YEAR 2023 DEC - 31

The only thing I have done these past years was just....

...2020...

...CRYING...

...2021...

...CRYING...

...2022...

...CRYING...

...2023...

...AND CRYING...

...30 DEC -...

...HOPE THIS WOULD BE THE LAST DAY FOR ME TO CRY FOR MY BAD LUCK...

I can't go on like this.......

^^^Shedding tears , heartbroken^^^

All these years I've been like this......

...Now i have to change or else I am gonna be a loser forever !...

...!! WAKE UP STEFFIE !!...

...31ST NIGHT...

BANGING THE DOOR....

Steffie - who's there?

Mrs garcia - holy rackets of potatoes I am none other than your mom you idiot!

Steffie - mom?.....

Mrs garcia - Open the freaking door! 😤

Steffie - I am changing!

Mrs garcia - what? your life! then I won't disturb because you really need to! 💢

Steffie - out of all the ppl why does it has to be her? 🙂

Mrs garcia - what?

Steffie - nothing! 🙄

Mrs garcia - come out fast everyone is waiting for you ! 😑😤

Steffie - ya it's 31 everyone's celebrating like next year's gonna be a blast woohoo stfu it won't be any good you freaks! ☠️

Mrs garcia - you're out of your mind! get dressed properly and I want you in the party right after dressing! 💢

...MRS GARCIA LEFT...

...8:45pm...

Steffie - I can't believe I was on my bed since tomorrow night ! 🙂

- I texted elsa to come I think she might be coming soon let's check her text!

INSTAGRAM NOTIFICATION !

Steffie - elsa I am not feeling well can you come to my house? I am just feeling lost ! 🤷🏻‍♀️

Elsa - I am so apologetic to say this but I might be a lil busy and can't come! 🥺.

^^^(8:00pm)^^^

^^^(8:45PM)^^^

ELSA'S INSTA STORY.....

CAPTION - You only live for once so why not live with the true once! <333

Steffie - fake people with true captions , I honestly envy her! 👏🙂

...STEFFIE STARTED CRYING...

Steffie - Why everyone left me when I am at my lowest I was with them all the time ignoring my problems !!!

^^^I can't harm myself anymore I might die someday if this keeps going !^^^

^^^but Idk what to do next? 😭^^^

...AFTER 10 MINUTES...

Mrs watson - is she your daughter?

Mrs garcia - oh well...ya she's my daughter 😅 come steff say hello to your lovely aunt !

Steffie - hello miss watson !

Mrs watson - oh hello my lil champ 💓☺️

Mrs garcia - I think Mrs watson you should join the pool party , everyone seems to be there ig! 😄

Mrs watson - ohh well that's the thing I am waiting for thank God the wait is over , I'll be back Mrs garcia 😋

^^^MRS WATSON LEFT^^^

Mrs garcia - steffie what is this?

Steffie - what is what?

Mrs garcia - wear something nice!

Steffie - really mom?

Mrs garcia - do I look like I am joking?

Steffie - but....

Mrs garcia - and look at you how messy you're looking rn ?! go back and put on some makeup! 💢

Steffie - mom but you always scolds me for wearing makeup how came it's different now?

Mrs garcia - stop living in the fantasies darling get a personality check u are so fucking messy I am getting embarrassed 🤌

Steffie - ............

Mrs garcia - all of my friends are here don't make me feel ashamed ! 😤

Steffie - fine mom stop it already I am going ! ❄️🤌

Mrs garcia - you better and be fast ⏩

...STEFFIE WENT TO HER ROOM...

Steffie - what is wrong with everyone? it's just so unfair? 😭

- I was ugly that's my problem !

- I got a tiny brain that's my problem!

- everyone around me were toxic !

...AND EVEN THAT IS MY PROBLEM?...

^^^WHY?^^^

I MEAN WHAT HAVE I DONE?

^^^TO DESERVE THIS?^^^

I SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN BORN!

😔

^^^AFTER AN HOUR !^^^

Mrs garcia - steffie? what's taking u so long come out fast mama's waiting!!!

