Daya said Nana was the freak, but I’m starting to wonder if
it was her mother that was the freak. I skim through the
diary, reading over her words.
I’m sitting in the same rocking chair Gigi used to sit in to write
in her diary while her stalker watched on. While she let him feast
his eyes on her, and got off on it too, apparently.
Snapping the book shut, I throw it on the footstool before me,
the furniture rocking from the movement of the heavy book.
I sigh heavily, pinching the bridge of my nose to ward off the
blooming headache.
I mean, what was she thinking? Letting a strange man watch
her, come into her home, and touch her? That’s insane. Certifiably
insane.
What’s truly insane is the fact that I found this diary, and a
stalker found me on the same night. I don’t want to think about
what that means.
The wind blows outside the window, rattling the glass. Storm
clouds are rolling in, the ever-present weather that plagues
Seattle like bad acne. Just when you think we're going to have a
lovely sunny day, a storm cloud pops up, ready to burst.
Okay, gross, Addie.
A loud thump sounds from the kitchen, causing me to nearly
jump out of my seat. Heart pumping heavily in my chest, I look
towards the direction and find nothing amiss.
“Hello?” I call out, but no one answers.
Attempting to even my breathing, I turn back right as
movement from the corner of my eye snags my attention right
outside the window. My head snaps in that direction and my eyes
zero in on whatever it was I just saw. It’s nearly pitch-black outside
save for the moonlight and a single light outside my front door.
Another flash of movement causes me to nearly plant my face
against the glass. It’s a person, walking towards my house, having
emerged from between two large trees. My eyes narrow into thin
slits as the person’s shape becomes more apparent.
He’s back.
After two nights of nothing, the son of a bitch actually came
back.
My hand drifts over to the end table next to me, snagging the
butcher knife I’ve been carrying around with me since he broke
into my house last. Turns out my security cameras are useless
with him. The second he left, I checked them just to find out that
they didn’t catch sight of him.
When Daya looked into it, her face dropped, and her eyes went
wide with terror. He spliced the cameras. Hacked into them and
made it appear as if nothing was happening while he was walking
through my house while I slept.
She said not only did he splice the camera feed, but he did it so
well, it was untraceable. The only reason Daya was even able to
come to that conclusion is because she knows how technology
works and she does the same thing herself for her job.
This guy is dangerous—in more ways than just his violent
tendencies.
I grip the handle in my fist and settle it on my lap. As he nears,
my heart pounds in my chest, matching each step he takes
towards me.
I stand and close in on my window. I don’t know what I’m doing
exactly. Provoking him? Daring him to come inside my house
again? If he does, I have every right to defend myself.
The man stops about twenty feet away, his face once again
hidden deep in a hood. He widens his stance as if getting
comfortable, plunging a hand into his hoodie pocket and pulls out
something I can’t see. It’s not until I see him flick a lighter, defining
his impossibly sharp jawline and a cigarette sticking out from his
mouth. He lights the cigarette, and then the flame goes out,
leaving nothing but his moonlit silhouette and a blaring cherry.
He stares.
And I stare back.
Without looking away, I grab my phone from the end table. I
listened to him and didn’t call the cops when he sent me that
fucked up box of hands, but he didn’t say I couldn’t call them
when he’s standing twenty feet outside my window.
I
look down to unlock my phone, and when I glance up, my
thumb freezes.
The moonlight spills over his silhouette. And with perfect clarity,
I watch him slowly shake his head at me. Warning me not to do
what I’m about to do.
I glance at my front door, fear steadily trickling through my body
at an alarming rate. It’s locked, but he’s already proven that it’s
futile. I calculate the distance between him and the door. How long
would it take him to run to it, break through, and get to me? At
least a solid thirty seconds.
That’s enough time to dial 911 and tell them someone is trying
to hurt me, right? But it would be pointless. It’s going to take the
police no less than a half-hour to get to me.
As if hearing my thoughts, he takes a few steps closer, his
hand periodically pulling the cigarette from his mouth as he puffs.
Is he… challenging me? My spine snaps straight, and white-hot
rage fills my vision. Who the hell does this dude think he is?
Growling under my breath, I storm to my door, unlock it and
whip it open. He turns his head to face me, and for a moment, I
almost develop a brain and run back inside.
Steeling my spine, I angrily stomp down the steps and charge
towards him.
“Hey, asshole! If you don’t get off my property, I will call the
cops.”
Later, I’ll ask God why She made me the way that I am, but
right now, all I can do is plant two of my hands on his chest and
push when I get close enough. I don’t allow myself to register the
defined muscles under his hoodie—because only psychos would
focus on that right now.
The behemoth of a man doesn’t move back an inch.
Nor does he speak. Or react. Or do anything.
Harsh, angry breaths huff from my nose like a bull as I glare at
the hooded man. I can’t see much of his face except the bottom
half, but I can feel his eyes burning into me. Soon, my body will
smolder until there’s nothing left but ashes dancing in the cold
wind.
