Villain Reborn To Love Himself Choi Jungukk

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Huff..Huff

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*taking Deep breaths*

After getting calm ...Gukk looks at his Alarm clock... and wipe his sweaty forhead

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Again this Dream...

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It's been more than 3 decades still this dream haunt me... feels like it's craves into my bones...

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Let's not think about it...

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Focus Gukki Focus *pat his cheeks*

Gukk sit straight while hanging his legs at the edge of the bed...

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Where is my Love

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Ohh here you are

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*moves to other side of his bed and with little difficulty He sat on his wheelchair 🦽*

Gukk POV

Hello My self Choi Jungukk

I turned 41 yrs old 2 months ago

As you can see i am handicapp...

Hey Don't feel pity on me...I am Good and Healthy person and I have my Love who always there for me... "My Wheelchair 🦽"

My Appa and Eomma always told me We are weak when we think we are...A small ant carry weight more than their weight then why can't I will do what I want to do...

My numb legs can't define me but my Thoughts definitely...

Today is Sunday and I came to park... this is my favourite place... I love to see the small kids to plays... This small kids reminds me of my childhood days

I was left at the gate of The orphanage when I was only a day old...I know why my birth givers do that...Yes birth givers they are nothing more than this

I born with polio

So they dumped the burden in the orphanage...

I don't know my early days... like other children...but I have some vivid and Some clear memories of my days in orphanage from the age of 4

I never left like I m orphan cause Evey kids their was like me...life of ohk..ohk there... Orphanage caretakers were good people... They always addressed us as God's child...

But when I turned 6 that same night I seen a very Weird dream...I dreamt about my past life... that was starting... Each day i dreamt More about my past life and in month I understood that This was not just dreams but actually my past life...

Suddenly my 6 yrs mind turned into 24 yrs old Boy's Mind who took his lifé in past ... After that again i felt in Abyss of saddness...I cúrsed my fate... I cried whole night and asking... Why in this life too No one loves me... Why in this life too I got left alone... Why no one wants me

But as the days was going I realised one thing...Am I really the only one who didn't get love... Who was not wanted...who was not alone...No their are more than 100 kids like me in the orphanage... They all have same Fate like me...But they are still smiling than why am I crying

I was handicapped that's why I was dumpéd but there are kids Who have no physical and mental problems still dumped here

I understand the the real meaning of life as I have the adult's Mind...I understood that the love the Care the Affection for what I was begging it was all my desolation...There no such thing exist...

Love can't be achieved by begging But you will feel if the other person is willing to show you... give you

With this thoughts i moved on in my life...more kids came so many get adopted too...I understand the balance of the life...If their is Bad than Good is too... like this Two Angels Knock on my Life's Door... They are the People who are willing to give me Love

They were my Foster parents..My Two Angels 😇

I was adopted at the age of 8... First I was afraid why they wants a Boy like me who is nothing but a burden but As the days goes on... Their love..Care... affection...washed out my all fears

My Foster parents showed me the actual meaning of love... happiness Finally there was Two person who was Smiling for me... They was their for me when I needed Someone

They are the one who taught me self love...Self care

They made me know how it's feels to be loved

I understood the mistake of my past life...I was doing wrong...I was begging for Love from them... And Forget to Love Myself

Seasons changed...Date and years of the Celander changed too...I turned 18 than 20 than 26 and got a job of C.A. In a Good Company

They celebrate every single achievement of mine Small or big

But life always can't be a Sweet marshmallow... it's Bitter too

My parent díed when I was 31...in Car accident...i was heartbroken 💔 but I never thought to give up because they made me enough strong to face the world with a smile

I always cherish their Memories their love

My Angels always wanted me to get married but I didn't get the love of my life... if you ask am I sad about it than Nah... Honestly I don't wanted anyone... And from 31 to 41 I am still single ...

At home

Gukk cooked some ramen and sat at his comfy sofa and scrolling Social media

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What is this

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"Handsomes Belongs to Beauty" What type of Name it is... *tap the book cover *

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I heard about this Novel name from some people yesterday too

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Is it that Good... even ratings is very high...

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Let's give it a try

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Male Carrier

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In my past life i was also a Male carrier...The world where I was born is different universe where males also get Pregnant those males are called Male carrier but in this world this Male carrier are nothing more than fantasy characters in novels...

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I heard but never read this types of stories before... let's try it

After Reading the names of the characters Gukk freeze on his place... Those are the same people names who was part of his past life...He decided to read futher and Feels his whole body gets numbs...the warm tears are wetting his cheeks he was not able to believe what he read was nothing but his own past life where he is defined as an Antagonist ... A Villain

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So After my death they just buried me and never even went to my grave once

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Yuna get married to Yoongi too... and She, Eun and Yoongi lives together happily

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Even father didn't goes to my grave and He made As his Hair... And I just became a Dàrk phase of their life 😢 Was I that Bad that Even my Biological Dad removes my name from Jeon's family completely

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*crying*

Gukk was feeling so depressed...His past life incidents again horrifying him...he wants his Angels back...He was choking on his own tears...But his startled hard when a vase breaking sound hits his ears...

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*looks back and get shocked*

Bad Guy 1

Hands Up... Don't you dare you shout 😡

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Who are you 😰

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Don't you understand human language *slap's him*

The Bad Guy tie the hands and mouth of Gukk and walks here and there to find the locker

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what is the locker's password *remove the cloth from his mouth*

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I won't tell you...

Bad Guy 1

YOU ❗😡 *points the knife against his neçk *

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Leave me‼️‼️ *struggling to get free himself*

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HELP ‼️ SOMEBODY SAVE ME ‼️

Gukk starts shouting for help and in panick The Bad Guy sliced his Throàt...

Gukk struggling for breathing and tried to touch his neçk but his hands are tied...The bad guy ran away and Gukk in last moment of his life Rembers his Foster parents beautiful smiles and a small smile plastered on his face too... slowly slowly he stopped breathing and falls in deepest sleep...Gukk díed

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