Arakata Hisashi’s POV
DECEMBER 24
After Miyoshi confessed his feelings towards me, I started
assessing my own feelings and during all those times, he intentionally withdraws
himself away from me. He continued to attend my classes but unlike before, he
acted as if nothing happened between us.
I wanted to talk to him a number of times but everytime that
I am just a few steps away from him, I stop myself. I’ve been holding back
because I feel scared, scared of making reckless decision and just making our
situation more complicated.
I can longer look into Miyoshi as a simple student like
everyone else and that scares me. Our teacher-student relationship that was
supposed to be a boundary, a clear line that separates us has been deliberately
crossed by the two of us and I know that it is my entire fault from the very
beginning.
Autumn season changed into winter but I am still scared to
talk to him. Maybe it is better to leave it this way. Maybe I can just let
everything between us be forgotten considering the fact that it is just a few months
away before he graduates.
But is it really okay for me?
I stared at his photo that I have taken while he was riding
the carousel in the amusement park that was saved in my phone. Do I have the
guts to take away this kind of smile from him? When did I start to care? He was
supposed to be just like any other students but why do I feel like he is more
important that anyone? When did I ever decide to prioritize his feelings over
anyone?
The tickling sensation that I felt everytime we were
together and the hoard of butterflies in my stomach that goes wild everytime I
see him smile, I wonder when did I started reacting like this?
“Arakata-san, what’s up with the long face? Did your
girlfriend break up with you?” I almost throw my phone away when my co-teacher
who is seating beside me asked.
I almost forget that I am in the middle of our Christmas
party as my thoughts keep coming back to Miyoshi.
“No, I already told you that I don’t have a…
Man Of Probabilities
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Comments
Piper💙
Hisashi's pov is really great. hahaha he is too mean sometimes
2020-08-17
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Alisa-chan
💓💓💓
2020-08-17
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RaiNiichi
Konnichiwa~
Did you have fun seeing their happy ending?
I hope that you enjoy Hisashi and Miyoshi's final chapter....(for now) 😉
There might me a delay on updates for next week but I will do my best to make the remaining 6 chapters worth the wait and deliver the most satisfying conclusion to the whole novel. ╮(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)╭
We will be back to Naoyuki and Kazuya's story for next chapters so be prepared and buckle up your seatbelts because it's gonna be a wild ride until we reach the ending. (lol)
Ciao 〜(꒪꒳꒪)〜
❄️🌸🌻🍁
2020-06-20
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