Please Love Me
As Zayn opened the door and entered the room, I started to feel scared. It is normal to feel.
Because a few days ago I heard the story of my friend's wedding night. She got married only 10 days ago. Her age is 15 years. She is 1 year younger than me. Her name is Tama. Tama said her husband beaten her on the night of wedding night. The reason is very odd. When her husband wanted to take off her clothes, she stopped him. And her husband did a lot of bad things with her that she didn't want to say. (But what is bad work? I don't know so many. But Brother Zayn will beat me? He is a good boy.)
Suddenly, I was startled by the sound of the door closing. Brother Zayn didn't feel normal even though I couldn't understand anything in the dim light of the room. (Is he sick? He came too late. During this time I used to sleep for 2 hours. It is now 12 o'clock.)
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At 10 o'clock Zayn's mother means my mother-in-law dressed me up and made me sit. All the wives of Zayn's cousins have told me, "Don't sleep, wait for Zayn." I was just nodding my head.
The elders of the house, that is, Zayn's aunt,aunt-in-law and others said, "You will give whatever your husband wants today."
Husband means Brother Zayn . But what does he want from me?
So I asked the opposite, "What does he want? I have nothing!"
All the girls in the room laughed out loud. Zayn's aunt laughed and said, "Wife is talking like a child." Zayn's mother glared at me.
"Maybe village girls understand a little less," laughed one of Zayn's cousins.
"All this will be understood today. Anyway, everyone get out now. I will send Zayn", said Zayn's uncle.
Everyone was smiling. I didn't understand what was happening to me.
The room was darkened by the time everyone left. I don't like the dark. I am sitting too. The light of the pepper lamps is good.
Anyway let's come to the present.
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I got down from the bed and went to him. Brother Zayn was leaning against the door.
I asked, "Are you okay? Or sick?"
He looked at me with soft eyes but did not give any answer.
I said again, "Call someone?"
After saying this, I went to open the door without waiting for his answer. Then he suddenly grabbed my hand. I got scared.
I heard him say, "Don't go. Stay with me."
I hesitated and said, "Ok."
But Brother Zayn held my hand and stood leaning against the door. I don't know what to do. (Will I stand like this all night?)
After a few minutes, I removed my hand and started walking towards the bed. Then Zayn said, "It was all your drama! It was all lies?"
I turned around because of Brother Zayn
-"I don't understand what you are saying."
(Did he drink alcohol? This is why he came 2 hours late?)
He slowly said someone's name but I couldn't hear it properly. Then he started moving towards me. I don't know what to do.
Before I knew it, Brother Zayn pushed me to the bed. I said, "What are you doing?"
Zayn pinned my hands to the bed.
- Leave me alone. It's hurts.
Zayn took both my hands in his one hand. And with the other hand he removed my cloth from my chest. Everything is happening so suddenly that I cried.
- Please leave me alone. what did I do?
Zayn put his hand on my hip. My whole body shivered.
I sobbed, "You're so bad. Leave me alone. I'm sorry."
Zayn let go of my hands. I immediately tried to push him away. But I couldn't.
Zayn wiped the lipstick off my lips with his finger. I tried to push him and said, "Brother Zayn please leave me."
My body feels very weak for not eating since morning. And now these. I have no energy left. So I lost consciousness.
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When I opened my eyes it was morning. About half past seven. The head is relaxed. I looked around and tried to understand where I was. I suddenly remembered last night. When I remembered, I looked at my body. Put a sheet on. I sat up quickly and fixed my clotht. Zayn is not in the room. Where is he?
What happened last night! I don't remember anything after I passed out. I quickly came down to freshen up. Aunts and my mother-in-law are preparing breakfast.
Aunt-in-law saw me with a sweet smile and said, "You woke up so early?!"
Before I could say anything, aunt-in-law said, "You have no business here. You're up to Zayn."
Zayn's mom's face is not just a smile. She seems very worried.
After 8 o'clock everyone started coming down to have breakfast. Zayn's mother said to me, "Where is Zayn, he still hasn't come! He's never late."
Zayn's cousin said, "It's not everyday?"
Everyone laughed.
I thought to myself that (Brother Zayn was not in the room, not even downstairs. Where did he go?)
"He's not upstairs," I said.
- What do you mean not there!
My mother-in-law glared at me.
- Where is he? (Aunt-in-law)
- I don't know.
I went to ambivalent. Why is everyone interrogating me? After what he did to me last night, I don't want to know about him anymore.
Aunt-in-law frowned and said again, "I don't know what it means! Was he not with you at night?"
I said, "But... "
- But what? (mother-in-law)
My mother-in-law got angry. "No one knows any news of the son because of the house."
(What do I say now? How can I say I don't know what happened after I lost consciousness. And the story of last night is not very nice to say.)
Aunt-in-law said, "Hey sister-in-law calm down. Maybe he went to work somewhere. Anyone can tell he's not a boy or a kid. He is a man now"
Everyone sat down to eat. Only the mother-in-law remained. Won't not eat if the boy does not come.
(I am starving since yesterday and now I can't starve for him anymore.)
I sat down to eat. My mother-in-law didn't like it when I saw her look. It doesn't matter to me for now. I haven't eaten yet. While everyone was eating, the home telephone rang. The mother-in-law quickly went to the phone to catch it.
- Hello
- Yes. hello mom i am….
- Zayn? where are you
Everyone is listening and eating. Aunt-in-law said, "See?! You went crazy thinking about your son."
Zayn said from the other side, "I've moved to Dhaka."
Zayn's mother's head felt like the sky had broken.
She said, "What? Where are you? Do you think marriage is child's play? Today is After wedding function. When did you go?"
- Mom please. Good thing you forced me to got married. But honestly these rituals! I will not do these. (Zayn)
- You will come back today.
- I have work on my project from today. Bye mom love you
Everyone stopped eating and looked at Zayn's mother with eager eyes. No one understands what happened.
Everyone stopped eating. So I stopped eating.
Mother-in-law said, "Hazel, come upstairs with me."
I said to myself (what happened again now? Did I do something wrong! Did Brother Zayn tell a lie in my name?)
"What's wrong sister-in-law?" Aunt-in-law said.
Zayn's father said, "Where is he?"
"Dhaka" She said.
"What happened come with me" (Mother in law said looking at me sternly)
"The girl is eating why are you pulling her?" said Zayn's father.
- You do your job, come up Hazel. (mother-in-law)
I stopped eating. Aunt-in-law also came behind me.
I was taken to Zayn's room and made to stand.
- My son left and you didn't feel the need to inform me?
I started saying in a sad voice that "I don't know when he really left."
- Zayn will take at least 5 hours to go from here. Now he is in Dhaka and must have left in the middle of the night. (mother-in-law)
Aunt-in-law said, he did not come to the room yesterday?
- came
- When? (Aunt-in-law)
- He came at 12 o'clock.
- So late? I sent him an e-mail at 10 o'clock. He left on the night of the weddings? Wow! Didn't do well. Today is After wedding function. What will happen now? (Aunt-in-law)
- No groom. No ceremony required. (Mother-in-law said this angrily)
- What did he do at 12 o'clock? Gone immediately? (Questioned by aunt-in-law)
Now how can I say that he came and what he did to me... No, no, I can't say it. So I lied, "Yes, he left immediately."
- You didn't call anyone? (Aunt-in-law)
I remained silent.
Zayn's mother said, "How can this girl really live with him?"
- There is no reason to be angry with her, sister-in-law, does your son listen? (Aunt-in-law)
Zayn's mother left the house angrily without listening to anyone's words
......... will be continued...........
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Ezztee
wow great work
2024-02-08
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