chapter 3

This moment, however, wasn’t gross at all. What would he do if I moved so

my girly parts sat right on his thigh? Would he feel the wetness? Would he

notice it if I just moved back and forth a little? Why did I want to move

back and forth? What good would it do? But I want to. I have to.

I see his eyes drop to my lips. I bet William’s kiss would be nothing like

Tim’s. I lick my lips, wondering if he’ll do it. Kiss me, I beg with my eyes,

knowing there’s no way I can say the words.

William starts to lean toward me and I freeze. He’s going to kiss me, but

right before he gets to my lips his face turns and he buries it in my neck. I

feel something warm and slick slide up my neck and a moan slips from my

lips. He licked me. Oh my god, he totally licked me.

“You taste like pure innocence,” he tells me. At his words I let my girl parts

slide down onto his thigh. The pressure feels so good. It feels like

something is building. Something is going to happen…

“Haley!” I hear my father yell.

The next thing I know I’m standing and William is across the room, leaning

against the wall like nothing happened. Is he that unaffected by me? The

very idea crushes me, but who am I kidding, I haven’t the first idea how to

attract a man like William.

Maybe my fantasies are starting to make me go crazy and I imagined

everything that just happened. It wouldn’t be the first time I’ve had vivid

thoughts about William, and I’m sure it wouldn’t be the last. I just can’t

seem to shake him from my head. He dominates my every thought, and maybe even owns them. What would it be like to be owned by William?

The thought should scare me, but it only excites me.

“Haley, there you are,” my father says, breaking me from my thoughts.

“Molly and her brother Tim just got here. You should go and greet your

guests.”

I take one last look at William before rushing from the room to find Molly,

hearing my father yell after me, “No running in the house, Haley!”

After that, I try my best to avoid William for the rest of the night. If he can

pretend like nothing happened, so can I.

I spend most of the evening hanging with Molly and her brother Tim. I was

surprised to see Tim here with Molly. Since he kissed me a few months

back he’s pretty much stayed away from me. Tonight, however, he seems

overly attentive. He keeps asking me about my plans this summer and

making sure my drink stays topped off. It’s actually kind of sweet, but some

of his lingering touches make me feel uncomfortable.

I know I should try to move past this stupid crush I have on William, maybe

even go on a date. No way would William ever want to be with some

chubby girl like me who can’t even kiss a boy without wanting to run away.

My father would probably kill us both, to be honest. Going to an all-girls’

school the whole “going out with boys” conversation never really

happened.

As the evening progresses, the more I try to avoid William the more he

seems to be watching me. He keeps giving me disapproving looks. I also

can’t help but notice that Jane—an employee from my father’s office—is

hanging all over him. The sight of them together makes it feel like I have a

weight on my chest. I’ve heard my father say she’s a gold-digger that will

sleep with anyone, whatever that means. I can’t stand to watch them, but I

swear anytime I walk into another room, William is there two seconds later,

followed by Jane.

I really need a moment alone to get myself together. I’m feeling a little

dizzy and really, really tired. I also need to change out the soaked undies I

still have on from earlier.

Slipping up to my room I inwardly cringe at the stupid blue walls. I head to

my dresser, digging to find a new pair of underwear—I would be so

embarrassed if anyone knew what I had done in them. Just the thought of

what had taken place with William earlier had me soaking them further.

Maybe I should see a doctor. This can’t be normal.

As I’m slipping the panties down my legs, my door suddenly swings open

and I tumble back with the underwear wrapped around my legs. Tim

catches me.

“From the state of those panties it looks like you’re starting without me,

sugar,” Tim drawls.

I pale. What does he mean, starting without him? Starting what?

“Tim, you shouldn’t be in here. My father will hit the roof.”

“You know you want me, sugar. You’re a big girl now and you can’t hold

on to that cherry forever. I’ll make it good for you.”

The dizziness is hitting me harder and the room starts to spin.

“No, Tim, please stop. I’m just going to go to lie down for a minute. I’m

just so tired,” I slur.

Tim slowly helps me over to the bed. I can’t seem to get my legs to work.

“You think I didn’t notice the way you were looking at that William guy? Is

that the problem? Only want to spread those thighs for older men? How

about you let me break you in for him? Besides, I saw that woman all over

him downstairs. Why would he want a little, inexperienced, chunky thing

like you?”

His words cut deep and I feel him tugging at my dress, causing my breasts

to spill out.

“These are a little big for my taste, but I’ll make do. Since I’ll be the first to

slide into this tight little cunt of yours, I’ll overlook it. You really should be

thanking me. Maybe I can show you a thing or two about how to please a

man,” Tim says with a smirk on his face.

I try to cover myself, to tell him to stop, tell him this isn’t right, but my

hands are so heavy. I can’t lift them. I start to close my eyes, then I hear a

loud crash, and William is standing over me.

“Someone has been a very bad little girl tonight, haven’t they, little Haley. It

seems you can’t take care of yourself after all. Rest now, Daddy’s got you.”

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