Reborn: I Want To Reborn God !!!
"REAL STORY"
god of life/Phanes
Yes, right now
god of life/Phanes
Why? Not ready?
Jeongguk's soul✯
It's not like that
Jeongguk's soul✯
now after hearIng her i think
god of life/Phanes
You think?
Jeongguk's soul✯
It was the rIght thing to do 😁 *smile*
I get to change people's fate in the right direction and also i will be able to fulfill my wishes
god of life/Phanes
*Chuckles* that's the spirit
god of life/Phanes
wait!! I have something for you
Jeongguk's soul✯
Huh!! What is it?
Jeongguk's soul✯
This? *takes it*
god of life/Phanes
it will help you, when you need *smiles*
god of life/Phanes
That's what you need to know for now...
god of life/Phanes
Okay!! Let's go
Jeon Jungkook
Who are you?
Jeongguk's soul✯
I am Jeongguk
Jeongguk's soul✯
You may not know me, but I know Jungkook-shii
Jeongguk's soul✯
As you are a celebrity
Jeon Jungkook
o-okay ? What is this place... **scared looking around**
Jeongguk's soul✯
Jungkook-shii it may be crazy for you to hear the story, what I am going to say but
Jeongguk's soul✯
Please listen because saying anything
Jeongguk's soul✯
And this place is... We can call it the subconscious mind or dreamscape
Jeon Jungkook
**don't know what to say** *nods*
Jeongguk's soul✯
So, the thing is that **explain the situation, how he got here, and what is it about**
Jeon Jungkook
**processing everything**
Jeon Jungkook
So, I was used as a novel character, when those who are real villains are showing as side characters
*tears forming in his eyes*
Jeon Jungkook
T-they first drugged me and ruined his and my life *tears flowing down*
Jeon Jungkook
A-and now they even k--killed *gulps* my b-babies *crying* 😭
Jeongguk's soul✯
**goes near him and hugs him**
Jeon Jungkook
Y-you know Jeongguk **lean on him**
Jeongguk's soul✯
Hmm **patting his back**
Jeon Jungkook
M-my babies who were still looking like little beans shaped *sniffs* who don't know what was happening around them
Jeon Jungkook
Without knowing anything and without doing anything t-they were killed by some evil people **close his eyes and opened them**
Jeon Jungkook
**leaves the hugs and cleans hIs tears with his sleeves** wait i will tell you what was not written in the novel
Jeon Jungkook
So, to start with my parents, my dad used to be an abuser and alcoholic, he used to come home and beat my mom while I was hidden in the store room to avoid him
Jeon Jungkook
One day when I was around 12 or 13 years, I fell ill and was admitted in hospital and I don't know what happened
Jeon Jungkook
After a few days, when I woke up my mom was gone **feeling sad**
Jeon Jungkook
When I asked my dad he said she left them and couldn't understand why she left
Jeon Jungkook
The illness was due to lack of food and nutrition which should be provided for a growing child, which I didn't get, beIng poor and with fighting happened i couldn't eat either they try to feed me
Jeon Jungkook
As dad was busy being an alcoholic and abuser he is and m-mom she used to take care but got depressed with life and went treating her wounds
Jeon Jungkook
Later I got to know that when I was unconscious in hospital, my mom got to meet her parents in hospital by chance, and also they got to see my mother wounds
Jeon Jungkook
By that my grandparents questioned her, how the went like this,, and one by one the truth was revealed and which caused divorce each other and she was left with her parents
Jeon Jungkook
I don't know how much of the truth is present as it was said by my father, but I used to think
"did she ever think of taking me?"
"did she really abandon him that too with his abusive father"
"or did grandparents say something about him"
"or just left me because I am Alpha and become like my father"
Jeon Jungkook
I used to question my own existence and life then questioning them, with that I have lived my life while paying my father debts and for his alcohols, rent, fees
Jeon Jungkook
my father wanted to make me an ACTOR as he from his 'friends' that they are paying a good amount.....when I was actually interested in MUSIC
Jeon Jungkook
I accept It as I really don't have a choice there and joined the acting source, I used to think "can I make it? As i don't have any experience" and some more negative things
Jeon Jungkook
But then my inner voice said "why will you not, ever you were actually good at it? When you daily pretend like nothing happened and that you are fine like that ... that's what you have to do in real that it"
**look at Jeongguk**
Jeongguk's soul✯
**listening to him carefully and holding his hands for metal support**
Jeon Jungkook
*deep breath*Just like that i convinced myself to join acting *close his eyes* in that industry too, have so many problems even being an "alpha" *open his eyes* which I can't imagine for Omegas
Jeongguk's soul✯
You were okay? Right! Like did anything happen to you? **worried**
Jeon Jungkook
yeah! There was a senior one mine who saved me, from that time he used to be there whenever I needed help ... maybe that's why I had loved him **said the last sentence in low voice**
Jeongguk's soul✯
So......he is ?
Jeon Jungkook
Yeah!! The "Main Lead" of the book which you have mentioned
Jeongguk's soul✯
*gasps while keeping his hand on his mouth* so his lover_
Jeon Jungkook
**chuckles seeing his reaction as he looked cute** hmm... His lover happened to be my step-sister
Who was the "Female Lead" here
Jeon Jungkook
how this thing happened is my mother married a man shown by her parents after she left us, eventually after a few years of marrying him they had a girl
Jeongguk's soul✯
hmm **feeling sad**
Jeon Jungkook
don't be sad already **pat his head while giving a small smile** there is more to go
Jeon Jungkook
Back to the story, without knowing he has a lover, I used to crush on him secretly while learning and doing small characters
Jeon Jungkook
WhIle crushing him i realized I am into boys either be Omega or alpha.... like that my life was going smoothly that what I thought my father had another plan
Jeon Jungkook
suddenly he got me a "fiancé"
author
Sorry if there are mistakes
author
and please let me know I can rectify it
author
what is your opinion on Jungkook?
author
Doesn't he deserve a 2 chance?
author
That's for this chapter
Comments
Its Wei
bye bye
2024-08-21
1
Lovely 😌😌
no it doesn't........ wanna try 😑
2024-08-09
2
angel
author if possible please update more as soon as possible
2024-07-06
1