Arc 2.11 - Lin Heng
When Lin Heng and Zhao Meixu arrived at the Viscount's gates of their house at the Capital City
The young woman tried to rush inside but was stopped by the obviously taller and stronger man beside her
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Lin-gongzi
Because they were no longer in public, Lin Heng did not hide his uneasiness
Lin Heng
'Ugh, it took so long to get Meixu to call me intimately by his name'
Lin Heng
'Honestly, for crying out loud, now she changed back to calling me like her previous formal self'
Lin Heng
*crying with no tears*
Lin Heng
'It took even longer to get her to be comfortable, relax and open up with me'
Lin Heng
*Meixu's actions of rebuff keeps on making him feel a deep ache in his heart*
Lin Heng
'After patiently waiting for years for her'
Lin Heng
You've again forgotten our agreement
Zhao Meixu/Zade
'Once again, I didn't forget it'
Lin Heng
Meixu *touches cheek like a precious treasure*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Heng-ge... *voice is soft and sweet*
Lin Heng
*hears her voice and smiles*
Lin Heng
*wraps hands around Meixu's waist*
Lin Heng
*holds her to his taller and harder body*
Lin Heng
'I hope she doesn't push me away again' *upset and anxious*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*Places her cheek on Lin Heng's chest*
Lin Heng
*Feels incredibly happy*
Lin Heng
'This is the first time Meixu has responded to me so affectionately'
Lin Heng
*Glazes down at Meixu's dazzling yet bewitching eyes*
Lin Heng
*Bends head and kisses her flower birthmark under her eye*
Lin Heng
*Fighting his inner demon to keep calm*
Lin Heng
*As not to scare Meixu*
Lin Heng
*Kisses her birthmark again*
Lin Heng's heart kept beating fiercely as Meixu's palm of her hand
Lin Heng
'Ahh, her voice is so alluring'
Lin Heng
*holds her to his heart*
Lin Heng
Meixu *hoarse and deep voice*
Lin Heng
Meixu, your heart....
Lin Heng
Please tell me you have this Lin Heng in your heart...
Unfortunately, because he was holding Meixu against his chest
He did not see the sly smile on her face
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*keeps quiet*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*grabs hold of his robe and allows him to hold tighter*
Lin Heng
Meixu.... Your heart can only be mine
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*smiles at his sudden possessiveness*
Unknown
Quite bold of you to hug my daughter in front my house
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*startled and quickly breaks apart*
Lin Heng
*also startled and breaks apart at the same time*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
'Well, I have to play my part of a shy little girl here, so excuse me, ladies and gentlemen'
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*Plays with her fingers with embarrassment*
Viscount Zhao
'Which father could build endurance to such an adorable expression from his beloved daughter?'
Viscount Zhao
*smiles softly at his shy daughter*
Viscount Zhao
*Then glances at Lin Heng and gives him a stern look*
Viscount Zhao
Lin Heng, I remind you Meixu has yet to enter the Lin family
Viscount Zhao
Keep proper distance from my daughter or-
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Daddy *rushes to her father's side*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*pouts quietly by shaking the Viscount's arm*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*Uses full power of her big round eyes*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Heng-ge just brought Meixu home
Viscount Zhao
You have started speaking back to your father for the sake of your beloved?
Viscount Zhao
*Words are scolding Meixu, but his eyes and tone are gentle and soft towards his daughter*
Viscount Zhao
Ungrateful girl
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Daddy *blushes softly and pulls her father's arm*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Of course not....
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*glances at Lin Heng and sees he was smiling at her and her father's interaction*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Don't be upset. *turns back to her father and smiles sweetly and says*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Meixu will cook your favorite food for dinner.... okay?
Viscount Zhao
*smiles sincerely*
Lin Heng
Meixu *calls to get Meixu's attention*
Viscount Zhao
It's already late, Lin-gongzi
Viscount Zhao
'Hehe, boy, you're still too far young. You think I could not see your sinful desire'
Viscount Zhao
'Your sinful desire to think of joining me and my daughter for dinner'
Viscount Zhao
'The dinner that my darling daughter will cook no'
Viscount Zhao
'I shall quickly pour cold water on such sinful thoughts'
Viscount Zhao
You should go home
Viscount Zhao
*turns back and makes way back to the manor*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*Saw how unwilling Lin Heng was to leave*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
'Heh, sorry, hubby, but I'm still angry for what happened today'
Zhao Meixu/Zade
'So I have no pure intention of making things easier for you'
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*puts on a soft and innocent smile*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
Heng-ge... Can Meixu visit you tomorrow? *asked shyly*
Lin Heng
Of course. *responds immediately without hesitation*
Lin Heng
Meixu you never need to ask permission to visit Lin family
Lin Heng
Soon, as my wife, my house will also be yours
Zhao Meixu/Zade
*blushes softly*
Lin Heng
'Ahhh, how adorable I wish to hug her again'
Viscount Zhao
Meixu, why are you still at the gate. *shouts from inside the estate*
Zhao Meixu/Zade
T-Then Meixu will visit Heng-ge tomorrow
Lin Heng
*Watches Meixu rush inside her house*
Even when the gates were closed
The man stood there silently and frozen by the smile he had received before Meixu had disappeared
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Hi guys, im going to write something down here, which isn't really related to the story or anything it's something I wrote in the heat of the moment and something I wrote at exactly that moment
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Please do tell me how it is?
