Love Syndrome (Nan&Mac) Fanfiction
CH.4
16 yr old MAC
(Came to his room and closed the door)
16 yr old MAC
(Laid down on the bed )
16 yr old MAC
(Staring at the ceiling and drowning into the ocean of thoughts)
I really want to go back to Korea right now or should I say anywhere far away from Mr. Choi Hyunwoo
People may think that why a 16 years old teenager would already be so homesick while being on a vacation rather they should be jumping around, laughing , playing and enjoying
And trust me I neither blame nor criticize them ... because I also think that way and it's natural to think that way
But then again the real question arrives that is 'if i think that way then why am I homesick already?' right??
Well the answer is very simple that
I Am BORED to the point I am basically sleeping all the time to recover from the boredom.
As anyone could have already guessed, that it may look like a vacation to others but in reality it's a freaking business trip where basically i have been presented as the future so called 'Heir' of the company even though that's not really the truth
In this so called 'Vacation' or 'Holiday' I am always spending time in the 5 star hotel room which has almost every kind of necessary thing to make someone feel comfortable and keep entertained....
But it still fails to comfort me as i need something more precious to feel comfortable and that is missing here
16 yr old MAC
huhhhh(sighed deeply)
16 yr old MAC
I don't like to be lonely
16 yr old MAC
I hate the feeling of loneliness, but my fate always makes me face loneliness 😔
16 yr old MAC
I am exhausted of It
16 yr old MAC
And on top of that now not only I am feelIng lonely but also feeling captivated in a 5-star hotel from where If i leave without permission my dad will start with his never ending rant, full of hate, towards me, and I am definitely in no mood to get into a bad mood because of useless people who don't even give a shit about me 🙄
16 yr old MAC
but honestly It feels like i am a caged Bird now
16 yr old MAC
and I hate it
I really hate being forced to live somewhere that makes me feel like I am captured but since childhood that's what I have been feeling
No matter how much I try to run away from it , i again somehow end up coming back
But that is not going to stop me from leaving....I will leave this Maze forever
16 yr old MAC
hopefully after getting out of here, I will never have to face this type of situation ever again
16 yr old MAC
My fate will not at least be any more cruel than it had always been throughout the years
16 yr old MAC
(Thinking about all these,after a few minutes he slowly fell into deep sleep)
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