^^^NO REPLIES....^^^

Mrs garcia - steffie? steffie?

^^^BANGED THE DOOR^^^

Mrs garcia - I am talking to you steff?!!! JUST OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR !!

ahh 🙄 fine live in your own world !

^^^MRS GARCIA LEFT!^^^

...INSIDE THE ROOM!...

Steffie - I wish in this situation I have someone to lean on 😭

Tomorrow's new year what should I do? I am so messy rn and I can't.....

APPLICATION - SHARE YOUR DEPRESSION!

...( This app was specially made for depressed ppl you can talk to someone and get over your depression)...

steffie - my phone knows me better 🙂

Opens the application....

Request - "TYPE HERE"

..."I just want someone to hear me out and helps me getting over it!" (help?)...

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...NOTIFICATION - CONGRATULATIONS WE HAVE FOUND SOMEONE FOR YOU!...

TAP TO START THE CHAT !

^^^TAP!^^^

Marshmallow - hey? are you okay!?

pumpkin (my I'd name) - no I am not......

Marshmallow - it's okay you can tell me what's going on?

Pumpkin - everyone is leaving me one by one , I feel so lost !! 🙂

Marshmallow - People who left were never yours in the first place 🙂

Pumpkin - but we were close !

Marshmallow - Or maybe used to be? I can understand I just wants you to realize that........

Pumpkin - ?

Marshmallow - do you really need those who left?

Pumpkin - I would be lying if I said no but honestly they are like drugs to me?! I really need them !

Marshmallow - you should've found a therapist friend rather than a drug dealer

Pumpkin - wdym?

Marshmallow - drug is actually harmful for your health !

Pumpkin - it has harmed me enough now I don't think anything else left to harm me?! 🙂

Marshmallow - btw who were those who you call "fav ppl"?

Pumpkin - they were my childhood friends .... sam , jane and elsa !

Marshmallow - did they left you?

Pumpkin - Kind off! 🙂

Marshmallow - kind off?

Pumpkin - sam went out of town for studies where as jane! she met the most horrifying accident and she's seriously hospitalized rn!

Marshmallow - what about your third friend elsa? why she left?

Pumpkin - Idk we were close but then she got new friends 🙂

Marshmallow - Maybe their might be a reason? don't worry she'll come back!

Pumpkin - easy for you to say 🙂

Marshmallow - ......

Pumpkin - she was never there when I need her ! .......

Marshmallow - how does it feels like to be alone? 👀

Pumpkin - It's the worst feeling ever 😭

Marshmallow - because you're thinking you're alone !!!

Pumpkin - so what should I think I have ghost friends?

Marshmallow - You have to choose between "you're alone" or "you're all by yourself" !

Pumpkin - what's the difference?

Marshmallow - the difference is you got your own back now you have you !!! 🙂

Pumpkin - what are you trying to prove?

Marshmallow - you should love yourself if not you then nobody will ! 🙂

Pumpkin - and how would I do that?

Marshmallow - you got me girl !

Pumpkin - 🙂

Marshmallow - first I gotta know your insecurities then tell me your problems!

Pumpkin - why do you always speaks in puzzle? 🙄

Marshmallow - you didn't get it?

Pumpkin - I mean what's going on? What is your purpose? I didn't get it!

Marshmallow - everyone , everything and every word is different young lady I would like to know your issues?

Pumpkin - FUN FACT - MY GODDAMN INSECURITIES WERE MY PROBLEMS !

Marshmallow - think it another way !

Pumpkin - well my insecurities were huge and also boring..........

Marshmallow - I am here for you , I'll listen no worries lil girl !!!

Pumpkin - I don't know where to start but look at me I am ugly,unfit ,dumb, boring and just annoying and non understandable

Marshmallow - or maybe you just think that way? 🙂

Pumpkin - ya I do ...but it's not only me everyone thinks the same! 😐

Marshmallow - well okay! we will just move on to your problems. !

Pumpkin - this is my problem !!!

