The pain of leaving someone

Exhausted. I'm not sure if that word would fit my current situation. All my strength left my body the moment I arrived home. It's already been a week, and I'm still in pain, of leaving him.

Most people say that the one who leaves is the one at fault. They speculated that when someone leaves the other, it's most likely because that person found a better one. And so they are proclaimed a cheater. Or in different cases, it's probably because that person lost his feelings towards his partner.

In my case, it's the latter. Yes, I left. But because he no longer loves me. It has always been one of my mottos to never force yourself to someone. Which, in contrast to the quote of someone I'm not familiar with. "Give your all to someone even if you don't receive the same energy." I don't know who stated that sentence, but unfortunately, it only works for those kind-hearted people. I'm not letting someone drain all my energy without receiving at least a bit of their kindness.

I deserve to have the same treatment.

I laid on my bed and scrolled to Facebook using my phone. I was entertained for so long that I did not even realize what time I arrived to compare the time I've been resting. Without further notice, the Wi-Fi connection dropped, and loading the specific photo in my newsfeed might take minutes to be completely viewed. Not until I saw my reflection through my phone because my FB was in dark mode.

I looked at my reflection for about a minute, reimagining things in my head, answering all my what if's.

"I pity you." Was the words I told myself as I realize my tears falling. I truly loved him, and I am thankful that he was honest. He lost his feelings because a long-distance relationship was too much for him.

I can't blame him. As my professor stated, never blame someone if their type of liking is shorter distance. I can love him endlessly. Giving him every piece of me became my hobby. My cousin was right. You need to love yourself more, so when the time comes that things have gotten out of hand, at least you can stand for yourself.

And here I am, once again picking every piece of me…

As I drowned myself in thoughts. I was alerted by my phone ringing.I answered the call only to hear someone crying.

"Rein? Your brother is in the hospital!"

Since when have my life become this eventful?

I am conscious, but as I opened my mouth, no words came out. How do I even describe this feeling? From all scenarios that happened this year?

I first calmed myself before having the courage to ask. "Where is he?"

"We're at Loren Hospital. Your uncle is at the police station, negotiating with the police. You must hurry!"

"At the police? Wait, I'm on my way."

I quickly reached for my purse and worn my shoes. I still haven't changed my clothes, but it's fine.I dash outside the house and waited for a taxi.

What happened? Police are involved. Did he do something wrong? I need to find out.

I made it safely to the hospital and went to the emergency room. Panic is kicking inside me, and I begin to feel anxious. I searched for my brother and aunt, but they are nowhere to be found.

I went back the front and asked a nurse. Even she doesn't know the person I'm looking for.

"You're looking for Philip Sandoval? He was discharged earlier about an hour ago." Another nurse interrupted.

My face can't hide the confusion and disbelief. Just what the hell? An hour ago? Well, it definitely took me an hour to get here, considering that Loren Hospital is so far from home.

Then where are they? I dialed my aunt's cellphone number, and all it said was it's out of coverage area.

I went outside the hospital, the wind blows gently through my face, and I took a deep breath. They probably went back to aunt's home. They should have texted me if they were discharged.

I left the hospital and waited for the bus. Travelling through taxi costs too much.

About an hour and a half, I arrived at aunt's home. It's already 10pm. Her house is a bit secluded, so neighbors are a bit far from them. Lights are off. They must be sleeping.

How intriguing? Why are the balcony lights off? They usually turn it on and leave it till morning.

I turned on the flashlight in my cellphone and used it to light my way as I entered the gate. Nothing seems wrong here.

I faced the front door and was suddenly anxious again. Why do I feel tense?

I find the strength to simply knock on the door. I received no response. They must be in deep sleep. It's definitely an exhausting day. I knocked again three times, and still no response. I'm biting my lower lip, feeling nervous as I rotated the door knob only to figure out it wasn't locked.

The tension kicks in, and I panicky open the door. I reached for the switch to turn on the lights, and when I did, the place was a mess. Every house furniture, gadget, books, and painting were scattered.

It appears like a fight happened, and the house was searched?

I felt fear. There's even blood in the cabinet and drops of blood onto the kitchen.

I started hearing my heartbeat as I slowly walked and followed the blood. The kitchen was also ruined. I should call the police, and help me find my family.

However, before I could dial the emergency number. Someone covered my mouth, and the scent made me sleepy.

-After a few minutes

I gasped for air, realizing I'm still alive and still in my aunt's house. The tension in the atmosphere was not removed, for I am surrounded by men.

"You are Rein E. Sandoval, Yes?"

With a muscular body and a handsome face, the man in front of me right now definitely looks like the boss of this gang. He asked if the name he mentioned was mine, and so I nodded.

" I am Chester Joseph Kingston, and your brother Philip E. Sandoval killed my brother."

He disputed. My eyes widened in shock. Wait, my brother killed someone? That is preposterous! My brother could never do such a thing!

I cough in dismay. " That's absurd! My brother would never do such an act!"

Chester furrowed his eyebrows. He was visibly annoyed by what I said.

" But he did." He calmly argued.

"So, Ms. Rein Sandoval. Tell me where your brother is, and I will spare your pitiful life."

His eyes definitely darkened, I can already tell that he's the leader of all villains. Those eyes full of disdain and hate are ready to chew me skin and bones.

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