BIRTHDAY
Xia Lin
W-why... Why is this.... happening to me?!! 😭😭😭
Xia Lin
I-is... is this a punishment for me?!!
Xia Lin
But punishment for what?!!!
Xia Lin
(What grave sin did I commit for this to happen to me?)
SINCE CHILDHOOD, XIA LIN HAS BEEN KIND AND LOVING, HE HAS NEVER ONCE HELD A GRUDGE AGAINST ANYONE AND TREATS EVERYONE WITH RESPECT AND FAIRNESS
HIS RESPECT DOES NOT DISCRIMINATE WHETHER IT IS RICH OR POOR, HE IS HUMBLE TO ANYONE
THAT'S WHY HE COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE WAS SUFFERING LIKE THIS
Xia Lin
(I admit that our family is mafia, and it is normal for them to kill people, they are cold-blooded and ruthless when it comes to killing)
Xia Lin
I have never killed anyone!!!
HE ASKED AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT HE GOT NO ANSWER
Xia Lin
(I turned my back on the underworld because I didn't want to hurt and kill people...)
Xia Lin
(I don't want to be ruthless..... like my father 😢)
Xia Lin
(But because I turned my back on the Mafia, my father also turned his back on me 🥲)
Xia Lin
(And he treated me like I wasn't his son)
HE LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW WITH SAD EYES AND SAW THAT THE RAIN, LIGHTING AND THUNDER WERE GONE
THE BRIGHT MOON REAPPEARED AND BRIGHTENED THE DARK AND GLOOMY SKY
Xia Lin
*HE SLOWLY STOOD UP*
HIS ELBOW AND KNEE CONTINUED TO BLEED BUT HE IGNORED IT
HE SLOWLY WALKED TOWARDS THE WINDOW TO ADMIRE THE MOON, HE STARED AT IT FOR A WHILE
Xia Lin
*LOOKING AT THE MOON*
Xia Lin
(I hope that what is happening to me now, is just like lighting, thunder and rain that disappear immediately 😢💔)
Xia Lin
I want to smile again as bright as the moon
Xia Lin
I-i want.... to experience again what it feels like to be happy
Xia Lin
But I'm so tired!!
Xia Lin
I'm so tired of pretending to be happy even though I'm not!! 😭😭
Xia Lin
I-I'm... so... tired of lying to myself 💔
Xia Lin
I'd rather end my suffering than continue deceiving myself
HE HURRIED TO A CABINET AND IMMEDIATELY OPENED IT
IN IT HE FOUND A BEAUTIFUL BUT SHARP KNIFE
HE PICKED IT UP WHILE HIS HANDS WERE SHAKING, HE HELD THE KNIFE TIGHTLY AND POINTED IT AT HIS CHEST
Xia Lin
I-i... I don't know.. what great sin I have committed... to experience all this
Xia Lin
B-but now.... I-i will commit a sin that will not be forgiven
Xia Lin
(I am ready for the punishment that awaits me in hell)
Xia Lin
R-right now.... t-the only thing on my mind is to end this, ...... to end my suffering in this world!!
HE STABBED HIMSELF AND IT SANK INTO HIS CHEST
HIS BLOOD IMMEDIATELY SPREAD ON THE FLOOR, HE FELT A LOT OF PAIN AND THE FLOOR HE WAS LYING ON BECAME THE COLOR OF BLOOD
Xia Lin
(A-and it's c-cold...)
BECAUSE HE LOST SO MUCH BLOOD, HIS VISION BEGAN TO BLUR
BUT BEFORE HE COMPLETELY CLOSED HIS EYES HE SAID TO HIMSELF
Xia Lin
I-if... if I could turn back time, .... I-i would... never love...you again
Xia Lin
A-and.... I-i won't... Chase people... w-who don't...like me anymore
Xia Lin
I wish... I could... turn back... time
AFTER HE SAID THAT HIS EYES SLOWLY CLOSED AND AT THE SAME TIME.....
HE DIED AT THE AGE OF 22 ON THE NIGHT OF HIS BIRTHDAY
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