoring me,I realized too late and I didn't want to be friends with them again. so I transferred to a public school but that's when all the bullying started.
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