You Are Mine Thinking

Thinking

After dinner, Sam laid down on bed

'Why is dad like this...?', he wondered

Asaph was a single dad of Sam, and the latter never seemed to care for Sam emotionally, or mentally

He never supported Sam, only tried to push him and criticize him until his fall.

Sam was lonely, sometimes he wondered why is he even in this world...

But then again, he just tries to go with it

And do everything even if it hurts his mental wellbeing.

Sam aspires to leave this "home" as after high school when he will go to college

He hopes that day will come soon

Sam opens his notebook and starts journaling.

That is his regular habit. He always journals about his day.

He writes about his dad and also Dan...

He writes everything that happened with Dan... how much pleasure he felt with him... and how much attracted he is to him now.

He doesn't know what lies in the future but he is nervous as well as maybe only slightly excited about it....

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