Chapter 1

Saturday, 16th May 2020

Dear Diary,

School is finally opening after summer vacation and I am so happy. I will finally meet Carter. It's been so long since I last saw him. Almost a month. But the most important thing is that I decided to at last confess to him. Like I have had a crush on him since middle school but I haven't been able to confess and right now I am in my second year of high school.

It's like every time I meet him I don't know what happens to me. I start doing crazy things and become extra shy. Whenever I look into his eyes I feel like I am in heaven. You know his sweet, chocolate like eyes can even melt rocks. And the way he pushes his blonde hair back It's like .................. I don't have words to explain.

Although we have been friends from primary school I am so very nervous about confessing. Poor me can ace every test but can't properly talk to a boy I like. But like anybody would be nervous to about confessing to him. He is literally the most popular boy in our school. Also he is the captain of our school's soccer team. I don't expect him to like me back. Like even the prettiest girls in our school are after him. There's no way he would an antisocial girl like me. Still Grace always tells me that she thinks that Carter likes me back. Yeah he always helps me and stuff but that's just him being helpful.

Carter is not only good at sports but also an excellent student. While I am only good at studies . I wish I could be more social like him or even Grace. Grace is one of the most popular girls in our school that sometimes I wonder how come she is my best friend. Half of the boys in our school like her although she has got a boyfriend. While I am a loner who can only get the highest score.

I really hope tomorrow passes real quick so that I can go confess to Carter. Although I know he would never accept my confession still the good news is that he hasn't got a girlfriend or a girl he likes. That is good enough for me. Oh! I forgot to call Grace and tell her about my plan. Well I guess I just have to call her tomorrow. It's already really late.

Also I am really scared we had our exams right before summer vacation. I hope I did well. Otherwise if I didn't the school will terminate my scholarship. I really don't want to be a burden on my parents. They already have so much on their mind. The officials are thinking about closing the city library. If that happens daddy will lose his job. As it is we are not in a great position financially. I really hope I don't lose my scholarship.