Marshmallow - no that's not !

Pumpkin - then you tell me if you know! 🙄

Marshmallow - I think it's something else

Pumpkin - actually......

Marshmallow - ya speak up ! 🙂

Pumpkin - My problem is that one girl!

Marshmallow - that girl?

Pumpkin - she be living the life I deserve, snatching everything from me and living the happiest life so far !

Marshmallow - who were she exactly !

Pumpkin - My childhood friend ! 🙂

Marshmallow - she's your friend?

Pumpkin - yes we know each other since first grade !

Marshmallow - are you talking about elsa perhaps I mean...?

Pumpkin - no infact she's in her group!

Marshmallow - how does she treats you? 👀

Pumpkin - she makes me feel like I am invisible she always treats me like an outcast makes me feel left out and then pretend to be the god mother !!!

Marshmallow - was she like that since your childhood?

Pumpkin - no she's kind but time flies and she becomes cruel !

Marshmallow - When was it exactly happens? ❄️

Pumpkin - the day my dad died ! 🙂

Marshmallow - ...................

Pumpkin - we were young back then and her sudden change of behavior hits me hard but I still have elsa , jane and sam so it wasn't that hard ! but then even they left and I become alone ! 🙂

Marshmallow - how do you feel when you were with her back in the times!

Pumpkin - speaking of truth I don't know the feeling I was just enjoying! 🙂

Marshmallow - what does that means?

Pumpkin - my parents used to fight a lot , they were always in a bad mood so they never spend time with me !

Marshmallow - ...................

Pumpkin - so I spend alot more time with my friends but at that time jane and sam were not in my school !

Marshmallow - they were not?

Pumpkin - it was always me and elsa and we both get bullied in school !

Marshmallow - why you never told this to your parents?

Pumpkin - they were busy they never got time for me !

Marshmallow - how long you were bullied?

Pumpkin - till now lmao 🥲 but when that one girl came to my life no one dares to touch me or speaks against me I was so happy but my happiness doesn't last long when she ....

Marshmallow - everything was fine then what ruins your friendship?

Pumpkin - at first I worship her but time we started growing up my love turned into hatred ! 💢

Marshmallow - ..........

Pumpkin - I started getting a kind off competition feeling towards her idk why she was always on top?! she's just so much cherished that I came to think of "for what"

Marshmallow - she was your friend u shouldn't have that feeling pumpkin

Pumpkin - Now again I become the bad person? 🙂

Marshmallow - listen girl you have to realize your mistakes too rather than keeping others always on the bad side!

Pumpkin - I...know..but what should I do now to become the good me again?

Marshmallow - tell her you're sorry whenever you meet her !

Pumpkin - but why? 🙂

Marshmallow - because you started first and you were wrong !!!

Pumpkin - what about how she treats me like shit past years? you don't know how much tears I have shed !! 😣

Marshmallow - ik she has treated you badly but you were not all right either if you feel bad you should confront this to her instead of hating her !

Pumpkin - oh really? 👏

...CLOSED CHAT...

Steffie - even he thinks I am wrong ! 🥺

^^^CRYING!!^^^

...CALL FROM SHARE YOUR DEPRESSION...

^^^ID - MARSHMALLOW^^^

Steffie - hello..(in cracking voice)

Marshmallow - listen you can't just ignore it accept the fact and move girl !

Steffie - as if it was the easiest thing ! 😭

Marshmallow - listen you can't win without trying yk that !

Pumpkin - but then again what should I do? I am so confused!!!

Marshmallow - Taking revenge by getting a glow up is a blast !!! And say bye to your old self , change for yourself not for her !

Pumpkin - I have no hopes that something would change over night?😭

Marshmallow - I can see that hope tho you just gotta change your point of view ! 🙂

Pumpkin - ( loud tears voice )

Marshmallow - listen my words might be chrowkey but I swear it will help 🙂

Pumpkin - I just want you to support me can't you just shut up and do that? 😭

Marshmallow - okay even if I do that I don't think it will be any beneficial , you're gonna live the same by not realizing what's going wrong and will cry again and again and again so basically my comfort will be a total fail !!!!

