Mafia's Little Slut (Jikook/Kookmin) About Park Jimin

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Dear me, Tommorow has to be different.

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It has to be

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I will smile and It will be believable

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I will not fake my smile. a small smile escaped

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I always fake my smile

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Oh you must be wandering who am I?

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Well I am Park Jimin.

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You might be thinking why I am feeling like this

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I am always like this. My mom died when I was just 9 years old. It was pretty hard for me,

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I always blame myself for it. I always fake myself. I am so quite in the school that anyone not even the teacher can recognize me.

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I Didn't like to see people seeing me or giving attention to me.

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Likewise, I was ok being solo. I Don't need companions.......right. It was my biggest lie

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I want someone in life. I am pretty miserable. I have dad but can't even count him as my dad.

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I have no one In my life. God i wish my prince charming come soon. I wished to god. (Maybe he will come to you soon 😏)

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After my Mom's dead he always lock himself in the bedroom. One day, in the night he came home drunk

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After my Mom's dead he always lockedsed himself in the bedroom. One day, in the night he came home drunk

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Now I was terrified because he was trying to come towards me. Someone told me A drunk man is dangerous, and they can harm you. I was Innocent and i didn't know his motive. Well, i am innocent now also.

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He came towards me and pulls me towards hIm by my haIr. I started to cry. Then he beat me whole night. I didn't know what do i have to do. Whole night i cried.

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I somehow manage to go to bedroom by crawling. I applied some medicines to my wound.

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"If my mom was here he wouldn't let this happened." I remembered If i got any wound she will cry and treat my wound.

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That time my father also took care of me. I cried remembering this. I laugh in my crying mess.

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No No you can't cry now. You have to be strong. I got to my balcony and saw stars. They were so pretty. My comforting zone was the moon. It always confronts me.

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Not only that, but Furthermore, I love moon. I look back at the stars. I was thinking," If you die you became a star."I saw a star glowing than any other star.

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I smiled and said," I am sure this is my mom. She shines so much. I love you mom and i miss you."I smiled happily.

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Ok, now I have to go to sleep. Oh god, dad will ask me to give him my money.

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Ok, my dad became alcoholic, and he wants money to buy It. So if i could earn money, then my father would keep me In the house or else i will be kicked out. I sighed thinking that.

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Even I quit my school just to pay for our food, essentials,clothes and his alcohol. I sighed as I was thinking i didn't know when i fall a sleep.

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In the morning:

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I woke up at 8 am and took a shower and brush my teeth. I wear my usual normal clothes.

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Oh, no it was almost 9:30. I have to run. I finished the rest of the food and ran off for my job.

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Furthermore, I searched for my dad and saw him in the kitchen. He handed me an egg and some meat. I ate and said,"thanks appa." I said like a whisper, but he listened and nodded at me.

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Oh you must be wondering you said that your dad beat you now he gave you food. Well,it is actually my mom's dead anniversary so every year in this day he gave me food.

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Atleast he remember me. I am satisfied even if he just remember me. Oh no I am going to be late.

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Ok guys that was preety much it. I hope you all like it. Please support me. Bye Bye and this is my first book on jikook.

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