Chapter 1

Hey, Aidan.....

Hey are you okay? Aidan. Aidan! A familiar voice is started ringing all around my head. Yep, I replied in the air without even knowing who is that. Everything's okay? ' My friend Carlos asked me in kinda shocking way.

Yes, sorry about that, I replied as nothing happened

Carlos, where we were. I asked him to get back to our conversation. Oh, sorry would you mind if we can talk a little later about that project, I am going to terrace for some fresh air. After that we may continue.

I said it politely as I can to convince him, and he agreed to that. I said 'Okay I will catch you a bit later'

Thursday, May 18th 2009 { Aidan }

My shitty alarm always ruins my sleep, but from past couple of months I am not feeling anything. My life is fully changed from sleepless nights to hardworking days since a couple of months I haven't experienced peace.

I think my soul is dead. Everything from a cup of morning hot coffee to the chirping of the birds to the warm sunset, Everything is insensitive to me, I am not feeling anything

Anything

Anything

Anything....

Maybe that whole thing saved in my heart. Turned my heart into a hard piece of stone. All I can feel is fear, pain and sorrow coming out from my heart (As I lost something [everything] which was very important to me) and tears my whole body from forehead to toes.

'Yo pansy ass don't be late today' a text popped up on my Phone's screen. This text is from Michael. Michael is one of my workplace friends. He never forgets to remind me about that.

I replied ' don't be ridiculous you jerk. I will be on time '. I climbed off to my bed and suddenly stepped onto the pizza last night I ate. My room was messy as usual as it is daily. I calm down myself ' It's a regular thing ' and get my butt to the shower. Then I wear my daily workplace outfit and I totally forgot about my breakfast. I grabbed a bottle of milk and some slices of bread and leave my place as soon as I can.

From my place it takes only 20 min to reach my workplace by our own two legs. 'That shitty boxes why don't you put them aside' I said it loud to shopkeeper while maintaining my speed and direction towards my workplace. That shopkeeper always put his boxes ' filled with his selling stuff ' on the pathway. I don't know why he can't put them inside his shop after hearing all kind of bad words from strangers passing by the streets

What kind of stupid nerd he is? No one will never accept their respect going down.

After passing by too many streets. I finally headed to my workplace. "look who is on time. Simp of the century" Michael said it loud. He is with Henry and Shavkat. I turned around and pinched Michael while having a little smile on my face.

Not right here, Just shut your fucking mouth ' I whispered in his ears ' and after that I greeted Henry and Shavkat.

How it is going Aidan, Henry asked as usual as anyone can when we meet after a long time. Not good as yours I said with a little laugh in my sentence.

' And not bad as mine ' Shavkat grinned it.

But why 'I asked'

Hell, you know I have to leave my apartment soon and until now I am not able to find another.

Hey, Aidan 'Your neighboring apartment is on rent isn't it ' Shavkat said with a shine in his glowing brown eyes '

Maybe they haven't found the new one until now, I told him with a doubtful hint.

Maybe you can check them after work.

Yep that would be great ' he seemed very hopeful.

Have you done yet "Michael asked awkwardly"

' We don't need to be late ' he grinned while heading towards the building. Then all of us rushed into the building and takes a deep breath.

After completing my work I headed back to my place with a carry bag full of vegetables and meat. I am looking at the bills while walking through the stop lights. When I am just crossing the railway crossing my peripheral vision captured a person. When I was at the other side I turn to see who is that but it was too late a train just started passing blocking the view. I am continuously thinking is that she... No way.

When the train passed away there was no one on the other side

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