Unspoken Past
Yurika
Heyy u lazy as* girl. Wake up!! It's already 6:00 am now. 😑
Yurika
Did u forget that today an important guest will come to see our dance improvement??
Butter
Let her sleep for a while I guess.. 🤷🏻♀
Yurika
Gosh these late birds..
Yurika
Butter, should we do our trio practice dance without Norcy then?
Yurika
Lily sis might get angry at us.
Butter
Come on bestie . Sometimes u need to chill down.
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
Girls have u started your practice?-
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
*looks at the girls*
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
*sighs*
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
I knew it..
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
You girls need to learn some lessons.
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
Even though you three are my most favourite trainees, because Norcy you-
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
You are the best dancer here.
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
And YOU Butter. You are the best rapper.
Butter
Thanks..Lily sis. 😷
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
AND YURIKA you are the best singer here.
Yurika
That means a lot..hehe 🐿
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
But stop being proud.
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
You guys still have a long way to go.
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
If you don't work hard enough and keep sleeping without practice like Norcy, you will never be able to debut.
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
Do you want that?
Everyone:- Of course not. We are sorry!! 😖😖😖
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
So, you have a punishment.
Everyone gets scared. They wonder what kind of punishment will be given to these three most best and unique students .
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
You all will visit the concert of your senior idols from YG, JYP BigHit and some other famous companies and I believe that talking to them face to face will improve your motivation and inspiration. You all need to learn collaboration skills from now on. So it makes sense. This will happen tomorrow.
Norcy almost screams out of happiness and whispers to Butter.
Norcy
*whispers* Is it just me or this seem more like a blessing then a punishment???? !!!😖😖
Butter
I guess , her punishment is just improving our social skills xD *whispers*
This is the moment Yurika wonders..
Yurika
(in mind) What if...I meet him..
Yurika
No no YURIKA you can't think of him. I am pretty sure Ms.Lily mean female idols...Jerry won't be there.
Yurika
Didn't I promise myself that I won't be delusional anymore !? and it will be only in my imagination...it is not real...
Yurika
I am afraid that if I meet Jerry then I will mess it up..what if I say something weird like "do u know me?" or something..mistakenly and he think I am Crazy.....
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
Yurika?
Yurika
Y-yes sis Lily?*nervous*
Ms.Lily (in charge of the trainee)
You seem really worried. I thought you all will be happy.
Butter
*slaps Yurika's back* OF COURSE she is happy . Come on Yuri!!
At night when they all go to sleep and Butter and Norcy is talking about how they are so excited to meet famous idols and they wonder who they are.
Butter
Do you think it would be Lisa or Jennie or something??
Norcy
Man, IU is my idol 😭😭
Butter
What about the boy idols though?
Norcy
Man, I always dreamt of meeting Jerry and Ted . 😭
Norcy
Yurika u are blushing 🤣
Yurika
(in mind) I hope I didn't give it away..that I am still hopelessly in love with this idol Jerry...
Flashbacks goes through her memory.
When she was 18..she had an unusual connection with this idol.
She could somehow control what the idol does.
Before , she thought that it was just a coincidence.
Yurika
*with closed eye* Jerry YOU are gonna come LIVE today on weverse.
Yurika
Haha that's a coencidence for sure.
Other fans in instagram:- Did u guys see??? Jerry came LIVE after so many months.
Yurika
So he didn't before..? anyways doesn't mean anything. Let's try again.
Yurika
*closed eyes* JERRY will come LIVE wearing a black t-shirt with a pink thing on it.
Yurika
Ok this won't happen. Otherwise I will believe that I have supernatural powers 😂😂
Yurika always believed in destiny and so..not always but..since she was something like 16.
She believed everything has a reason.
She knew she had someone out there waiting for her.
what's this weird thing now?
Jerry has been a famous idol worldwide.
Since Yurika was 15, she had known about Jerry from her friends.
She wasn't into kpop at that time though.
Later, becoming a kpop idol became her dream and so here she is now..
Yurika
Those coincidences weren't the only ones though..since she was 18 these kept happening.
Yurika
Everytime..I wanted him to come to LIVE he would.
Yurika
I don't know how..what's this weird telepathy.
Yurika
Sometimes he used to come to LIVE just with what I needed.
Yurika
For example..I did a unique boylike haircut once..and the bullies at school started laughing at me.
Yurika
and I was feeling horrible..
Yurika
to my surprise I came home and guess what...the idol Jerry did the same exact haircut.
Yurika
I might be crazy but it felt like he is telling me through some invisible wall between us.. "Yurika don't worry. I like your hairstyle"
Yurika
It just felt amazing...?
Yurika
And before I knew it..I got addicted to this mysterious thing between us. There was no real communication between us...but these little things kept happening and it became more and more impossible for me to deny that I indeed have some kind of telepathic connection with Jerry.
Yurika
I don't know why..and how but..
Yurika
I never knew that something that I just did for fun would turn so serious..and I would totally fall in love with him like this.
Yurika
The questions in my head were "does he know me too? " "is he seeing me in his dreams or something?"
Yurika
And...to add to my suspicion..
Yurika
He did something even weirder one day.
Yurika
It was the middle of 2023.
Yurika
And..he made some songs..whose lyrics when I read it...described our situation almost perfectly. It was a love song..about wanting somebody who you don't really know..?
Yurika
Honestly..my type is the bad boy teaser type (the supporter one though)
Yurika
and..this guy is completely opposite..he is sweet and innocent and kinda clueless but that's what people love about him.
Yurika
But...I could give up my fantasy of having a bad boy lover..if I could at least once meet him and hopefully find out was any of those real..?
(Yurika wonders in her mind)
Yurika
I knew that this day would come...but didn't know that it will come so soon.
Yurika
I promised myself at the end of 2023 that I would not try to artificially find out what's on his mind. I would just live normally without having any expectations from him.
Yurika
At one point I convinced myself not to be such a hopeless romantic and just focus on my works..
Yurika
I guess I can finally find out..what was all that going on between him and me..and see if it's just me...
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