A Sword Matrix
The day is over , the night has come , leading me to the darkness that can never be overcome. This world filled with emptiness makes me fright . Day and night always looking through this sight .There was once a bright light, but now it's just a devils fight."Come home my dear " called my mother once, but i am living in this misery world for months.
Those were the words of a broken hero.
Those broken hero's mere words were none other than mine.Living through this strife and pain , always having this rain full of tears on my face.I tried to fight it but denied it.Many hero's say lines like "Iam here , its ok , i'll protect you" , but i do not because i don't have anyone to protect in this world except me.
This is the story of me becoming the hero and about how did i end up here being in this different world , which is a million light years away from my home.
"This world is born for you , you may enter and commence world salvation!" someday chanted an unknown devil ,i was fainted and got resurrected to this abandoned world. The one thing i realized was this world lost all of humanity , leaving me the last human alive .My world was where people existed but this world was where people were dusted.
The devil spoke "welcome to this game , you are the only half human left in this world, you are to fight these creatures and regain this world , go ahead dare to fight and survive", he gave me a sword which was gifted with Immense power and then promptly vanished.
I was told to fight these monsters every day and night or otherwise i could become these monsters delight.Who do they think they are telling me these things?why do i listen to these words? why would i be a half human ? If those are the monsters then should i be a destined hero like in fairy tales? it's so ironic that i am the only person left raising these questions no one except the devil can answer, but i think he happened to be my enemy .
There was once called "home" for me , but this world looks like a "tomb" for me.I was always ahead like a hero in that world , but now where is the hero in me?.
I made my life so miserable at this point. I want to smile and be happy but i can't because I'm scared all the time.Scared that i would die without saying goodbye to my dearest family and to my dearest friends.
The devil came back and saw me as a miserable living being and said something "Scared? Ha ha ha... go sit on that rock for Eternity , no monster will come towards you .Go and isolate yourself you loser!". i wondered why would he help me in this situation?and it angered me that he said i was a loser.Someday I'll get so strong that I'll kill him.
Of all the strange things that were happening still i believed a little and i sat on that rock .It happened to be true that no monster would come near me if i was on that rock .
That rock shape was just like a chair with a word carved as "nightmare" on it.The rock was covered by some enormous energy that i didn't know.The moment i sat on it , i began to see nightmares ,i can never sleep while having a nightmare.
While i was having a nightmare I wanted to kill myself but also didn't want to die.
I kept thinking and thinking the one question again and again " Where is that hero in me?What was that feeling when i was like a hero" .Thinking and thinking made me so angry so i didn't know what to do. How pathetic am i ?,i was never been this angry before while thinking of a question, but didn't have a reason to not be angry in this fearful situation. I want to sleep a little to reduce my anger, but the damage for it is fatal.
I keep on remembering the nightmare that came to me , that nightmare was about me and my mother .
My mother asked me " Are you a hero ? ", i said " Yes of course " ,my mother tried to say something , she got stabbed by an unknown ten foot tall monster . I may have saw it coming but never tried to save my own mother because of some fear which was pulling my legs down when i move forward .
When i was in that world i was always saving my mother , but in this nightmare i didn't save her .
This anger inside me grew more and more day by day.
I thought of one thing in this anger , i always fought with my mother, what bothered me the most was the conversation between me and my mother while eating dinner at night.
That conversation was when i was mourning because i was beaten by some delinquents of my area.I was so beaten up that even my mother didn't notice me when i walked passed her.Mom always punished me for fighting.
I was objecting all her demands and all her necessary conversations.
One day while having dinner i was so angry that she punished me for fighting again.That day she got so much on my nerve that i threw a plate on her .She reprimanded me for that , but i didn't care.I ran away out of the house that moment.Then after some time i came back to apologise that i was too harsh to her , but there were 10 people surrounding her with a knife when i came back home ,those people were delinquents that i fought earlier that day.I had the same feeling at that time i was angry and some fear which was holding me back.
She said the same thing in the nightmare that "Are you a hero?",But i said "No". I was still in fear that my legs are not moving .But one delinquent came near her and bruised her a little and i cried helplessly.Then she screamed "You are enough hero to save me you idiot!" those words were enough to make an entire empire fall down, i rushed forward and got bruised.
I got bruised again and again but i didn't give up and then saved my mother.
The reason to fight... I was born with ,the reason to yield... i was unfit with.Thinking that conversation for sometime i understood one thing , i never gave up on my inner hero, but if i ever gave up then i have to become a villain again, cause i would at least have one more reason to fight ,the fight to regain the hero who saved a mother once.
Control or be controlled by fear....
I need to put this pathetic side of me to ashes ,this side of me should be no more ! this fear , this pain and this strife no more! i won't let it consume me , instead I'll consume it! I will regain back my world! i should be the only one to start or end mayhem in this world!.
I may not be a great hero for now , but i am a man seeking justice. Right now I'll be a sword to my world. I stood up that rock chair , marched forward and said " LET'S TAKE CONTROL!!!".
I am fine with no strength iam controlled by will, I am fine with what iam and what i will be,iam the only person with adrenaline in my blood . Strife and pain are no feelings for me , iam just a sword so i can not be swayed by fear, i'll be a sword made of metal ,i will become a man where nobody can take away my justice.
This control over my rage managed to kill some monsters, i felt really calm and dedicated in killing these monsters that i kept on going until every last one of them got annihilated .When i killed these monsters there was an hazardous amount of energy developed in my sword .i can't help but wanted to kill.
Now i hunger for monsters.
The devil swiftly approached me and said "What! you overcame this so quickly! the others took a year to recover from this". Was it true that there were more ? i need to know their history and their status.I asked the devil about them but he gave a villainous laugh and vanished in thin air.
Well i guess this is my destiny , maybe my legacy because maybe i might die someday ,so i should give information to the next swordsmen.
I came back to this rock chair and went back to the same nightmare my mother asked me " Are you a hero ? ", i said " no mom but iam enough hero to save you right?" , she cried with happiness and said "Yes boy , you are enough hero to save me". Nothing was holding me back this time , all time around me stopped.I went ahead and killed that ten foot tall monster this time.I became the hero in my nightmare.I gained control of this chair , it gave me some power or should i say it helped me level up.
Normally a person is chosen as hero or a villain , but me ? i was chosen by both.I chose myself as a villain to kill guys and have a reason to fight but my mother gave me a little light so that i would rise as a hero.
A little good rose when there was bad.My mother gave me strength to survive .If you have the will to fight then even a ten foot tall monster will look like a ten millimeter ant.
I simply slept in peace for one day after that chaos.But why am i a half human?
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