my old self
Zen
Benji what are you doing here? *happy*
benji
your sister called me to come accompany you but i see you don’t need me *walking away*
Zen
No stay here *gets up from the couch*
Zen
*looks at benji with pleading eyes to help*
benji
cause we need to practice for our comeback. yeah um our performance leader told us we should practice every time we see each other
Zen
Yeah and you can’t see cause it’s private practice so like get out
Minho
okay whatever but I’ll tell your sist-
Zen
yeah okay bye *pushes Minho out the door*
Zen
Ohhh my goshhh thank you ben
benji
are you still ignoring him?
Zen
it’s hard benji okay? He’s literally everywhere. I don’t want to see him so the only way I can get away is ignorance
benji
why do you have to ignore him just pretend nothing happened and get along like friends
Zen
that’s what I try doing but he keeps reminding me of it
benji
he’s just playing with you at this point. He just wants to irritate you. typical straight man. *says jokingly*
Zen
ben as a straight man yourself, what would you do if you were in that situation?
benji
okay first of all I will never be in that situation cause I’m not straight but if I put myself in his perspective I think he’s just trying to not make things uncomfortable for himself so he’s messing with you in a way where he jokes about what happened
Zen
why does he have to do that? why can’t he just ignore me like I do him?
benji
Cause then your sister will be suspicious?
Zen
that’s true. I wish I can erase that entire day
benji
you confessed to him that’s all you did. you did nothing wrong and I hope you know that. as your best friend I truly wish you go back to being yourself instead of being afraid of this happening again with someone else. Not everyone is Minho okay? you’re a beautiful and kind person, I truly believe you can do better
Zen
I know but ever since he came back it’s been hard. why when I’m feeling more like myself he has to return?
Zen
clubbing. I need to get back out there
benji
are you forgetting you’re an idol?
Zen
Oh yeah I forgot. but we can disguise
benji
If that’s what it takes for you to get better than LETS DO IT!
lizzie
who doesn’t feel good?
lizzie
*walks in with full makeup*
lizzie
bubs are you not feeling well?
Zen
I’m okay sis we were just talking about how tired we are from practice
lizzie
oh okay are you ready to go home now? I still have a lot to do, you can go already. I’ll see you later.
benji
omg that was so close
Zen
I know! If my sister finds out I’m going clubbing again she will end me.
benji
let’s go home I’m tired
Zen
okay stay over at my place so we can go out tonight
*goes to Becker Residence *
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