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Looking at the river She remembers how Her life from childhoods until now
Manu Rai
* Since from child when she gates her sense. She started to observe people how they have been treated her *
Manu Rai
* Loneliness even in with lost Groups of people in her age or with older than her. Like they don't give important to her who was watching them in hope they will also notice her..... *
She was just a kid four and a half years older. Witness such a thing which kids shouldn't have to, at her age.
Quarrels and gangs fight in the village. The elderly need to teach children how to be kind, to show Love, care,behave, and become gentlemen, the finest woman. Yet they show improper things, their dirty work, Selfishness, How to disrespect elderly, How to treat women, girls like a trash and beat the shit out of them in anger.
Their dirty talks in front of children. Show how to be a thief in your own house and relatives. Crush one another family negatively for their own pleasures, for their satisfaction.
In bloods relations between siblings disliked each other on small matter
like they never talk with each other in same house, in neighbors which only one-meter distance from each other. They live like totally strange
can't see other become happy and healthy family
She experiences lots of things in childhood like dirty and disgusting looks on her. Lessening bad comments on her, scolds her for her bad behavior actually which was not. They don't see their own children fault Because she is just a year old from their children and sometimes being younger. Being younger, She can't talk about herself, nor she can defend her self. They said "HOW DARE YOU TO TALK BACK" you are just a small kid........ "HOW DARE YOU TO SCOLDS AT MY KIDS" my kids are younger than you, you are older than them, you should need the tailored behavior of small kids.............
Children have a kind and warm heart which they easily gate manipulate by scammers people. Which Manu becomes the target of it
Manu Rai
* In her 4 ½ years old she nearly got RAPE by neighbors' brother. She addresses him like that brother.*
Become a kind kid she likes to help people around her which makes her happy.
In the small and little things she gets her happy easily in that.
One day She was helping a neighbor's brother in shops like usual in the evening. She doesn't notice the time in her own little happiness which gets dark outside.
Suddenly she started to feel uncomfortable and turned back to see. Only finds out the brother is looking at her in lusting. She didn't know what she was feeling at the time it was a new feeling which she gated for the first time as a kid.
She was a kid It was new to her but even so she doesn't like the way he was looking at her
Man
*looking at Manu in lust *
Manu as kids
*fill uncomfortable* I will go home now it was getting late
Man
* go towards her * why so hurry dears help me to close the shops hmm
The brother said in a sweet voice which was not reaching his face experience
His face was plastic with smirk the thought to have her
Manu as kids
No I wanted to go back home, momi papa will be worried about me * said in uneasy*
Man
* pulling Manu by her one arms towards him and starting to touch her thing breathing heavily *
Manu as kids
What are you doing ⁉️* pushing him away *
Manu as kids
*looks at him in uncomfortable and uneasy*
Man
I will give you lots of money to you come here * said while sitting in bed *
A bed which was attach with shops
Manu as kids
I think I should go now * turns and going to walked out *
Man
*pull her by hand * Agree with me Manu I will give lots of chocolate, money, and i will also buy lots of clothes for you.
Man
*Said breathing heavily touched her thing improperly *
Manu as kids
*Fill uncomfortable *
Manu as kids
no no I don't like it I want to go home
Manu as kids
*pushed him by all force * no no I'm going home
Manu as kids
* Running away from their *
From that accident she's avoiding that person. She doesn't know how to tell her parents about these things
The person is having good reputation in village, and he is the one head of village
Everyone respects him. She thought no one will believe her if she said to people.
In her head never across the thinks to tell the parents about accident...... in her small brain she things it doesn't matter after all he didn't to anything..... nothing happened.........
From that's an accident she doesn't interact with any boys. Not even look at the face of boys even as the same age of her.
Reaching at 5 ½ years old, she was admitted to school and there was also she noticed the behavior of how everyone treated her
Teacher only give attention to those who was good at study, at sports, writing, at art totally ignore her...........
She feels like that
Because she learns late, gate to know things late, Wright late, late come in sports, speaking less and notice people more on theirs behavior
She fell ignored, unloved, gates insulting from friend in silly season, no one compliment her like they do to other kids in small things
In school she doesn't talk that much because no one talked to her. She only reply when someone asked questions to her
like that she become weak in study because of heritage to speak out
She became silent girl from the kids age. She only opens up to them who show her care even if a little bit of it. Who makes an effort to talk to her. She Shows her true self to them who were close to her like Parents, sisters, but not so openly talked with them either.
Reaching at the age of 14 years old she and her parents moved towards next village because of less population in the village
people are moving towards the United States and settled down their. Which make less pollution in village. Her friends and theirs family also moved to the United States .
And again she started to feel lonely. She was not the girl to easily be comfortable around a new person or like to meet . It takes her lots of time to get comfortable around the new people, person.
After moving to another village everything was new to her new neighbors, new school, new teacher, classmate. And their she meet with the girls groups coming from different background.
First she was not talking with them or do any interact. But reaching at the age of 16 they again site mate with each other.
Their was there's friendship started
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Comments
Salina Limbu
Heartless shit 💢💢
2024-08-24
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Lilly 😎
I can feel 😔😔
2024-08-23
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Lilly 😎
Lot ?
2024-08-23
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