Just Like A Lotus .
He walked on a stone road, made from uneven marble bricks with round edges, place at different heights. It could have been there on purpose to give runners a better grip, or it could be an innovative design, or it could not have any explanation at all. It could confuse those who decided to ask questions and find the answers where neither the first, not the latter were possible.
However, that was not important "Where did the road lead ? " Now, that is the question one should have been asking.
Luv did not have the answer yet . He walked on that road, unsure about how he ended up there . All could be remembered was standing on a bridge, looking down and seeing navy blue water with white foamy edges slowly hitting round stones .
One second, they were covered; and in another, the whole stone world would reappear. Luv tried to count them , but the waves could come back quickly, and he would lose the count .
Luv was so focused on what was beneath his that he forgot, momentarily, why he was there . He remembered the desperate to stop the feeling.
No , not one particular sense of fear , anxiety, depression, but to desire to stop the feelings at all!!! He could not take the overwhelming emotions anymore. He did not was to rationalize with himself
He did not want to know that why he was happy , excited or motivated one minute and out of breath the next. Out Of Breath For Life.
He did not want to fight or be strong. He wanted to end it up,as fast as he could.
But the stones and the waves distracted him. He took a break. He knew he really needed once. Right before the action Would be taken. He was not scared to jump . He was exhausted and needed a moment to gain his strength.
Suddenly, he heard someone calling . He looked towards one side and saw a Lady coming out of the car park, right before the bridge. She caught his eyes.
So, she slowed down. Her body language and tone became extra careful. As she was dealing with a challenging teenager. She had to try to get him, to behave in a particular way, in a safe, well-mannered and quick-to-be-over way.
In the next second, Luv woke up, and he was shaken back to reality. Like an electrical shock that went through his body, it dawned on him that someone might see him do what he planned to, or worse, that someone has occasionally tried to save him.
So, Luv jumped back over the rail and rain the other direction. He knew then that he needed the perfect condition to accomplish what he had planned. He was a writer. An unknown one, but one with a soul desperate for perfection. Perfection in everything, even in death.
Luv was not sure for how long he had been walking. Neither was he sure where he was going. But, he had a feeling that he was on the right path. His perfect route would have taken him to another bridge without anyone around. Little did he knew that life would lead him in a different direction.-;).
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