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I would like your thoughts
I just realized people change. Stupid, right? I mean, you guys might be thinking, what do you mean people change ain't that obvious. Well, at least for me, I know that quite well. Plus, I have changed recently as well. I went through so many things that may play a major or minor role in changing me in that I'm not sure in that aspect yet. It's still confusing. I changed people and asked why have I change I just said well people change. However, today, I felt like them the other side people. Today, I saw things from their perspective. We used to be so close.
You changed, and so did I. Lately, I've been seeing that ohh I should give you time. But I just realized the distance between us played an important role as well. You've changed, and so did I. We used to laugh and cry together. Well, at least if you'd cry, I'd be there to comfort you. I guess since we parted, we've both changed in our own ways. I felt hurt, not lying seeing you just there in pain, and I couldn't do anything.
I tried to reach out, but I realized after our parting that this distance did something to us and our bond. You don't cry in my arms anymore, and neither do you seek comfort or talk about your issues with me. It hurts it hurts so much. Nahh whom am I lying to right now it's just u and me right now. I feel a little bad, that's true, but I don't feel horrible at all. I guess I really did turn heartless pfftt.
I wish time turned, but I don't think anything could happen. I wished we could be some manga or anime character and reincarnate or be reborn in another world where life is better.
I read a manga today. The Ml was a writer, and he said to the Fl. It's stupid to look for help in a books world. You should face reality.
It felt like he was saying stop escaping reality. Those books are only fictional. Honestly, that was brutally honest to me, who seeks to find escape in what I'm doing.
Well, but instead of books and other stuff you had people around you, you're very fortunate. I'm very envious of you sometimes, you know.
I'm a horrible person. I know that things you have it easy and being envious of you like your life is perfect, I know. But what can i do I'm a human being as well I seek for perfection even though I'm so far away from it and what I see and think is great I feel envious of you whose seen, experienced things I never did and met great people whom i never met.
See, I'm now even blaming human nature. That's how horrible I am
And met great people whom I never met. Times have changed a year has passed, and you've grown, and so have I.
I hope we just don't lose ourselves and our bond as well through time. I still hope one day you'd be back in my arms crying and telling me what exactly happened.
Instead of shredding tears alone looking so lonely and distant even though you're an arm reach away. I hope my presence could help, but it seems you just want to be alone and not tell me anything.
It's frustrating at least a bit and sad, I wish you could at least share your thoughts, feelings, and burdens with me.
You have someone right here in front of you who is ready to talk here to you, yet you're out there looking waiting and finding someone else to talk to in your phone.
I've been embracing and hugging you for days, yet you never look at me embracing you. You just look at your phone rambling around to someone there. I'm jealous of that person.
As time past by indeed people do change.
And with that the night has just begun.
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Please do tell me how this turned out?
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Hi, my lovely bookworms
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Thanks for reading
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Hope you enjoyed
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I'm terribly sorry for not updating for 2 days
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As I said my elder sister is graduation
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so everything is a rush
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I hardly have time for myself
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I can't even touch my phone
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It's 2am in the morning right now
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I was really upset for not being able to update
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therefore I'm forcing myself to write this
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not really since I have insomnia
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I have to wake up at 5am again to go to my mother's work place
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Which I'm literally forced to go
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But anyways I don't think I'll be able to update for 2 more days
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I'm not exactly sure it will depend on if I have time
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To be honest guys
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I'm basically a total shut in
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I've been forcing myself out of my comfort zone in literally all aspects
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For my sister's graduation
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I hope she has it well
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And I'm really sorry to everyone
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If I don't update for a few days
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But I'll really try my best to update
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Please take care of yourself and be safe always
Comments
JUST_A_FREAK
I don't know what to comment any more😭😭😭 ML was right but I still cant face my reality 😭😭😭😭
2023-11-24
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DT
I feel you ...
2023-11-02
2
Mysterious reader
haha 😆😆😂
2023-09-28
4