Intro Of Character and Chapter 1

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(Felix POV)

I was admitted to the mental asylum a year ago. I was a murderer.. an insane one. I've done numerous amounts of things to get out, escape even. None worked. I've had multiple therapists, and they all quit since they couldn't quite get through to me. I smirked at the thought. But.. this- this one was different. He was.. cute. A cute therapist, hm? I think I might have a crush on him~

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(Aether POV)

"ah, sure, as long my patient is happy"

Sorry for grammar and typo and this is my first eng story

This story is idea from my friend and this is her acc 'Niay'

The story I make before, I might delete it and focus on this novel so enjoy.. ;)

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CHAPTER 1

Felix : "what?" I said, gazing into his eyes. I had this charm to me, as well, as I spoke..

Aether :""well.. what you do until you became like this?"

Felix :"Hah! Until *I* became like *this* is what you mean, right~?" I giggled madly, as my eyes widened.. I was having quite a bit of fun with this~ I raised a brow, and smirked at him. "That's a pretty *personal* question, don't you think~?"

Aether :"I know, but as your personal therapist, i have to know"

Felix :I scoffed, rolling my eyes. "Fine. Whatever. You *really* wanna know, huh?" I shrugged, staring out the window in annoyance. "Guess I'll tell you. My life wasn't.. very *happy.* I had a rather.. *dark past-*"

Aether:*He scribble something in his note*

"Continue"

Felix :"Heeeh..~" I let out a soft little chuckle, as my lips curled up into a smirk. I placed my hands behind my head, and tilted my head. "Maybe I need a little more *encouragement* to tell you all~"

Aether :"What you do before becoming a murderer?"

Felix :"Hmmm.." I let out a soft, low hum, as I tilted my head back. It took a moment for me to think of an answer to that. "Ahhh.. I was bullied in school.. I was always alone.. so I felt like people didn't care, and nobody loved me." I chuckled softly, my lips curling up into a grin. "But I have you, now!" I said in a teasing tone, as I glanced at him and winked a smirk.

Aether :*He then continue scribble something in his note*

"What makes you became a murderer? You had a illness or something?"

Felix :"I did it for... *revenge*.. heheh~" I let off a soft chuckle, as I smirked at him. "Well, there was one specific person who bullied me a lot. In elementary school, middle school, and high school. He was just.. an ashole." I laughed, "So I just..." My eyes narrowed a bit as I thought about the murder I committed on that kid.. "Just did what I had to do.."

Aether :"understood"

*continue scribbling in his note*

Felix :"Any other personal questions, before we continue? I'm feeling quite generous~" I raised a brow, as I glanced over at him and smirked. I bit the side of my tongue, as I smirked slyly. I enjoyed getting this personal with my therapist..

Aether :"Did your parents know about this?"

Felix : "Hmmm..." I pondered, as I placed my palm to my chin and tapped against my cheek. "Hmm.. well, my mother did know and she couldn't care less." I chuckled, "She actually didn't mind it too much." I raised a brow. "And my father? Well.. he didn't approve. But, who cares!" I laughed, again, as I let out another chuckle.

Aether :"They don't wanna even try to visit you here?"

Felix : "Nope, not once!" I said, as I crossed my arms across my chest. "They didn't care about me. My friends didn't either, I guess." I sighed, shrugging. "Nobody cared." I stared at him, as I bit the side of my tongue.

Aether :"Uh, how about your friends? Closest friends?"

Felix :"Hahaha... I have no closest friends. If anything, they betrayed me." I let off a soft, low hum and stared back at him. I tilted my head, as I seemed to be.. genuinely sad about that. "Not a single one of them stuck up for me."

Aether :*he write in his note and nods*

Felix :"What are you writing there... hm? You writing about me~?" I chuckled, as I leaned back in my chair and placed a hand under my chin. "Tell me.. what are you writing~?"

Aether :"yeah, im writing about you, don't ask why because it's literally my job"

Felix :"Ooo, well. My my.. am I really that *interesting* to write about? Am I that.. that *fascinating?*" I chuckled, as I titled my head. "Don't tell me i'm your favorite patient..~"

Aether :"I've been writing information about all my patients too, y'know?"

Felix:"Yes yes, but you're writing *more* about me than the other ones~" I smirked at him, as I tilted my head. "It's adorable how much time and effort you're putting into me~"

Aether :"sure sure."

*Keep writing*

Felix :I grinned devilishly, as I kept staring at him. I wanted to see, just how far this could go.. to see if I could get to his flirty side. "So, what else about me do you want to know?" I asked, my eyes narrowed.

Aether :"What's the reason you kill people again?"

Felix : "My oh my, so many questions.." I laughed, as I placed my hands onto the table and stared at him. "The reason I killed people..? It was, because they *deserved* it, in my mind." I chuckled softly, as I raised a brow. "That's the answer you wanted?"

