update
its been a few days since then when they got "home" ml told everyone he found his mate and he took her in his room and they mated (willingly) but before they did he asked her so many questions like what pack are you from?why were you close to the vamp boarder? how are your parents? etc
after explaining her entire story he was shocked and pissed and he wanted to murder her first mate how dare he not wait for his mate and even if that can be explained away how dare he try and string her along insted of rejecting her right then and there being like sorry i want the baby momma insted of making her hurt because she couldnt be with her mate when she wanted and saw him being with another ***** he thought if that was him if his mate was pregant he would be hurt but if she tried to string him along but really didnt want him just playing with his emotions he would be broken and not only will the empire fall but he will either be killed by his enemies or he will kill himself because he lost his mate and a mate that wasnt his in the first place its one thing to be rejected you will be hurt and think that your not good enough and maybe find you second chance if you tried hard enough
but its another story to have a mate play house with you and give you hope even in a situation you rather not be in but in the end you think you and your mate will be together to find out they really didnt want you and on top of that they had a chosen and at the end of the road insted of a happy life or a simi happy life with your mate it ends with a rejection and heartbreak
he felt proud of his mate for being strong enough to not only see her worth and reject the good for nothing but also be mentally sound enough to not kill hersef from the rejection she had/felt
so after the talk he asked if she will be willing to be his mate because he has been longing for his mate and he has wanted one even since he learned what a mate was and he also saved himself for his mate
and even though it might not matter but he is 24 and he saved himself for his mate because he respected his mate that much and it hurts him that her first mate didnt respect her enough to wait
he tells her that it wasnt like he didnt get horny or females didnt try to seduce or climb in his bed he said all that happened but he was strong enough to resist them and if he was horny he just used his hand and that if she let him be her mate she will not only be a queen in power and name and stand beside him and rule the vampires but also be his personal queen and she can order him around because he has already fallen in love with her and he is already wrapped around her finger and they arent even a real couple yet and he would be the happiest and even if he is repeating himself he says
caspen rowen(2nd ml/fl mate/vamp)
and i will treat you better than all the weres did and make you say first mate who i dont know him i only have a mate named caspen *smiles*
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