This is not your fault.

(Ivan De Velline's p.o.v)

When I returned to my office, I saw the same person waiting for me which made me feel happy and satisfied.

'So he was waiting for me all this time.'

I ordered Tay Archet to move in my mansion which surely caught him off guard. But I didn't expect him to accept without any further inquiry and also move without hesitation.

Humans sure are greedy no one exception.Tay must have eyed my wealth and not me. This very thought made me gloomier that this assistant of mine was also from the same race and whenever I looked at his face, rage starts to boil making me lose my reasons. I simply hated his face. And to come back at him, I ended up loading him with all the works in the mansion and ordered no one to give him a hand though I knew no one would.

Sitting on the sofa in my room I clearly heard Tay cursing me as cold blooded bastard, which I am, and challenging a fight. Childish. A human and a vampire, clearly the winner is known without a fight.

When I think of it, Tay has no resemblance to that person except for his face. They are polar opposite. Two sides of a coin yet so different to each other. One was cold, quiet, noble and mature while other is warm, talkative, common folk and so childish. If Tay hadn't resembled that person I might have changed my mind and come to like him instead.This wasn't a bad idea. But that face , I can't tolerate it.

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I sat down on the head chair in dinning hall to drink the soup that Tay made and can clearly see him grinning ear to ear. What has gotten into this idiot?

I pulled a spoonful soup near my mouth ignoring the smile on other person's face and drank it but when the soup went down my throat I realized the problem---------Darn it. Red pepper.

The thought of using my trust only to stab me back, crossed my mind as it reminded me of the very same person who once didn't hesitated to betray my blind trust on him. Seeing Tay smile added oil to my fury that I forgot it was Tay and not that person. But I wasn't on my right mind, my eyes changed its colour with intent to kill the person standing in front of me so I let go control on my power which was ready to kill Tay on my command.

When my mind cleared a bit Tay was on the floor pale, gasping for air , dazed, shocked and mostly terrified. I caused this. On a impulse of my anger I nearly killed Tay and for what. Just because of the reason that his face contracted with a person who was now a history in my life. Not knowing how to deal with the current situation I ordered my bodyguards and stomped back to my room.

Unlike other vampires I am allergic to red pepper and to make it worse I can't even smell it. If I consume it, my mind would lose sanity and my power would lose its control rising a urge to kill anyone around me and that is what I did today.

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As the night breeze fluttered the curtains in my room, my mind wandered to Tay. He was still outside. I stood up and walked towards the window only to see a round ball like Tay hugging his knees for warmth as he continued to sleep.

That time seeing a fragile Tay on the cold ground I was feeling anything but anger and disgust. Without any delay I walked towards the garden picked sleeping Tay in my arms. Geez..How can this idiot sleep in such conditions? Looking down the light weight, sleeping beauty I furrowed my brows when I caught iron like smell.

' Blood. Was Tay hurt?'

Black clouds surrounded me as I thought how Tay was hurt because of me.

"Tay.. This is not your fault but seeing your face I cannot resist the urge to kill that person."

Carrying Tay in my arms I returned to the mansion and laid him on the soft bed. His blood was driving me crazy. I wanted to devoured him completely. Suck on his sweet blood. Mark him mine. And in the next moment my lips were touching his....... so sweet.

F***. Stunned with my own actions I backed. Struggling with myself to keep thinking straight, I cleaned Tay's wound before bandaging them.

When I made sure Tay was okay I ran to my room as my eyes were starting to change their colour as well as blood thirst grew asking to take control and tear Tay apart.

【Yes.~ Now fall on your knees and ask for forgiveness.】

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