Not your average Female lead.

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"I am not your average Female lead".

I AM QIN ZHI CAI!

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"Hi! My name is Mimi, and to tell you just like the title, I am not your average Female lead. But you guys are my main leads!"

I actually don't know what to say... Expecting me to tell my own story as the admin of this matchmaking page... Sigh...

"I'm not the average not because I'm more than that, but I'm rather below average, My life is cursed. I finished school, but I didn't get to confess to him. Though I'm quite lucky for knowing someone like him! I'm swooning over him again! I'm panicking!"

Here I blush as I type like I'm talking with my dear diary. Hihi...

Qian Hui Fen.

"Fifi! The LOML, the greatest, the most handsome, the prettiest guy in the whole wide world, he's tall with a dandy yet fashionable style.

The best part of him is that he smells so good,like some Cherry blossoms! He's incomparable and one of a kind. Although there's no connection on both of us except for being classmates on our last year at university."

My smiles reached the great heavens while I'm describing him the best that I could until that part that were just classmates.

"That luck was just that and the rest are the worst. I'm almost dead in the classroom of every class I've attended. Graduated like a dust, and worked as a barista at day and cupid at night for 3 years."

It's exhausting, embarrassing, and lonely... I feel like crying.

"That's it."

"The flashback of my life."

"And I'm doomed to grow old single."

"As for I am ugly and not-so-sexy and not-so-talented and not-so-productive and so on "Not-that-kind" of person. And only because of that, I wanna sleep and never wake up for Earth's sake."

Yep that's how I describe myself. Not even half as good when I'm describing Fifi. RIDICULOUS!

"Luck! Please side with me again!"

And........

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[5 mins later]

"My belly's growling! Is mom home yet?" I sprinted downstairs to see if mom's home. She is, and she looked like she just got home.

"Mimi, are you hungry? I got some snacks here. Sorry I couldn't cook any more dear, Mommy's just too tired today" I see it in your eyes Mom, it's alright.

"Then... I'll go eat it in my room, bye!" Right after I got it in my hands I ran back to my room.

I started eating the snacks facing an open window and letting the cold gentle breeze in. I drowned into my thoughts again.

I just faced the reality a moment ago. Starting from seeing my Mother tired of work. She's getting old and time will never go back. She's got a daughter who already graduated and supposed to be supporting her, but instead that's just me being a burden.

Going to the next reality check. Many of my fans requested that I should tell them about me, like what was I in real life. And when I told them about me, each of the memories came to me. I already feel that I'm not good enough then,, and I'm still now.

Maybe it's time for a change. Clock is ticking too fast. But for now I should finish this bag of chips and get some rest. I'll think it over again tomorrow.

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"Goodnight angels"

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