What have you done to me ?
Humans are just dominative primates...
We think we are omnipotent which is nothing more than a dumb assumption
We believe things are under our control but nah ~
Ranging down to the smaller scale we should at least be able to control what is genuinely ours.
Like our emotions...but nah ~
Aiden frustratingly grabbed onto his hair
Aiden Blackford
What is wrong with me ?! 💢
Aiden Blackford
WHY IS HE EVERYWHERE ?! 💢
I think about him almost every moment of my day
From the time i open my eyes until after they are closed
I get through each day staying busy, doing the things that must be done
Trying to not wonder why my heart feels so alone.
Its not just his touch or the kiss
My body still feels the sensation of his soul touching mine.
Everything I do traces back to him
A song that reminds me of him becomes a habitual hobby to listen to it when i miss him.
It's such a bittersweet feeling
It's strange being able to love and hate someone so much at the same time.
I wonder if you think the way I do.
Reminders and memories racing through my mind every time saw your face or heard your voice, what seemed like your illusion
Leave everything so fresh
Or was it not something to you at all ??
Did you feel what i felt ?
Honestly i went from being so lonely and not liking anyone and being okay with staying single to falling head over heels in love with someone.
It's that kinda love that is so innocent.
The kinda love where i want to be around you always
always want to feel your touch
feel your hot breath brushing on my neck
the way it feels when you kiss me
It's the spark that goes off in my stomach every time I see you or touch you
being with you and around you is like a drug, and I'm never coming down off that high because that is the best feeling in the entire world
Aiden Blackford
* tears start to form *
I've never liked someone so much
It scares me to the point...
I don't want to call this love
Trick my heart so that idiot will stop beating for you
I keep trying to believe this is all attraction and infatuation which might be true but...
Aiden Blackford
* points to his heart as tears stream down *
This stupid thing here...
It knows just as well as i do..
This isn't a simple obsession or infatuation but much more...
I seemed to have gotten more stupid
Aiden Blackford
* tears stream down continuously *
and I...Don't even know why its like this
Rosé (Aiden's sister)
* hugs him *
Rosé (Aiden's sister)
You might be a real pain in the as* but don't cry okay ?
Aiden Blackford
* hugs back *
Aiden Blackford
( sweet baby )
Rosé (Aiden's sister)
I'm not being sweet.
Rosé (Aiden's sister)
For a fact....You
Rosé (Aiden's sister)
Look ugly when you cry
Rosé (Aiden's sister)
So don-
Aiden Blackford
* pushes her slapping her back *
Aiden Blackford
Fu*k off b*tch 💢
Rosé (Aiden's sister)
Hehe 😂💀
Rosé (Aiden's sister)
Feelin better ?
Aiden Blackford
Oh wait...
Aiden Blackford
I do feel better
Aiden Blackford
* smiles but tears stream down again *
Aiden Blackford
Or maybe not 💀
Where Aiden accepts his feelings
Christian is still struggling to wrap his head around it
He feels a peculiar connection to this guy
As if...smthg has connected them
Sometimes don't you feel things are just...inevitable ?
For Christian it was smthg like that
Christian Huang
* comes out of the shower and notices himself *
Christian Huang
* eyes widen *
Aiden Blackford
Who are you looking at ?
Aiden Blackford
* disappears *
Christian Huang
He's fu*king with my head again 💢
Christian Huang
Aiden !!!! 💢
Christian Huang
Just get out ! 💢
Aiden Blackford
O...okay ?
Aiden Blackford
* disappears *
Christian Huang
* lay on his bed back faced up and face turned side ways *
Christian Huang
What have...
Christian Huang
you done to me ?
Christian Huang
* groans *
Comments
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HAHAHAHA!!!!
2023-03-20
1
Maricruz Camacho
he just wanted to feel loved by you Christian 💞😍that is all and update more author it's great 👏🔥💯👍
2023-03-20
1