Pumpkin - over in short summary can you explain me what you're trying to prove you dumbass !

Marshmallow - the thing I am saying was you gotta start a new life and focus on yourself because you can't keep on like this !!

Pumpkin - but I don't know how to do that!

Marshmallow - no worries I will help!

Pumpkin - how?

Marshmallow - let's start with a schedule first!

Pumpkin - schedule?

Marshmallow - you have to follow this don't worry I will be with you !

Pumpkin - but what was the schedule?

Marshmallow - wait let me think........oh ya pumpkin!

Pumpkin - what?

Marshmallow - we have time limits to talk to each other I think it's going to be over !

Pumpkin - omg then what should I do?

Marshmallow - if you don't mind can I get your number?

Pumpkin - yes you can ....99******** 💀

Marshmallow - I will send you the schedule in your personal number !

APP CLOSED !

Pumpkin - why does it feels so fresh already?

...IN - QCHAT (APPLICATION SIMILAR TO WHATSAPP AND WECHAT)...

UNKNOWN

...SCHEDULE 👇...

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Steffie - omfggggggggggggg 😱

Marshmallow - you have to follow it trust me it works !!!

Steffie - no but wait what the actual fuck???

Marshmallow - be real pumpkin

Steffie - first why the fuck I have to wake up at 4 in the morning? 😱

Marshmallow - you can't ask useless questions!

Steffie - fine then what about kwaga water?

Marshmallow - it's a secret recipe made by my late grandmother I will send you the recipe it helps in powering immunity system also good for your skin !!!

Steffie - well it reminds me of my dad he used to make it too !

Marshmallow - still you have no clue how it was made? 😂

Steffie - yaya 🙄 we'll everything besides why the hell I have to study so many times?

Marshmallow - you have break between them and it's easy tho!

Steffie - holy jesus...for you it might be.....

Marshmallow - don't worry I will tutor u!

Steffie - what about the exercise?

Marshmallow - it is for your good !

steffie - 😑

Marshmallow - what is your hobbies?

Steffie - dancing, rapping also writing stories and drawing !

Marshmallow - okay you can adapt one of your hobby in your routine rest we will do on Saturdays !

Steffie - thanks marshmallow ! 🙂

Marshmallow - it's too early to be thankful don't you think so?

Steffie - better then being late 🙂

Marshmallow - okay so I will call you straight at 4am pick up !

Steffie - okay

Marshmallow - when will your school reopen and is your final exams online or offline?

Steffie - my school will reopen in March and my exams were in february , it will be online!

Marshmallow - okay now take a cold bath and sleep , you have to wake up early 😄

Steffie - okay goodnight !

^^^CHAT ENDED^^^

...SAVED THE NUMBER - MARSHMALLOW<333...

Steffie - his words really hit my head I should wake up at 4 fr now 🙂

- now go steff and sleep it's already past 11 ahhhhhhhhh 😵

...IN THE OTHER SIDE...

Elsa - guys it's hard to say goodbye 🥺

friend 1 - same bbg 🥺

friend 2 - will meet someday else too !

Friend 1 - ya I would be busy during 1st of Jan so enjoy without me guys ! 😅

Elsa - oh so you guys can't come tomorrow? 👉👈

Friend 2 - ya I was busy too 🥺

Elsa - it's fine will meet someday else !

Friend 3 - btw where's that girl u always hangs out with? 👀

Elsa - who...

Friend 3 - steffie!

Friend 2 - oh ya I know her as well she told us u guys are bsf! Is that true?

Elsa - oh well....

Chloe - that's it for today guys let's go home now !

Elsa - bye chloe

^^^EVERYONE LEFT^^^

IN STEFFI'S ROOM !

Steffie - I can't sleep like that , the person whoever it was were just really nice he's a gentleman like my father! 🥺

- okay anyway now sleep STEFF!!!!!! 😑

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