Episode 4
Rosa
Nothing is easy in this life, not even death. I want to drown but unconsciously I am struggling to breathe.
Habel
I won’t let you die that easily girl. Not until I know who are you… did you get that so stop resisting.
Rosa
I want to push him away but I can’t. So, I start crying. I want to cry my heart out. For how weak and helpless I am today.
Rosa
Why can’t you let me die. I am no one to you. I start hitting him. Scratching him. Pushing him. But no matter what I did, he didn’t let me drowned. He was holding tightly. Finally I gave up. Silent tears start felling from my eyes.
Habel
Finally, you came to your sense. I am too strong for you. Even though I don’t look like one. Right
Rosa
I stopped struggling because I was too tired with all the things that have happened until now. I haven’t eaten anything from last night. I am wounded. I am not surprised if he know why I stopped resisting.
Rosa
I don’t understand…. Am I your slave now?
Habel
What? Can you say that louder?
Rosa
He is so close to me literally our skins are attached to each others. In all that struggle my clothes are totally ripped off. Now that I think of it…. He is also *****. Holding me so tightly.
Habel
No I won’t… it’s same here ok. You don’t trust me and I don’t trust you.
Rosa
Even though water is so cold and I can feel his warmth. I am not comfortable at all. I don’t need warmth of a stranger. How could be he different from those two men. I am sensing danger here.
Rosa
I let me go I said to him again and try to push him away. But as hard I try to push him away his grip becomes more stronger
Habel
I told you already calm down first.
Habel
How can I trust you
Rosa
What do you want me to say.
Habel
I want you to calm down first and promise me that you will listen to me.
Rosa
Hmm. I will please let me go know.
Habel
You are still crying and shaking.
Rosa
It’s because I am hurting and freezing.
Habel
That’s why I am holding you because you are cold. If I let you go you will freeze in the water.
Rosa
But I don’t want you to hold me anymore because you are *****
Habel
You should have thought that before throwing yourself into water. No one with their sound mind would ever jump into water with their clothes on. Especially when they do not have extra pair.
Habel
If I let you go you promise to walk outside of the water
Rosa
Now that he said it my clothes are wet and revealing. If I leave the water I don’t have clothes to change.
Rosa
Not to say it will be more colder outside.
Habel
I want you to promise me
Rosa
He loosened his grip but am I able to walk but I have to try
Rosa
After getting away from him water is becoming colder. My teeth’s are clinching I can’t control my body from shaking. He won’t let me drown so, I have to put my trust on him for a while. What else I can do. I looked back at him. Is he washing himself?
Habel
Do you want me hold you again?
Rosa
Nnn…no. I said that wile shaking. Suddenly he look attractive. He is pretty good looking guy though. I must be loosing my mind to want him hold me again because I don’t want to come out of water alone. First it’s cold and second my clothes are revealing too much.
Habel
Now that I am already in water it won’t be bad to wash myself. Don’t you think so.
Rosa
Hmm. I don’t know what else to say. But I do think he must be crazy to having bath in such a cold weather or he is used to it. Should I ask him. No I won’t.
Habel
After going in and out of water two three times, I think I am done. Don’t think I am crazy I am opportunist.
Rosa
I don’t care who you are but if I don’t find a warm place I have to break promise with you. If you want me to die let me die, don’t torture me like that.
Habel
Do you suddenly realise you value your life.
Rosa
It’s you who values my life you don’t want me to die. I said fiercely. It was becoming harder and harder on me to stay standing in the water. I literally can’t hold my breath anymore my brain and my heart is also freezing.
Rosa
I start feeling nauseous. I am going to pass out. Death becomes more scary when you decide to give life one more chance. Watching him coming closer. I thought to myself maybe I don’t want to die yet. So, I reached out to him. First time in my life I wanted to snatch something so badly from someone. Isn’t it weird. who could have thought the guy I was running away minutes ago, I would want his warmth so badly. I would want to hug him so badly.
Rosa
I threw myself on him without giving it any second thought. This is how it must feel to be shameless. It’s that how I am feeling right now. A shameless person who cling to someone ***** so shamelessly. This is how it feels to be embarrassed. I don’t want to open my eyes anymore. It would be better if I have died instead of committing to such shameful acts. What else I have to go through in this life. God please safe me.
Habel
I told you it’s cold. Now don’t be scared and ashamed anymore. Let me take you out of the water.
Habel
Hey don’t pass out on me ok. Try to be awake as long as you can. Don’t break your promise to me and everything will be fine.
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