The Villain Wants To Live A Happy Life
Ep 2 : my previous life
I’m just an ordinary person, nothing special about me.
I lost my parents when I was five years old.
Since then, I’ve been receiving government support—
It’s what kept me alive until now.
Living alone has taught me that loneliness
means living without love.
My only companion has been books.
Getting lost in stories filled with love and kindness
sparked a yearning in me—
A longing to have someone by my side,
Someone who looks at me with tenderness,
Who takes care of me when I’m unwell,
Who whispers sweet words and shows warm affection.
what does it feel like to be loved?
Is it sharing a delicious dinner together?
Is it being comforted when I’m sad?
Is it someone checking in when I’m sick?
Or a warm hug when I feel alone?
I wish I had a family— a father, a mother, siblings—
People who love me, who are there with me.
I wish that when I woke up each morning,
I didn’t just see four empty walls—
but a home filled with love.
I really wish my parents hadn’t left me all alone…
These thoughts keep repeating in my mind.
Countless times I’ve asked myself—
Does my existence even matter?
All the effort I’ve made,
every accomplishment I’ve achieved—
...when there’s no one to share the joy with.
" Today, your daughter won another award… "
If only you could be here with me—
How wonderful that would be.
Would anyone really want to be my friend?
I don’t know what happened
as I crossed the street—
Suddenly, everything in front of me blurred and went dark.
I heard people screaming around me.
I think… I was bleeding a lot.
Right, my body was in so much pain—
Like thousands of needles stabbing into my chest.
Until I had no strength left on the way to the hospital,
And said goodbye to this world.
The sky above me shimmered like velvet,
filled with stars that seemed too close—
Like I could reach out and touch them.
Then I heard it— a faint sound in the distance.
It was my mother’s laugh.
calling my name, just like he used to.
I saw a scene so warm,
so beautiful—
A peaceful vision before death?
A dinner with all my favorite dishes.
smiling and waving with me.
I ran toward that warm light,
But they slowly drifted away.
" Don't leave me behind "
Even knowing it was just a dream,
I truly wished to have one last meal with my parents.
I think I heard someone is calling...
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