INNER VOICE just some random thought

jai shree radhe Krishna 🤗

author

hope you all liked the last update i know it was short as compared to other chapters but i am trying 😃

Ciara

yes we are trying to convey our thoughts

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listen to this song for a better experience 😄

Ciara

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She was once a sweet child who was pampered by everyone ,after sometime she reached adulthood and after that no one ever cared about how she was feeling.

Ciara

She tried to be a better version of herself every time but they only decided her future based on her marksheet

author

They compared that girl with her brother who was good in studies , she was never able to compete with him but once she did but in return she got to hear you were doing an easy course and your brother was doing science and still got 89% but you are in arts stream at least you should have got more then 95%

Ciara

was My marks were not good i got 90% in my boards but still wasn't able to make them happy.

author

Slowly everything changed She gets scolded whenever she denies them she was called a curse but you know what's worse she was called curse by the person who brought her to this word she was upset and cried a lot but after sometime they came to her and said sorry like it was nothing it didn't made her feel bad or broken she let it go and started distancing a lil but her heart is really stupid that it forgive everyone easily

Ciara

She started feeling lonely in this big world so tried finding people online she got betrayed by some and also hurted some people but she didn't lose hope and continued finding the light to her dark life and lonely life and she got some friends who showed her light but her stupid heart wanted to distant from them as it was afraid of getting hurt and thought "what if they also scold me if i deny them and disobey them

author

Like this she got away from others slowly she got people who knew what she wanted even if she didn't shared they still stayed with her , she lost her bestfriend 5 months ago she know it's her mistake she should be sorry , she miss her alot but can't message as she is afraid of getting attached now as she only get hurt

Ciara

But still she want people to love her and not leave her , try to understand not misunderstand her , she want them to know it hurts when they ignore but she never say it because she is afraid to lose them she is afraid they will leave her like everyone did if she fight with them or throw tantrums so she just forgive them and don't tell them that she is angry or sad because of their ignorance but she stay quiet

author

She also wants to be like others who can tell and express themselves without getting scared or fearing of getting abandoned She feels alone so much that she started reading novel books so she will indulge in them and won't be sad

Ciara

You know what's the funniest thing , her family thinks she sleeps a lot but the truth is the opposite she stays awake all night mostly and sleeps for some hours she just closes her eyes and pretends

author

She is sleeping but she would be listening to everything she is lazy yes but she don't feel like doing anything she don't like to attend college she feel alone there before she used to be with one classmate of her but now she got others company and would be with her mostly now she is again alone 🙂

Ciara

She don't know why but she is ok with it now that no one likes to stay with her as she is boring and won't talk until they start talking, she is quite she is not preety but some people says that you are preety and they are also online only in reality no one has ever said your are beautiful and she know she is not pretty who will like her when she don't like herself 🤌

author

But yes she is grateful to the people who handle her as she is hard to handle as some people can handle a chatterbox but not a silent box so yes thanks guys for handling her you deserve a lot more than thanks but she got nothing other then this 🙃

end of thought

Ciara

hope you liked this chapter

author

see you soon guys

Ciara

bye bye

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