EP 5

Hello my lovely Celine's loved ones❤️ How are you all? I hope you all are doing great. This letter is for everyone, who loves me, who hates me, who supports me, who criticizes me, who goes out taking stand for me and for who mocks me. Thank you for being consistent with me for almost three years now♡ I know it's been months that I'm not being regular with my updates, or we can say I hardly update anything *Sigh* Although I have my reasons, my problems, my issues which you don't know, nor am I willing to tell because Even If I tell...Some of you will think I'm playing the victim card instead of taking my job seriously. But the thing is, Writing was never my job, [You see, Although MT pays, I didn't get my payment yet, Nor that I'm complaining or anything, just telling that it's not my job] I started it just for fun purpose, but then people started praising it and I got fond of it, So I just write to get comments and read these comments many times. But Nowadays All I see are the comments of me being a slow writer, "I will take years to complete my stories" and many more. I'm not pointing to anyone in particular to be honest, But reading those comments was Painful for me. Maybe I'm not a good writer, maybe I don't deserve to be a writer. But you guys don't know my situation, you don't understand it, which is okay I guess. A few days back I decided to delete my account and Leave MT, because I was upset and disappointed. [I'm not asking you to do Anything, I never ask for votes or gifts for Updates or anything. But at least you guys can avoid Mocking or criticism, No?] but I remembered my brother's words, "Never make a decision when you're crying or you're laughing, just take your time and think about it when you're calm" Many of you may say, If a writer feels happy with praise comments then he/she should be immune to criticism as well, But writers are humans too, they too have feelings no? So they can feel bad, Especially when they are already facing a lot in personal life and then even a small thing can hurt. See, I might sound rude but Bear it with me. You guys love reading, and want more updates/Regular updates. I understand that excitement, there are many writers who give that, I really appreciate them. But you guys just read, scrolling through the screen, It's your escape from reality, you choose to distract yourself from your problem. But it's not the same for the authors, I don't know about anyone else, But I can't write anything Until I have a calm and peaceful mind, and Peace or happiness is miles away from me these days.

Update Timing - 9:30 AM / 9:30 PM. * FROM NOW TO FOREVER - Everyday. * HIS CARA - Monday and Thursday. * SWEET SURRENDER- Tuesday and Friday. * LIMITLESS OBSESSION- Wednesday and Saturday

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[After the marriage rituals were completed, Nathaneil and I were thanking the guests who were congratulating us for the wedding...]

[He said in a mocking way, Maverick Di Caprio sighed on his and break hug before looking at me...]

[He left after congratulating us, While Nathaneil was glaring at everyone as if they made some mistake by attending the wedding. He looks angry, should I start a conversation? Maybe I should...]

[He glared at me, it's a clue to shut my mouth. Maybe something happened before the marriage to make him so angry, he was fine till yesterday, he even sent me the note...]

[I thought he was angry, what if he yelled at my little one but to the surprise he bent to her level and took the rose from her...]

[She smiled at me, and I felt like crying. What if I never see my sister again? What if he didn't allow me to meet her. I hugged her tightly...]

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[I sat at the edge of the king-sized bed, in her husband's room, his space, absorbing the new change in my life. Thoughts of Him filled my mind - his voice, his face, his gestures. I was sure of one thing, he was handsome]

[Though I have only heard about Nathaniel, known as a cold and ruthless mafia. However, I knew the ways of the underworld men as I have seen the same in my family-cold, reserved, and duty-bound. But what was this man like as a husband? That was uncertain...]

[Despite his terrifying reputation in the country, I always wondered how much I should rely on people's perspectives. After all, he was a person with much depth, and only those close to him could truly understand him. How much one could judge from others' perspective...]

[I looked at my wedding ring, it's a beautiful, simple diamond ring and I remembered his cold, emotionless face...]

[Soon I heard the door opening sound, and he walked inside with a foul mood. I immediately stood up, I don't want to look disrespectful to my husband on the very first day of our marriage...]

[Two letters? He just said a word in his supreme cold voice and I looked down...]

[He chuckled darkly and took a step forward to me, I don't know why I took one step back. God! I didn't wanted to be disrespectful...]

[What?!]

[She spoke these words in his usual cold tone, stabbing my heart once again with an invisible dagger...]

[My heart shattered with his every word. Oh my God! I felt something inside me broke so loudly, I wonder if he could hear that or not...]

[I know what he is going to say next, but this is not How I wished things would turn out...]

[Yes! An heir...I was raised to give one, I was always aware and prepared for this fact...but like this?]

["Miserable situation" This is what this marriage is for him...]

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