Chapter 3
Luca
it's been a week uncle never call me
Luca
laslas nga ako
(fruit ninja in wrist)
Luca
uncle will be pain if he sees this
Luca
but i really like uncle
Luca
i wish i could tell him that
Luca get up and get a bl*de
Luca
I'm hurting inside but no one sees that
Luca
They think that I'm the cutie boy that always happy and smiling
Luca
does they think my inside
Luca took his jacket and wear them
Luca
i have been so many scars in my wrist
Luca
i do this when i was 19 yeah me and bf broke up
Luca
uncle can understand me
when luca was trying to (fruit ninja) Sebastian came
Sebastian
why are you asking that
Sebastian
let me see your wrist
Sebastian
please let me see I won't be angry
Sebastian
luca where your band aid?
Sebastian pick the band aid
Sebastian was looking at luca scars and touching them
Sebastian
where do you want to go you want to travel somewhere?
Luca
your still busy at your girlfriend
Sebastian
No i broke up with her
Sebastian
i just feel like ella and i are not compatible at eachother
Luca
But you been with her for almost one year
Sebastian
It's feels like i need time for my family too like you i've never see you looking like this
Luca see his hand full of band aid
Sebastian
stop laughing I don't know to put that ok
Luca
then sleep in your room
Sebastian
No I don't want to come here
Sebastian touch luca eyes and close his eyes he's other hand touching luca wrist
Luca
"Uncle i like you" whisper
Sebastian
'I love you too' whisper
Sebastian
sleep I'm so tired
Luca
but I hear you say that
luca go back to sleep Sebastian hand use luca as his pillow
Luca feel Sebastian other hand on his waist
step aside from the story
i just want to express my feelings
i have a sister 2 sister who always insult me like my English is so stupid or im stupid so me who feel soft hearted took their words and i feel hurt and got insecure they laugh at me if i got a words that i mispronounce
so i feel insecured and that's when i get my insecure for them so i try ninja fruit and every c*t it is that's not feel hurt it feel like it ease my pain
and then they shouting, me who feel so scared and got nothing to say and i just keep crying
they ask me if i was ok or whatever
I'm to afraid to tell that maybe they gonna tell I'm so dramatic
so i just tell them some of my problems only 4 percent and i said that i feel pressured at school and in my house too
but I don't think their hear that they even said Is your problem so big that your going to cut yourself
that's the word i feel so hurt now i cross my heart that i will never tell them my problems or whatever
they even said the others there have a bigger problem than you, they are bullied, they have no family, you are just like that cutting your self your sister just only joking ma,pa that's reason why i hate you for being like that i wish you could be uncle Sebastian hehe
and my sister insult my s***ide that do your s***ide now
Ella
oh my gosh come here hug us
Daisy
we're not close but feel free to hug
Sebastian
feel free to hug if your Luca
Sebastian
feel free to hug
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