MY FEELINGS FOR YOU - 2

Back story . . . ( Part - 4)

When Stacy was told about the rumour on Hyu by her friends that he is a gay then she was sure that someone is trying to frame him with a bad name and she told her friends that it's all a lie and asked them to not believe false rumors. Elsa said " Stacy if you're saying ,then we can believe but ... what about everyone and James said that Hyu himself confessed to him and Hyu didn't said a word against him " , Stacy said in anger "so it's James , don't worry I will make him say that it is all lie " .Then Stacy left for her class and decided to make J accept that whatever he said was a lie . Elsa and Ela was worried about Stacy so they went to Hyu's classroom and told him everything and asked him to stop Stacy to prevent her from getting into any trouble. Elsa and Ela was also curious about Hyu so to confirm them self about him Ela asked " Hyu ... I know it's a stupid question and also Stacy said that it's all lie but still we want to know that that -" interrupting Ela in between he said " rumours are some words they can be false or true but it depends upon you whether you believe it or not, and they are not always wrong sometimes rumour are true also" after saying this he left the conversation and girls, Elsa didn't understand anything but Ela understood what is true .

Before going to her class Stacy went  to James's classroom and asked him  to meet her at school terrace during lunch break. Stacy was very uncomfortable with people talking bad about Hyu she was not able to concentrate in her class . She was just waiting for lunch break . During lunch break she directly went towards school terrace and Ela saw her going, so she informed Hyu about it.

Stacy was very angry for what James did , when J arrived she first  asked " why did you do this to Hyu ? He was your friend ,then also you did this ", James said " wow, looks like a gay person has a friend, nice! didn't expected, oh wait he might have not told you about himself and made you his girlfriend, so bad don't worry I'm with you "  James words made her very  uneasy . Stacy said " stop talking nonsense who told you this , it doesn't mean that if a person is not saying anything then you are right about your words, so apologize to Hyu and tell everyone that you were spreading false rumours about him" ,James said " if I do what you are saying than I will be wrong and it's true you can ask your so called gay boyfriend that he said me that he like me ", Stacy said " what do you mean by like you, it can be different type of liking I know he use to think about you as his inspiration it can be a inspired - " , interrupting Stacy James said " you're not understanding I know its hard to understand when you think you know a lot but suddenly you find that you are wrong, even I was not sure when he confessed but he made it very clear that he loves me and not like me the way you think " .

Meanwhile Hyu arrived and stopped Stacy , James said " look now we finally have him , now ask him yourself what is true and what is wrong "  , " it's not required I know what is right and I'll make you apologize to him no matter what " said Stacy , after hearing Stacy Hyu said " Stacy stop and listen to me instead of starting without knowing anything" , after that Hyu and James had an eye contact for few seconds and James left by saying to Stacy " don't fall for something too much , you not always get what you want " .

The weather was becoming bad soon sunlight also started to fade.  " Stacy weather is changing we better go inside , let's go " Hyu said . Stacy was very uncomfortable with what James said , she was trying to protect Hyu but instead to protecting himself he told her to stay quite . " Hyu, is it true that you confessed to him or you just don't want to say a word against your idol . And please be true " Stacy asked , Hyu said a words for few seconds , he turned his back towards her and said " it's none of your business you better think about yourself instead of others, and if you're done with your protection service then let's go inside the weather is becoming bad " . Hyu was rude with her , this was the second time when she saw Hyu acting different than usual. The first was in front of canteen when he shouted at her, but instead of taking his words seriously she decided to deal with him without looking at his bad side but by considering his true and good side. " please don't ignore my question , you don't know how hard it will be for me to handle your silence " said Stacy . Hyu replied " fine ! You don't want to come in so it's okay stay here and wait for rain to fall I am leaving " after saying this he started to leave but Stacy stopped him by holding his hand . Hyu didn't turn back to her and his actions were making Stacy to cry here chest was not able to tolerate the pain which Hyu's silence was causing and finally the rain started with a sudden heavy flow , it was like the sky was not able to feel anything but her pain . Someone else's pain was able to hide someone else's tears and finally Hyu turned back and  saw Stacy , even though it was the water from the rain which was covering her face but still he was able to see through the rain drops and able to distinguish the water from sorrow. Even it was not a good timing which she thought of to tell Hyu about her feelings but it became the burden which she was not able to hold any longer and she finally let it go with the flow of rain . " Hyu , you know you already made a small part in my heart when we first met , no one is able to understand me the way you were able to not even my father , other than my father the person whom I admire the most is you . From the starting I had this feelings inside me just the problem was with me I was not able to understand it I just thought it to me a part of friendship but I realised it but it was very late I guess ... or I should say that I should have never let it grow so much or I should have understand at the beginning and confessed you so that I would have been save by my feelings . I know James is trying to frame you so why are you not saying anything just say it for me this time so I can feel a little relief from this pain which I'm feeling right now . Please ... " . Stacy's words made him shocked he want to make her to stop crying but her every word was making him to feel guilty for what he did but he can't hide the truth and he said " sorry  Stacy but I can't return you the same feelings we can be best friends like we use to but not more than that " . After hearing Hyu she bowed her head and loosen her grip ,Hyu can't do anything about what happened . He tried to bring Stacy in but she  asked him to leave her alone and by looking at the conditions he decided to leave, after he left she started to cry loudly , she don't want anyone to hear her and the rain was fulfilling her every wish but only the pain which wanted to reduce grew stronger with the rain .

Next day Stacy didn't came to school and it continued for a week , she also avoided the contact with her father by locking herself in her room and didn't came out of her house also . When she finally  decided to go to school she got a news that Hyu and his family is transferred to some other place so he had left the school . She want to at least see Hyu's face daily but he left with no word when she came back home from school her father handed her a letter and said her that Hyu asked him to give it to her when she opened the letter she started to cry she was not able to stop her tears . Her father tried to encourage her and help her to live her life normally and she also concentrate her full focus on studies and nothing else not even in making friends but then also she was not able to forget him properly. Every time  whenever she miss Hyu she look at the letter by Hyu to her and every time she look at it she is not able to stop her tears .

( THE LETTER )

" Stacy I'm sorry for what happened I cannot do anything for it but if possible please try to forget me  you will surly find a much better person than me more handsome , more talented and specially more caring then me who will never make you cry like I did , I'll always pry for your good life ... and I also love you, not like you but as a best friend and I'll always love you .

ALWAYS KEEP SMILING!!! "

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