Friends?..

Chapter 1

Past..

"Okay class, group yourselves into two find your partner and when you guys find your partner we can start our activity." Our teacher said to us.

They all start to find their partner. Some of them already find their group partner and some of them not.

I'm waiting to someone will ask me to be his/her partner.

But none of them ask me.

All of them have their own partners except me.

I always feel this. I'm about to cry that time. But I control my self and force to smile.

I stare at my classmate who have their partner. I felt jealous of them.

My teacher notice me that I don't have any partner.

"Kisha,do you have any partner?" Teacher ask me.

"I-i don't have any..teacher." I responce to her.

"Is that so.."

"Hey class do you guys want to partner with Kisha?"

No one answer my teacher.

My teacher can't do anything.

"umm..Kisha how about do the activity in solo?.." My teacher said to me.

I don't have any choice so I gave her a nod.

"Okay class now we are all done finding your partners,let's do our activity now."

Everyone are excited to do our activity while me forcing my self to not cry and be strong.

We did our activity. All of my classmates are so happy. I stare them and felt jealous.

Since kindergarten even in my primary school none of them want to be my friend. Many of my girl classmates making fun of me.

I ignore them and tried to be strong.

I'm really jealous of other because they can make their own friends. While me can't do such an common communicating with others.

When I'm Grade 5 one of my classmate make fun of me, they try to be my friend, but they're using me.

They always want my money.

All of them makes me fool.

I hate my life.

Then when I become grade 6 they didn't bullied me with they're words. But they bullied me with physical.

I always come home with my wound and black eye.

But none of my family did not care about me. They thought that I'm too strong that I don't need their help.

My family is the one I want to have their love from me. But no the one their care the most and love is my younger sister and my brother. Not me.

My family got broke and my parents divorce. My mom takes my brother and my dad takes my younger sister but none of them take me.

Now I'm all alone. They all forgot about me.

To survive I find a job so I can have a money to buy some food and pay my rent.

Yes they left me with their apartment.

Since my parents divorce when I'm done at my class I go to my work.

I didn't slept well.

At this young age I experience to work,pay the apartment's bill and buy my selfs food.

I graduated from elementary school and now I'm a highschool.

It's all same.

I thought when I become a highschool I can make friends. But still they didn't want to be my friends and they even don't want to get near to me.

I ignore them. I always feel the same so I work hard and focused to my studies and work so I can graduated in high school and can pay my rent in apartment.

I'm now a grade 9, I thought it's still the same.

But there's a boy who changed my life.

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