Aether :"Okay, for what i already written here and after hearing all that, welp, you have mental illness"

Felix :"Oh, and you're just realizing this now? I killed people,im insane, of course.." I laughed, as I bit the inside of my cheek and tilted my head. "There's no way i'm *not* mentally ill, haha."

Aether : "You're right, follow me please?"

Felix :"Alright, but where are we going? Your office?~" I raised a brow, with a sly smirk on my face.

Aether :"Your new cell"

Felix :"Ooo! A new cell..! I'm so excited to be moved into a new one~" I smirked. "I'm pretty stoked to see how it looks..~" I glanced over at him, as I looked genuinely intrigued and excited.

Aether :"good to know"

*He smiles as he lead you to your new cell*

Felix :I followed, my eyes trailing along the path we took to get there. As soon as we arrived to the cell, my eyes widened in surprise. "Woah.. it's beautiful!" I exclaimed excitedly. My voice sounded a lot cheerier, and it was quite endearing. "Oh, I love it! Thank you!" I let out a small tinkle of a laugh, as I placed my hands on my hips.

Aether :"an illness like you deserve something beautiful"

*He let you in your cell as he enters your new cell with you too*

Felix :"Ooh you're coming in too~?" I smirked. "I guess, you aren't *all* that bad~!" I let out a low chuckle, as I grinned at him. "Hmm.. where are you gonna sit~?"

Aether :"No thank you, i still need some more information from you, and after this I'll bring you your medicine "

*he smiles*

Felix :"Oh, oh! Yes of course.. please continue to ask away..~" My eyes gleamed with excitement, as I chuckled. "I wanna see your notes at the end of the day to see what you say about me..~"

Aether :*He leans close and pats your shoulder gently*

"You want to vent to me?"

Felix :I smiled softly at the feeling of his hand on my shoulder, as it was calming and comforting. "Well... I don't really know what to talk about..." I glanced down, as I bit my tongue gently. "If you'd like me to vent, I'd be happy to..~"

Aether :"Go ahead, I'm listening"

Felix : "Well, I guess I'll just vent about my childhood a bit.." I looked up at him, as I placed my hands under my chin and glanced around. "Ever since I was born, I already felt unloved. My mother didn't care about me and just threw me aside, my father was never there for me or my older brother, Ezra. He was always at work, or just didn't care.."

I let out a sigh as I remembered how I felt as a little kid. "So, as I grew older.. I got more and more depressed. I felt alone, nobody liked me..."

Aether : ".."

*He keeps listening intensely*

Felix :"So... when I got to elementary school, I started getting bullied, along with Ezra.. it was always the same kid who did, always the same person.. He wasn't nice to us at all.. So, one day.. I just... snapped." I looked up at him, as a sly smirk appeared on my face. "I snapped... and I killed him.." I looked down, and then back up at him again. "I.. don't regret anything I've done since then.." My eyes narrowed, as a small smile appeared on my lips.

Aether : ".. you want to continue?"

Felix : I bit my tongue, as I pondered. Should I? "Hmm.. yes. I suppose I do." I sighed, as I let out a small giggle. "I want to see if you can handle everything I have to tell you..~" I looked back down, and bit my tongue. I stayed quiet to hear his response.

Aether :*nods*

Felix : I sighed and glanced back at him, with a small smile. "So, what do you wanna hear.." I tilted my head and then placed my hands onto my hips. "Well, you wanna hear about the murders I've committed?~"

Aether :"uh sure"

Felix : "I've killed around... 5 people so far~" I smirked slyly. It was fun to see him so interested in what I have to say! "But, I've committed many, many *other* crimes. Such as.. arson. A *lot* of arson. Oh! And vandalism, robbery, and burglary." I chuckled, as I tilted my head and looked back at him. "Shall I continue..?"

Aether :*nods*

Felix :"Well.. I've tried escaping the asylum quite a few times~ I've broken some patient's bones... tried breaking out the windows to break out.. Oh! I've also assaulted some patients, that were assholes, or just annoying in general~" My eyes gleamed with excitement as I spoke about my crimes. "I've also assaulted a few guards, a couple of times."

Aether :*he smiles nervously as he pats your shoulder*

"That's way too much crimes, i mean, you looks so innocent until i can't believe that you did all that"

Felix : I let out a snicker, as I looked back at him. "Hey, you told me to vent.. don't get scared, now! I was just doing what you told me to do." I looked back down, as I bit my tongue gently.

"Also.. I'm curious. What would you do, if *you* were to find a patient like me? Would you quit your job, or not care about the crimes I've committed?~" My eyes raised as I tilted my head.. curious to see what he'd say.

Aether :"This is my job so.."

Felix : "...So, you wouldn't quit..?!" I raised an eyebrow and my eyes widened in surprise. He wouldn't? He'd still want to treat me, despite the fact that i'm insane? A small smirk appeared on my face, as I looked back at him again.

"That's good to know..~"

Aether :"It's not like i don't care about the crimes you done,and yeah what you did is wrong, but i believe that just your mental illness , y'know?"

