Washed Ashore. Stranded...

Sam

*waking up a bit more and looking around to analyse her surroundings* (I wonder where all the people are???)

Sam

(Realistically... Any people I see are probably bodies and no longer living people with souls)

Sam

(They are probably located anywhere or washed back into the sea)

Sam

*gingerly trying to stand up* Ok... Now is as good a time as any to test my legs and see if I can stand...

Sam

*slowly beginning to walk around* Seems my legs are working enough to be able to walk with them... That's good. I'll need them to try to locate where along the beach I am so I can try to find a better place to settle...

Sam

*picking debris and shells and throwing back into the ocean as hard and far as she can in anger* (I can't believe how two faced this *curse.....curse* of a thing is) No matter how beautiful and calm you look today... I HATE YOU!!!

Sam

(I don't think I should plan to move too faraway anywhere fast... My body is alive... It is kinda working... But it could take some time resting before it's going to be ok.)

Sam

*Scanning the beach trying desperately to get her bearings so she can make a plan for herself* (If I could just locate where I am I could probably remember a cave or dwelling that I may be able to use for shelter so I can plan how far I can walk)

Sam

*walking aimlessly around the object that's been washed into its new position by the sea* (I wouldn't be able to move this object on my own. I'll have to try to file it in my mind as a new landmark. Then, I will be able to use it to work out my position later)

Sam

*attention suddenly being drawn to what looks like it could be another sleeping human* Look! A human body!

Sam

*walking slowly to body while clasping hands in prayer and begging* Please be alive!

Sam

Please be Alive!

Sam

*moving closer, moving body to assess it while looking for signs of life* Please be Alive

Sam

*gingerly placing finger at point below nose and waiting to feel breath before placing her ear at the body's chest to listen for a heartbeat* No breath.... No beat... No life...

Sam

*sobbing loudly and uncontrollably again as she realises the body is a dead body and life has been washed away by the wave that washed away the life that she used to know*

Sam

(What should I focus on here?)

Sam

(I can't actually walk to far or fast myself)

Sam

(I don't actually know where I am yet)

Sam

(even if I do get my bearings things may have been moved around to the point that everything has changed... So maybe I don't need to get my old location points... I need to make new ones and try to find a new shelter)

Sam

(I won't last too much longer without food and water)

Sam

(I would like to find other people...)

Sam

(ACTUAL ALIVE PEOPLE)

Sam

(...not just dead bodies)

Sam

(...but I don't think finding someone else actually living this close to the ocean's edge is going to be guaranteed)

Sam

(So... My priorities... For Now Are....)

Sam

( Finding drinkable water - not ocean salt Locating some form of food Mapping new landmarks, so I can begin a new positioning system in my mind so I can hopefully find somewhere to shelter and rest. Looking for people/ bodies as I walk along. If I dream for an alive one hard enough will the universe please provide it to me?) I think I should walk in land a little bit... Its unlikely to find fresh water so close to the ocean's edge and I may find berries or fruit to eat if I walk away from the ocean... The ocean does have shellfish and fish though so perhaps I'll try to keep it in sight so I can wander back if I get desperate...)

Sam

*laughing crazily* (If I get desperate!! )

Sam

*still laughing like a maniac* (This is the lowest, most desperate point my life has ever reached....)

Sam

*Sobbing loudly and uncontrollably again* I don't think I can get more desperate than this???

Sam

*Anger returning as she tantrums and tries to throw anything in her reach out into the ocean again* I STILL HATE YOU!

Sam

I HATE YOU EVEN MORE NOW!