I Don't Love You, Mr. President
Chapter 4
Xīn yi
*staring at the ceiling emotionless*
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I got rebirth again,, but not only once or twice. I got rebirth six times. That day when I got rape again ruthless was my second life after that I woke up again. I try to transfer from others school but i need to pay some money but I don't have it. Even so i tried to tell this to my auntie, she got mad and beat me until i die, then i got rebirth again. I run away from auntie because of trauma, but i still died because of starvation. In my fifth birth I did try everything to avoid him but always field and now is my 6 birth. Crazy right? Anyway I give up with this useless life. It's like i can never escape from this fate. I hate it…
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Xīn yi
Should I k*ll myself again? *emotionless*
Lilyco
My dear, you already kill yourself many times.
Xīn yi
W-WHO ARE YOU!?? *I scream*
Lilyco
Calm down, dear. I'm Lilyco the goddess of death. And you call help for many times, since you have a good heart I choose and help you. *smile*
Xīn yi
'goddess of death? This thing doesn't look like a goddess. It's look like a fairy or animal.'
Lilyco
*laugh* My dear, you just hurt my ego, this isn't my true form, and I'm not some kind of fairy or animal what you say HAHAHA and yeah I'm really goddess of death.
Lilyco
Yes, yes i do *smile*
Lilyco
Dear, you must have forgot that i'm a godness i can read your mind *chuckled*
Xīn yi
O-ohh I apologize..*felt sorry*
Lilyco
Apologize accepted *smile*
Lilyco
So my dear, I know you have experienced some terrible event. But it's not right to k*ll yourself, its against of the god of creature. I give you a chance to avoid what you want to avoid.
Xīn yi
I....I'm sorry...*cried* i tried...godness lilyco i tried but....i can't still escape from his gasp....please help me..
Lilyco
Sometimes, its better to accept the blessing than runaway with it *whisper*
Xīn yi
W-what? I'm sorry i didn't hear it clearly..
Lilyco
Don't mind me dear, the goddess of fate have given you a chance *smile* if you try to accept it. You know how much it values you.
Xīn yi
I don't understand goodness
Lilyco
You'll understand my words when the times had come
Lilyco
So tell me? What year and time you want to travel?
Xīn yi
*eyes wide* y-you..
Lilyco
Yes dear, I'm giving you one last chance and if you k*ll yourself again? *smile* will, see about that
Xīn yi
*tears started fall down*
Xīn yi
T-thank you....thank you gosh....*sobbing so happily*
Lilyco
your always welcome my dear…
Xīn yi
I want to travel back in time when i'm still a freshmen…
Lilyco
Mmm wish granded.. *smile*
Lilyco
Now, lay in bed please.
Xīn yi
*confused but obey her anyway*
Xīn yi
*suddenly felt dizzy*
Xīn yi
*Gently open my eyes*
Xīn yi
I did really come back in time...
Xīn yi
*look at my uniform*
Xīn yi
I remember this time..This is my first day of school.
Xīn yi
*lay in my bed again*
Xīn yi
I don't want to go to school... I don't want to meet him…
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I have been deciding that I will not be attending in class for now. I want to fresh my head for those terrible memories. I still have trauma from it. I also decide to rent for apartment. I don't wanna stay in my auntie house knowing she k*ll me in my past life. I don't hate her for being like that, but I don't want to see her nor talk to her. My anxiety might attack me if I meet her. Thank god she's not on the house while ago.
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Xīn yi
*walking around while looking at the environment*
[Description of the Environment: Chilling Park is good for the people whose want to relax and date etc. You can see a lot of people talking happily and some of them having a picnic.]
Xīn yi
'It's good here, why didn't I come here often? Oh right! I was so focus on my study that I forgot to enjoy myself'
Xīn yi
This is my last life....
Xīn yi
I should treasure it..
Mi ka
HEY! Bestie! Did I make you wait?
James
Hey! Mi ka! My love! I thought we had to go for fun?
Mi ka
*awkward smile* ah! Sorry James My best friend and I have another plan. I'm really sorry! I promise to her that i would hang out.
James
You can't fool me mi ka, this girl doesn't know you i think.
Xīn yi
'This situation, i get it'
Xīn yi
Oh, Actually mi ka is saying the truth, she made a promise with me and I already been waiting here for almost 30 minutes! We actually have a place to go.
Mi ka
*she looked at me and secretly mouth "thank you"*
Xīn yi
*nod* And if you excuse as sir James. By the way, nice to meet you Sir James *smile*
Xīn yi
*drag mi ka somehwere*
Mi ka
Goshhhh thank you girl!
Mi ka
I'm Mi ka, what is your name?
Xīn yi
'wow i never thought that mi ka have this side of her, she always acted like a btch'
Xīn yi
I'm Xīn yi, nice to meet you and your welcome. *smile*
Mi ka
Gosh girl! That guy has been pestering the h3ll of me! And yuck! Do you know that guy want me to sleep with him? Like ewhgggg! *making some hilarious face*
Xīn yi
*laugh* Then why did you report or sho him?
Mi ka
*her face suddenly turn into furious and sad*
Mi ka
My dad, arrange marriage me with that b*stard! And he want that guy to date me like h3ll no! Never!
Xīn yi
Your father did that?
Mi ka
Yeah, actually my father is shareholder of some university and if you think I'm some kind of spoiled brat? No, my dad always pressure me and don't love me...*sigh*
Mi ka
I badly wanna runaway, just a little more *chuckled*
Xīn yi
That's most be hard for you...
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