Felix :"...And you'll still treat me, right?" I looked back at him, and smirked slyly. *He's treating me like a normal person.. That's nice...*

"And.. I guess it's the mental illness, yeah.. maybe *a bit* of my own choices mixed together, but mostly the mental illness." I sighed, as I placed my hands behind my head.

Aether :"but, why the reason you did all the crimes for?"

Felix : I stayed silent for a moment, and then sighed out. "Because.. I guess I just felt like it..?" I tilted my head, thinking back to those times. "...Because, I wanted to.. I enjoyed it.." I laughed, as I chuckled softly.

"I just enjoyed the thrill of it.. the adrenaline that shot through my body.. The feeling that made me feel alive. It was exhilarating, and made me feel good."

Aether :*he caressing your head*

"I hope you'll change after getting out from this asylum"

*He smiles*

Felix :My eyes widened, as I felt the gentle touch of his hand on my head.. it was soothing. Warm. Kind. His voice was caring.. I had never felt this way before, in my entire life..

I bit my tongue gently, as I was about to confess my feelings towards him.. but I stopped myself. It was too soon to say it. I'd have to wait a bit more... for now, I just stared at him. "Thank you.." I whispered softly, as I smiled gently at him.

Aether :*he's about to take his hand away*

Felix :*No! Keep touching me! It feels good..* I wanted to say, but decided to keep those thoughts to myself, as he took his hand away. "*Awe..*" I muttered, as I tilted my head. "Oh well.."

"You said that I'd get my medicine, soon. When will the nurse come to give it to.. me..?" My voice sounded sweet, and I smiled gently at him.

Aether : "Oh yeah, i forgot, please wait here"

*He walks away and leave you alone in your cell before locking your cell so you won't ran away*

Felix : I let out a small groan at the door's sound, as it closed. *Man.. I don't wanna be alone..* I let out a sigh, as I walked over to my bed and sat on it.. i started pacing back and forth, as I tried to think of something to do.

Before I knew it, my stomach grumbled. I was hungry, but I wasn't going to shout for food. I'd be seen as a brat.. *Well, guess it's all up to me to just, hang out and wait.*

Aether :*Your door's cell opens as your therapist is back with your medicine and foods, he place the medicine and your foods Infront of you*

"There, i got you some foods, in case you're hungry"

Felix :I perked up as soon the door opened, and my eyes lit up as the smell of food flooded my senses. I glanced up at him, my eyes wide as I smiled excitedly at him.

"Thank you!" I took my food, as I opened it and began eating it quickly. As I ate, I spoke with my mouth full. "I was *really* hungry, so thank you!" I smiled, as I took another bite. But, once my brain processed what he said, I swallowed my food and looked up at him. "...Wait, you're not staying..?"

Aether :"what do you mean?"

Felix : "If you're not staying, then you're leaving..? I don't wanna be alone!" I pouted, I didn't want him to leave me all alone in *this* place. I glanced up at him, "I don't *want to be alone!"*

Aether :"Well, I'm just a therapist, so i have no right to stay longer, y'know? I have my time to come and leave"

Felix :"A.. aah..." The realization hit me like an arrow. Of course he'd have to leave eventually... He was just here to do his job. "Ah.. okay.. I see... But.. but can't you stay?.." My eyes watered. "Just a bit..?"

Aether :"sure"

*He smiles*

Felix :My eyes widened, before a bright smile spread across my face. He's staying~! Yes!! Without even hesitating, I dashed towards him, with open arms and I hugged him tightly, almost smothering him.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I said excitedly, squeezing him.

Aether :"you seems touch-starved?"

*He chuckles*

Felix :"I've been deprived of physical touch for quite a while.. yes, I am touch-starved." I admitted. "Nobody's hugged me, in a long time~"

Aether :"Sorry to hear that"

*He looks concerns*

Felix : I stayed still, embracing him tightly. After a couple seconds, the grip around his body loosened, but my arms still remained around him. My face was still buried into their chest, as I breathed in deeply. *He smells nice..* "You smell nice" I whispered.

"May I.. hug you a bit longer?" I asked, with my eyes still closed.

Aether :"ah, sure, as long

my patient is happy"

*He pats your back*

Felix : A soft smile spread across my face, as he agreed.. it felt good, to have someone near me.. I missed this feeling. I closed my eyes, and hugged him a bit more, enjoying the feeling I've missed for so long.

*I don't want this hug to end.. it feels so nice..* My eyes remained closed, and my lips formed a small smile. With my arms wrapped around him, I allowed myself to slowly fall asleep on him.

Felix : For the first time in forever, I felt.. wanted. I was finally treated like a normal person. The feeling was foreign, but I liked it. After a few seconds, I found myself drifting off, falling asleep on him.

Felix :I drifted off to sleep on his shoulder, holding on to him desperately. I had never experienced this amount of.. comfort.. before. I finally felt.. loved..

**What the hell is this feeling.. it's weird.**

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