chapter seven His POV
He can feel the heat of this conversation. He doesn't want to do this out of lust or desire. Even though the temptation was high, he was still able to control his urge for her. The only thing left to him was to think clearly. Her words made him think a lot. And her telling him she'll wait, this gave him time to know his emotions more. She gave him time to think about your relationship as a whole. And it was the right decision by her.
Sherine would greet Audrey at the shoe locker area every morning with a smile, a breakfast in her hands. She would always smile at him whenever they saw each other. She would send lunch box to him everyday during lunch. She would flirt with him, she would care for him, she would worry about him, she would be strict to him. She would love him every second without expecting anything in return cause she love him and his decisions is her fate, a selfless love.
Her actions were so caring and loving that he couldn't even describe it. He had never felt someone like this before. Sharine actually loved him, no one in his life ever loved him this much before. She also told him that he's going to decide their future, she wouldn't force him to take a decision. She was leaving all the choices for their future to him and she would respect them. The loving feelings he felt in his heart for her was growing every time she did something sweet for him.
He could also feel that she weren't expecting anything in return. Every action she did was for the sake of his well being and him only nothing else. That was a new way to love someone for him. He was getting more and more attracted to this loving and caring part of Sharine. He started to get attached to her in an unknown level. The fact that she loved him without expecting anything in return made him want to have her in his future. And he wanted to have her beside him without forcing anything and just by letting things happen naturally between them.
And that love was changing him. The cold hearted bad guy was actually falling in love. His world was turning up side down. Before it was only coldness that ruled his heart. But now he was feeling a whole new feeling. A feeling that he didn't think was real. He could see that love was turning him into a better person for her. He didn't even know he could feel this way towards her to the next level. The coldness in his heart was melting day by day and his feelings were growing day by day for Sharine in a unimaginable speed.
He was going through an entire emotional transformation. That loving feeling Sharine gave him was changing him. The caring and the loving nature of sharine had started to affect him as a person. He wasn't going to lie though, he felt good having sharine around. Sharine definitely brought out the sweet and vulnerable part of him that he thought was lost. When he was with sharine, he could be a bit softer and she didn't mind that. Sharine's love was making him more gentle and sweet towards her. Sharine were basically his medicine.
His feelings for her were growing. It was so hard for him to hide his love and affection for sharine he was a fool in love everytime he was with her. It's like every time he's with her it's getting harder and harder for him to hide it. The way he looked into her eyes now was different than before, there was a new meaning behind it, a new sweetness. What kind of spell did you cast on him that she managed to make him feel this way towards her? He needed the answer more than the answer he needed more of this love so badly.
Sharine's actions were the cure for all the wounds in his heart. Her love was making him feel wanted, her affection was making him feel needed. her care was making him feel like he's in the right place. she js the medicine he was looking for all this time. He was not going to give this love up for anything. He needed more time with her. Being around he was like going to a therapy session for his heart. She is his therapy, his medicine. And he needed more of this healing every day.
Sharine, Sharine only Sharine was in his mind everyday.
She have become his happiness, his comfort and his joy. The cold guy was completely lost in this warm and loving sensation. Her love was turning him into a softer person. He was becoming more and more vulnerable to her willing. The fact that no one knew about his feelings was killing him, but he knew that if someone heard about this they would think he's gone crazy. So he still kept silence. He needs more time to express himself in front of her without feeling judged. She was like the only safe spot for him.
Audrey Martin
I am in love
Audrey Martin
Sharine, My love
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