ep 4 :alpha's past:

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Well....I my story passed with the three ep which I hv wrote ~
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but I want some to read it na :'( ik it's new ๐Ÿคง and currently no one will read it /โ แ โ ๏ฝกโ ๊žˆโ ๏ฝกโ แŸโ \ but still- ahh but ok patience is the key ๐Ÿ—๏ธ~
let's start with the story now :)
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So Are you ready to hear my past ๐Ÿ‘€
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should I say it now
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ok ok now let's start ~
๏ผŸ๏ผŸ๏ผŸ
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As you know am a" Weak Alpha" a cry baby or a soft chick ๐Ÿฃ and coward ๐Ÿ˜…etc...and my name is...
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Kim Taehyung
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Yes, you heard right !!
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
am KIM TAEHYUNG AN ALPHA ~ a weak Alpha ๐Ÿบ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I belong to Kim family ยฏโ \โ _โ (โ ใƒ„โ )โ _โ /โ ยฏ and they are RICH but not me :')
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
My parents abandoned me *smile sadly*
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
You want to know why?
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Because they get a better version of them :)
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Lemme tell you clearly ~
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I was born in Daegu, South Korea!! My parent's relationship was not good that time ~ I was an unwanted child ๐Ÿšธ of them!!
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
They thought that they will give me in an orphanage ~ but thxx to my grandma who saved me and my life ๐Ÿ™‚ She raised me! With a soft heart ~ Kind to everyone ~ Non-violence ๐Ÿ™… Humble and respectful to everyone โ˜บ๏ธ Good manners ~
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
yh she raised me like this! and my parents they didn't even care about my existence~ it's not like that they didn't talk with me or used to abuse me (โ ~โ _โ ~โ ใƒกโ )
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
It's like...they never - ever saw as their own child ๐Ÿ™‚
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I feel sad about it :'( whenever I see other children with their parents ~ those parents who gave their children love, warmth, joy, go to many places with their family and allโ \โ _โ (โ ใƒ„โ )โ _โ /โ ยฏ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I never experienced it ! I live together with them but still separately~ We used to talk so less even more then less ๐Ÿƒ~
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
And when I was 7 yrs old ~ My mother gave birth to another child :) "an alpha girl"
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
They named her LIA~ And I was happy that I got a baby sister ๐Ÿฅบโœจ But I didn't knew that the worst person of my life!!!
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
My parents...but not "my"~ so yh they used to cherish her a lot ! Give her what she wanted! Toys, chocolates, gifts, birthday parties, enjoying, visiting new places with her ๐Ÿ™‚ But not me...WHY? I always asked myself why?
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Am I not good as a child? Am I impure? Am I disabled? Why they can't give me this what I want from them? I used cry always ๐Ÿ˜ญ my grandmother consoled me ๐Ÿฅบ she was the one ! just her only ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿƒ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
And slowly the time flew away like this~
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Everything was going smooth like this~ But everything changed :) My Grandma's health get worsened she was hospitalized and my parents they didn't even give a fuck about her ! And about my little sister'... WHT can I accept from her :) ? She was also like my parents ~ But her behavior was too abusive, rude , arrogant, towards me~ A whole biรงthy personality ๐Ÿ”ช.
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I was in high schl last year ~ And my little sister was in the same school ๐Ÿซ ... My parents - yh they were schooling me, and they had conditions for it ๐Ÿ™Œ I agreed on them... the conditions were that - When I will grow up and complete my school I have to pay the money with interest I have to give property which my grandma gave me ~ I will live in separate apartment after my school I will live my own life after my school...and I will forget that I had parents ~ and will live like an Orphan *a tear slipped from his faceu*
If you want to know that is he still running ๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ‘€ ?! Then nope he is not for now ๐Ÿค•๐Ÿคง
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
My grandmother didn't knew about it as my parents warned me not to tell her ! if I told her they will not give money for medicines and hospitalization for her ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ So I accepted it
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
LIA (my younger sister) used to abuse me and tell lies to the parents of "her" that I call her a slut or said some bad words ~ she used to fake cry ๐Ÿ˜ญ (in which am I only expert I think she got my genes) and my father used to beat me ๐Ÿ˜–
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
They didn't even thought that if she is lying or not ๐Ÿฆฅ They used believe her blindly ๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ™‚
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
One day when I saw her making out with some random omega ๐Ÿบ... I was shocked as hell ๐Ÿ˜ง how can she do this ? isn't she little ? I am elder, and I didn't even thought about it ๐Ÿคก then how can she before me? it's not fair right?
