Chapter 06 { Confused emotions }
[ My eyes opened slowly, as a song ran into my ears ]
{ " I feel hated, I feel hatred~ 🎶" }
{ " Lost deep in the mind I've created~🎶 "}
[ I slowly opened my eyes, feeling the rope still tied to my hands as I speak.. ]
{ " I had dreams where my life is devasted ~🎶 " }
Kim sung Jung
You're awake huh ?
[ I try to open my blurry eye more clearly, as I see him driving the car to somewhere ]
Yuna Park
What.. where are we going.. ?
{ " Feels so real that I wake up shaken~🎶 "}
Kim sung Jung
Mmh? You can take a guess.
[ I looked towards my surroundings, and a bit of outside through window glasses were closed wth black covers, but less visible to outsiders ]
Yuna Park
It.. Seems like a railway..
{ " Need a thicker skin, cause life's no heaven~ 🎵 " }
Kim sung Jung
And soon me and you be going to a long trip~
[ He giggled and said smiling ]
Kim sung Jung
Just act like a good girl for that
[ My eyes felt heavy once again, and my ears giving up upon listening to the voices anymore but the sound of the songs playing with his gentle voice.. ]
[ When I opened my eyes, I saw myself lying on a bed in a room with dim but luxurious lights, with a view of the night outside. ]
Yuna Park
Where.. Exactly it is..
[ My throat started to hurt as I spoke ]
Yuna Park
ugh.. It still hurts..
[ I looked around and saw that I was no longer tied up ]
Yuna Park
That's surprising..
Yuna Park
uhgh.. It still hurts..
[ I hear somebody enter the room with a gentle knock on door ]
{ " So you're awake my love ? " }
[ He came up to me with a smile as he sat on the sofa gently, sighing. ]
"haha.. noway anybody would had found me by now.. "
" That's why I'm with him in the first place.. "
Kim sung Jung
Was really exhausting
Kim sung Jung
you got me through a lot of roller coasters.
[ I looked at him confused, sitting straight on bed but leaning towards the bed ]
Yuna Park
What.. Do you.. m- mean.. By roller coaster?
[ He grinned in a teasy voice, but I knew it wasn't what he meant to say, even as a joke. ]
Kim sung Jung
You're seriously asking me, what did I meant by that !?
[ He sighed, as he got up close to me, holding my neck yet again gently ]
" No.. Don't tell me his not again.. ! "
Kim sung Jung
Of course.. I wouldn't choke you like I did before don't worry.
[ I felt relieved from my chest hearing that, as i relaxed my body ]
Kim sung Jung
But of course...
Kim sung Jung
If you do anything, non obedient again..
Kim sung Jung
I might take that into consideration.
[ he held my neck a little tightly once again making me look at him with fear. ]
" I don't want it.. It hurts already.. "
" I never.. Knew what triggered him this way.. But was i actually the reason..? "
Kim sung Jung
The face when you make from fear.
Kim sung Jung
It's so admirable.
Kim sung Jung
So admirable to make me wanna kill myself.
[ He let go of my neck with anger as he started to unbutton his shirt ]
" what ... noway.. Did i anger him that much to make him wanna do this ?.. "
[ I looked at him with fear as I covered myself with the nearest blanket laying on bed, he looked at me laughing ]
Kim sung Jung
I won't rape you.
Kim sung Jung
Not atleast yet.
[ He head towards the bathroom, along as he laughing ]
" what exactly do he mean by atleast.. Not yet ? "
" what would.. Even happen if I deny him.. ? "
"no.. Wait nothing is impossible for him.. Now I know. "
[ I said In a low quiet voice ]
Yuna Park
But.. How do I even get out of here..
Yuna Park
And even if I go then where..
Yuna Park
I only remember my brother's number..
[ I take my time thinking calmly, as he is still showering in the bathroom ]
" what if.. I wait for the opportunity ? "
" by the looks of it, we are at the hotel, and there would be of course the caretakers asking in the rooms if the guests needs something.. !!!! "
Yuna Park
i should take this chance !
[ He opens the door, as he comes out with being all wet with him drying his hair with a towel as he looks at me ]
Kim sung Jung
don't want to take a shower ?
[ I look at him with a annoyed face as i mumble in a quiet but loud voice ]
Yuna Park
I don't have cloths to change ..
Kim sung Jung
just come out naked, and I won't even care.
[ He giggled, as he sat down to the left side of the bed, and laid down closing his eyes. ]
[ I look at him with being all confused ]
Kim sung Jung
Wake me.. Up when it's morning.
Kim sung Jung
And don't worry..
Kim sung Jung
You can't run away.. you don't have the access of the door..
[ He says as he closes his eyes, and sleeps in a deep sleep ]
" wait.. Why am I worrying about it ? "
[ I stood up with all my strength from the bed ]
" No way I will sleep besides him even if I'm kidnapped ! "
[ A hand pulled me back with all force, as it hugged me tight. ]
Kim sung Jung
Stay with me..
[ I feel my body reacting all shocked to his words ,as he hugs way tight ]
Kim sung Jung
...i really love you.
[ His gentle sleepy voice mutes, as my heart beats slowly. But yet it feels the guilt ]
" I can't.. Think about anything.. "
" my thoughts are so.. messed up right now.. "
"but.. for a while.. Please let me sleep.. "
" even if it is for a while.. "
Comments
Hawhaw≛⃝🥇
cool
2024-09-22
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Hawhaw≛⃝🥇
yas queen/Determined/
2024-09-22
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Hawhaw≛⃝🥇
huh?
2024-09-22
0