Riya
so this far you must have acknowledged that how loving family , friends and boyfriend i have
well honestly saying...somewhere I think I by myself have lead my life to such stage....because its your life...whatever is happening with you are just the results of your decisions....
it was like other days.... morning start from lectures from parents.....I entered in school as now only one week was left from my final school exams...after that i will enter into college for graduations
but something was weired everyone was looking at me with strange looks in their eyes....like they were feeling disgusted by watching me
I got startled when I sensed something was wrong
when I entered in my class...everyone was looking at me and gossiping
but suddenly a girl came towards me running...
everyone considered her as a s!ut because she is famous for fu€king many boys....well these rumours are true though...how do I know?... because she told me by herself....she felt pleasure while su€king their d!cks....disgusting right.... I know ... same I felt...but leave it .... its her life..
her choice....we are no one to judge her....but for now the most important thing why are they giving me such looks and why she came here...does she knows something
Monica
Riya why you came today
Riya
why?... what happened?... why are they giving me such looks?
Monica
they all are gossiping about you only
Riya
why?... what have I done
Monica
someone spread rumours about you that you are like me....who used to fu€k around many men...even older than your age
that was world shaking thing for me....I fu€k men...bro I am still ******....but most important who spread such disgusting rumors....I have no enemy...I talk to everyone lovingly...even if anyone disgraces me...I ignore it...and talk to them more lovingly....and why will that person do such thing to me
I think she knows...something
Monica
I am sorry Riya...it's all because of me... if I won't have talked to you or be your friend then this wouldn't have happened
I can see tears in her eyes...but are those tears fake or real...for now I don't care about it...the thing that matters is who did it
I frowned....best friend...I have a friend circle of 5 girls...who can be among them...I knew very clearly that all of them are snake in the cover of human...but doing such thing against me
Bethan....man she ... I was the reason that she got together with her crush... I was the reason that she got close to him....and with the help of me....she is now his girlfriend...why would she do such thing with me....what wrong have I committed against her...that she...
I was unable to digest it...for every person...their reputation is much important...same goes with me....I was in this school for more than 6 years...every teacher knew me...everyone praised me...for how good girl and good student I am...I always talked in a good way with everyone....afraid of becoming a bad woman in everyone's eye...and now here I am...the thing which I feared the most happened...betrayed by my one of the closest friend....getting title of wh@re in school and that too in the end session of my schooling
I asked ... with holding tears in my eyes
Monica
I don't know...you must ask yourself
the way she was saying no...was directly a sign that she knows something...but she wants me to know from Bethan...how?....how can I face her now .... knowing that she is the reason for everyone's disgusting look on me
Without uttering any word I sat at my place...soon teacher entered in class and everyone was on their places...but still I can feel intense stares towards me....but I decided to ignore them...as the most important thing is knowing the reason... for now
Bethan was my desk partner also...she was sitting beside me...I took the courage and asked her hesitatingly..
Bethan
because you deserve that
I was shocked by her reply....like seriously I deserved....why?....what on earth have I done so bad that...everyone says I deserve that....why?....what wrong have I done to them?..
Bethan
you were lurking my boyfriend
is she crazy...I don't even talk to him...lurking?...me?...she thinks so lowly of me....my friend....we were friends for more than 8 years...before entering this school...doesn't she knows me...
I just looked towards her....there was no shame or guilt on her face....so I decided to quit this topic here only...there was no point on discussing more about it....she thought so...she did so...know there was no going back...neither I can change the result....its the human nature to judge a person on the basis of rumours they heard
and like that my whole school day went...surrounded by slow whispering voices...obviously trending was ME... and reason.... a boy....
boys....they are so cunning....they knowingly..unknowingly rotate everything around them....
I didn't stepped out of my room for 6 days .... 7th day stepped out only because of exams...after giving exam...caged myself between those 4 walls...for now these walls are the only thing that give peace to me...controlling your emotions and preparing for exams are just so difficult and cherry on the top of the cake was my periods....yeah....it was so difficult time for me...wanting to end my life...but in pressure of exams...that thought also vanishes in seconds...but that pressure unknowingly helped me to divert myself and keep myself completely busy in preparing for exams
soon exams ended...and in that pressure I forgot about everything that end in school that day....its for good....but that gave me fear of friendship
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anu ~
author are you writing my story??just the names are different do ik u
2023-01-30
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