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
So I thought to talk with her about it !! She yelled at me and said it's my life whatever I want to do I will ๐Ÿ™„ โ€ฆwho are u? Stopping me? Ofc yes? Who I am ? I am no one to her! Then why I am interfering in her life?
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I stepped out of it! I didn't say a word from that day to her! :) I just used to visit my Grandma talk with her in the hospital and cry!
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Soon I got the news ๐Ÿ“ฐ that my grandmother is not anymoreโ€ฆ I got numb... My heart broke into pieces ๐Ÿ’” and that day I literally felt that I become an orphan now ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜ข
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
And my finals were near ~ so I focused on them forgetting my all miseries ~ And got good grades ! But did my parents care? No not at all :)
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
They didn't even attended the annual function of mine because they didn't get time for me but for Lia ๐Ÿ™‚
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Anyway leave it ~ after day I got separated from them... Not fully but yh I can say the abandoned me after my High ๐Ÿซ... ๐Ÿฅฒ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
And now am in University ~ an 18-year-old Alpha ๐Ÿบ๐Ÿ™Œ Kim Taehyung Last year in business stream
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I am still in contact with my parents ๐Ÿ™‚ but they call when they need me ~ I am moreover a servant to them ! you know why am in contact with them? Because they want the property! and I can't give them it before 18+ so yeah that's the reason only ๐Ÿ™‚
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
They used to visit me too (โ ~โ โ€พโ โ–ฟโ โ€พโ )โ ~ twice a month and those two days are sh't days too me! (โ ~โ _โ ~โ ใƒกโ )
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
Well It's my past ๐Ÿ‘€~ my present is also like this ยฏโ \โ _โ (โ ใƒ„โ )โ _โ /โ ยฏ I am bullied in my college for being a weak Alpha! a coward ๐Ÿ™‚
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
an "ORPHAN"... a poor alpha ๐Ÿ™‚
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I had an omega boyfriend too! When I was in the middle year of my college ๐Ÿบ๐Ÿพ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
But I found out that the omega boy is using me just for fun ๐Ÿ—ฟ He used to borrow money from me by gaining some sympathy and looking pitiful to me and here foolish me used to fall in that trap ๐Ÿคง I am still a dumb !
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
And I become a joke in whole college when they get to know I was cheated by my *omega* boyfriend and he insulted me infront of the whole college ๐Ÿƒ๐Ÿ™‚
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
I also lost the hope and faith of true love or my fated mate ๐Ÿฅบ~
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
No one in college is my frnd they just look at me with contempt ๐Ÿ™‚ nothing else ~
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
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๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
*sigh*
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
That's my life ๐Ÿงฌ so yeah it's ok I love my life how is it ~ I don't care about it anyway, or I do ๐Ÿƒ But still it's my life, so I have to live ~ by dying every day or enduring every day ๐Ÿ™‚ As someone said - If you love you life maybe life will love you too! But if you hate your life may be life will hate you too~ so love you life โ˜บ๏ธ Tht's the reason I love my life ~ hoping that one day my life will also love me back ๐Ÿ™Œ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
And I don't have any cold personality or anything ๐Ÿคง I dunno how I talked cold with tht bishh Max ๐Ÿ’€ I was also shocked by myself ๐Ÿ—ฟโœจ but outside I was not showing it ~
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
If you have a question that if my parents don't pay for my university fees then how I pay it? Well I do two part-time jobs after coming home from uni ยฏโ \โ _โ (โ ใƒ„โ )โ _โ /โ ยฏ so I have mange my schedule according to it ๐Ÿคง
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
ahem ahem so yeah that"s my past โ”โ (โ ย โ ห˜โ _โ ห˜โ )โ โ”Œ I hope you are clear with my past ๐Ÿ‘€ now
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’†๐’‰๐’š๐’–๐’๐’ˆ
And you know why I was running second time? ๐Ÿฅบ A dog ๐Ÿ• was barking at me and when I ran from there he started to run behind me ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ”ช But. ow am safe ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿคง
Tht's all about his past ~
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So I hope you liked it ๐Ÿ‘€
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I will write later now :) byee byee tc you all ๐Ÿฃ๐Ÿ’œ hv a nicez day โœจ
thxx thxx ๐Ÿฅ
_tbc_

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