Draupadi: A Modern Saga ~1~

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The darkness of night is covering the whole sky

It's a moon less night

A guy is sitting on the top of a luxury building

With a cigarette on his hands

Vardan Rathore

Same as always

Vardan Rathore

I am all alone

Vardan Rathore

I just don't like to leave my parents house even if it's for some days

Vardan Rathore

The emptiness and loneliness around me always scare me

Vardan Rathore

I know that I am not a good person

Vardan Rathore

And when I am alone my real personality always came in front of me

Vardan Rathore

WhIch i always try to hide

I sigh and crush the cigarette on floor

I am currently in Delhi far from my hometown that is Jaipur

I am here for a surgery as I am a guest surgeon

It's almost week I am here and I already start missing the warmth of family

I always try to avoid living alone

Because I have a split personality disorder

my second personality is something that even I am scared of that it's something I hate so much I even try many psychologist, but all went in vain

So I try to adjust with it

I am a sweet person a kind hearted but the second one is totally opposit,e it's ruthless

I can behave like a blóody physio killer in one second and with another I can be the sweetest man in this whole world

No one knows about my disorder except for Jay even i found about it last year

I always feels like my another personality try to kill my real side and i fear that most

Vardan Rathore

Vardan you have to fight

Vardan Rathore

You are much more strong than any mental disorder

Vardan Rathore

You can't let that to overpower you

I came back to my room and pack my luggage as I am going back to Jaipur

Tomorrow morning

Vardan Rathore

Everything will going to be okay

Vardan Rathore

It has to

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