“What do you want from me?” I hiss, curling my hands into
fists, only to abate the shaking. My whole body has begun to
vibrate from anger and fear. But also from something else.
Something so disturbing, I refuse to put a name to it.
He doesn’t answer, but he does grin—a slow, sinful twist of his
lips that sends sparks skittering down my spine.
With deliberation, his tongue darts out and licks his bottom lip.
My eyes zero in on the movement. The act primal. Animalistic.
And fucking terrifying.
My heart starts to claw its way up my throat. Swallowing it back
down, I narrow my eyes and open my mouth to yell at him some
more.
Before I can, he takes a single step back. And though I can’t
see it, I know he’s giving me a once-over. Then he turns and
walks away.
Just like that.
Not a single word spoken. Not an explanation offered. Not even
a crazy confession of how he wants us to be together or some
shit.
Nothing.
I
stand there and watch his retreating form, going back to
whatever portal from Hell he crawled out of. I stare until he’s gone,
and I begin to contemplate if I really have lost my mind, and just
imagined the whole thing.
Surely, I wouldn’t be so stupid to confront a psychopath. The
very psychopath that cut off a man’s hands and left them on my
doorstep.
But that’s precisely what I did. And he did nothing in return,
except lick his lips at me like he plans to feast on me.
Oh no, what if I have a second-coming of Jeffrey Dahmer
stalking me?
Heart back in my throat, I turn and rush back inside, feeling like
Lucifer’s hounds are nipping at my asscheeks. And when I shut
and lock the door behind me, I look back to the rocking chair I was
sitting in and see the knife lying haphazardly on the floor, next to
the footstool.
Oh my God.
I confront a psycho and I drop the knife on the ground instead
of bringing it with me.
God, why did you make me the way that I am? Next lifetime,
can you not do such a shitty job?
As a reward for finishing my manuscript and sending it off to
my editor, I’m treating myself to a nice murder investigation.
Daya sent over more notes that she found from the PD’s
database. Emails pour in by the minute with more details. Most of
it is handwritten reports by men with atrocious penmanship.
And with the mishandling of the crime scene, we essentially
have nothing to go on.
My great-grandfather mentioned in a report that she was acting
strangely for several months leading up to her death.
She was distant. Not as talkative. Paranoid. Short-tempered
with Nana, and she was late picking her up from school several
times with no explanation as to why.
Gigi wouldn’t talk about it with her husband, which led to
several arguments between them. In the reports, he admitted their
relationship had been declining for the past two years. He had
begged Gigi to talk to him about her change in behavior, but she
claimed nothing was amiss.
I spend hours dissecting Gigi’s diary entries, looking for hidden
meanings in everything she wrote. Searching for the entries where
she expresses fear and discomfort.
But whatever scared her, scared her so much that she couldn’t
even write it out in words.
Part of me wishes these journals had been found during her
investigation. I might’ve never gotten to read them if they had
been, but maybe then they might’ve been able to solve her case.
I sigh and run my hands through my thick hair. My shoulders
are starting to burn from my hunched-over position and my eyes
are growing bleary from all the reading.
A headache blooms in my temples, worsening my vision until I
can’t see or think straight anymore.
I sit back in the rocking chair and look out the window.
My strangled scream pierces the air when I see the stalker is
back—standing in the same spot as before, puffing on his stupid
cigarette. It’s been three days since I confronted him, and I’ve
been on high alert ever since. Waiting for him to break in again,
and this time, come into my room while I’m sleeping.
My heart lobs around in my chest, pumping erratically. A low
heat sparks in the pit of my stomach, my mouth drying as the burn
descends between my thighs.
I’m glued to the chair, panting from the heady mix of fear and
arousal. My cheeks burn from shame, but the feeling doesn't
dissipate. I should close the curtains—do myself a favor and cut
us both off from our silent war.
But for some unknown reason, I can’t get myself to move. To
pick up the phone and call the police. To do anything that would
classify me as intelligent and having common sense.
Those things are nonexistent as I stare out at the man.
Whatever ghosts haunt these walls are no longer relevant, not
when there’s something much more dangerous haunting the
grounds.
As if the ghosts heard me, light footsteps sound from above
me. I turn my head and lift my eyes to the ceiling, tracking the
phantom footsteps until they fade away.
And when I turn back, my stalker is a few feet closer. As if he’s
wondering what I’m staring at. Questioning what could’ve possibly
turned my attention away from him.
He’s wondering if it’s another man, I’m sure. Maybe he thinks
Greyson is back, occupying the house somewhere. Calling out for
me and asking me to join him in my bed, naked and hard for me.
Maybe he even thinks we just fucked, my thighs still slick with
another man’s seed.
Does that piss him off?
Of course it does. He mutilated and killed a man for touching
me. What would he do to a man for fucking me?
What would he do to me?
TO BE CONTINUED
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