Behind The Pretty Smile (Taegiseok)
The Mistake
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Yoongi walked into his mansion
As usual, his mother had left a note, telling him where she and his father were and a number to reach them if necessary.
Yoongi walked silently into his bedroom, his face blank. His room was lavish, but there were no photos of his family hung on the wall.
Yoongi dropped his bag and changed, then locked the door to his room.
He took out a lighter from his pocket and flicked, looking at the flame for a minute
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
People are like flames
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
Small, warm, vibrant
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
But when you don't look after them, if you don't give the right kind of attention....
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
They can either burn your house down...
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
*blows out the flame*
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
Or die
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
He lay on his bed and thought about what Hoseok and Taehyung had said about him.
Was he really just a jealous spoilt brats?
No, he couldn't be, it had to be them in the wrong, right?
Then why couldn't he stand up for Tae properly, even when they were friends with benefits? Why was he so much more angry about Hoseok being better than him than he let on. And why did he feel like everything Taehyung and Hoseok had said about him was absent correct?
Confused, he took out his penknife and made a cut across the bottom of his left foot. It wasn't too deep, but it was long enough to stain the sheets and cover his hand.
It hurt so much....But the relief that he felt...the way he felt like this was what he deserved...
It was a painful peace that he knew wouldn't last long, but at least helped him sleep at night.
Once the blood had stopped pouring out, he used the lighter and seared the wound together. The pain that he felt made him cry tears but, he felt so, so helpless.
Imagine his eyes are closed and tears are streaming out
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
I'm sorry...I-i don't want to be a disappointment, I just...I just...
Voice in Yoongi's mind
You just what?? Want to make someone proud of you?! You've been playing basketball since you were a kid and you lost everything in one day?! Pathetic!!!
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
I'm sorry!!! I'm sorry!!!
Voice in Yoongi's mind
Sorry won't fix the problem!!!
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
The-the problem...?
Voice in Yoongi's mind
You!! YOU ARE THE PROBLEM!! YOU SHOULDN'T EXSIST!!!! YOU'RE A WASTE OF OXYGEN!!!!
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
I'm, I'm the problem... it's, its all my fault....
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
I'm sorry, I just-
Voice in Yoongi's mind
MOTE EXCUSES!!!!!
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
😭😭😭😭😭 I'M THE PROBLEM!! I DESERVE TO DIE!! I'M PATHETIC AND WEAK AND NEVER GOOD ENOUGH, I'M SORRY!!!😭😭😭😭😭
Min Yoongi, aka Suga
*bangs his head against the wall and faints*
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Some people use pain to get through their hard times
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It's never a good thing, and it should never be a habit
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If you think I'm making Yoongi look like the main damsel in distress, I'm trying to make a statement
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Everyone has their own sadness
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Just stay tuned for Hoseok's, coming in the next few chapters
Comments
𝚂𝙸𝚈𝙰🌷
yeah you are true... we can't even judge people coz we don't know what they are going through
2024-07-12
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𝚂𝙸𝚈𝙰🌷
yeah you are true... we can't even judge people coz we don't know what they are going through
2024-07-12
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𝚂𝙸𝚈𝙰🌷
wth- yoongi what you doing baby
2024-07-12
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