am I dead or not dead

EP 2

'bella looked at her father like her whole world has come to end , she did hear what he said but she didn't want to believe them. She start shaking her head and stand up and start walking to them and said'

N...no..no you are mistaking right you didn't mean it I know...Dad I'm not lieing I'm telling the truth h...e..he harassed me that day the whole class saw it....I..I didn't try to steal him Lila... please believe me/holding tear in her eyes/a...n..d....and they were bullying me from the start brother.. that's why..... that's why I...I slapped him... please brother believe me...i didn't lie dad... and mom I..I didn't mean to sleep in the class it's just... it's just I couldn't sleep at night those days that's why I fall asleep...mo...

/slapped/

'bella was trying to explain but suddenly her mom slapped her hard that she fall down to the floor'

Enough...go to your room I don't want to hear anything (says Bella's mom with a emotionless face)

'bella start crying silently on the floor until everyone left from there. After everyone left from there she slowly got inside her dark room and sit in the floor besides bed with eyes closed thinking that it will go away everything will be fine. Suddenly the door open and her mother come inside the room with some food in her hand she turn the lights on and sit beside her giving her the food and said'

eat it..look what we are doing is for your own good(says her mom smiling little)

How by hitting me without any reason...how by taking their side even when they are wrong (says bella crying and looking at her mother)

You wouldn't understand why I'm doing it now but... leave it eat your food...look I always want the best for you so if you want to talk about anything you can talk to me... just don't do anything by your own....we are here for you(says smiling she put a hand on Bella's shoulder for 5 minutes then left from there)

'after she left bella got up and close the door turn the lights off then she lay down on the floor then she started to think about everything. they did say we are here for you..but she found herself hugging herself and saying: breath. She cried like that until midnight til her eyes turn dry. at midnight she slowly got up and took out a knife from under her bed then she sit in the bed looked at the knife then at her hand'

I'm sorry mom and dad that I'm not a good daughter, sorry Lila , brother that I'm not a good sister.... don't worry I'm going to free you from me...hope you will be happy (says bella smiling)

'she pulled her sleeves up and looked at her hand that is filled with lots of cut already, she smiled to herself thinking it will end soon , then she start to cut . 1 cut , 2 cut , 3 cut , 4 cut , 5 cut .soon Blood start coming out from those cut she then raised her hand in the air and looked at her hand as she start to feel dizzy'

I...t..it doesn't hurt..../smiling/I guess I can finish be free/crying/(said as she smiles while crying)

'bella slowly lay's in the bed as she feels dizzy. She slowly close her eyes with a smile thinking she can finally rest .she knew that no one will forgive her like this but she can't take it anymore. She knew that it's a crime but she still did it hoping to get away from here , Hoping to end this war and she did finally she was free that night she died in her bed with a smile on her face but what will she do when gets to know a new thing. What will she do when she gives up on life but life gives her another chance to live'

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*in another world*

Princess please wake up.../crying/(person no. One)

Princess please don't leave us/crying hard/(person no.two)

What's all this noise(says bella holding her head)

Pr.. PRINCESS!!! (everyone yelled together)

WHAT! Wa..wait..am..Am I not dead !?(says bella with a shocked face looking at her clean hand and the people around her)

PRINCESS!! I should be the one to die.. I'M SORRY PRINCESS!!!(says one of the girl there in a maids clothes)

W..what are you talking about.. wait...who are you.../looking around/... and what is this place....hey you am I dead or not dead!!? (says bella pointing at one of the girl there)

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