Emotions

Why is it important to have our own emotions? Because it is our own way to survive, grow and connect to others. They can also help us to act quickly in important situations. As what Mlodinow said, “Emotions play a hidden role in our behavior.” Emotions have positive and negative characteristics. Emotions can vary into different types such as happiness, sadness, anger, fear and etc. If you have positive emotions that means you can do whatever you like for example, riding a bike, fishing, playing games, and etc. If you have negative emotions, it can attract a lot of negative energy from others. Negative emotions such as anger, fear, frustration, despair, chaos, disappointment, annoyed and bitter. These negative emotions are commonly felt by people in different situations such as war, conflict, isolation and etc. As such I do have strongest three negative emotions that are: “Anger, Hatred and Revenge” because of what I experienced in my own family. These emotions always seek inside me to destroy the people I cherish. I became slowly a changed person because of these things that made me who I am. But this is not really I am. Even when I lived in a cruel and stressful environment, I chose to become kind still and never be negative towards others even myself. But that doesn’t mean I can change for people who made me into “Villainess” because I will not let them bring me down. I am still the known enemy of other people who made me into this. A villainess will never cease to have positive emotions regarding to what people made her become that. I will never forgive any people who made me into this, in fact I will still but I will never let them in my life ever again. Eventually, I will never let anyone in my life if they will treat me as a stranger again. Well if that person/people never have an intention to say sorry to me then I will never even acknowledge him/her. Because that’s what they deserve for treating me like a stranger and trash. Be careful whom you are choosing to be with because not all people will be like your vibe. If they treat you like nothing then leave them because they don’t deserve you. Just like Raiden Ei in the lore of genshin, she isolated herself to save her nation from yokais and monsters. She didn’t want to see another people to die knowing her own friends died so she created her own version of puppet and another puppet. Her puppet became the leader of her nation to make sure its in the safe place and never let people fear ever. But that doesn’t mean that it is always safe. Danger will always pass and it will never be stopped. Once it happens, it happens. But the truth will always prevail even though I lived in lies. Lies that made me isolated from everyone. From there on, I will be living in the dark that is where my comfort is.

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