What Is It That You Want ?
It's been so many days since I went to school.
I wonder how my school will be right now after the two-three years of this pandemic.
I went in straight to a room with my mom to see some teachers for the interview for my 11th grade. As I entered, I saw two of the teachers waiting for me, I had my seat and sat in front of them. I thought I would have an interview only with the teachers... I didn't expect my mom to be with me all along. It was so embarrassing to even talk in front of her . They started asking why I chose this subject and what I wanted to be in the near future, thinking about my past that how my dad wants me to become someone who has the power, money, or the ability to control people . I just still thought about refusing him saying that I want to become something else, something unique just something that will make people remember me for whom I really am that's what my dream is.
But I didn't know what I really want to be... I decided that I won't get into medical fields, engineering, or businesswomen or anything I just want to be recognized by the whole world for what I have done ..The fact that this is a dream and I really want it to happen in reality.
Now back to reality guys!!!
As the interview was done I got admission to the same old school which gave me a lot of traumatic experiences which I am not gonna forget. I saw the same old classmates that I hated long ago for what they have done to me . Seeing this I decided that I won't talk with them for the next two years and decided that I will do my best and make them suffer what I have gone through. I left the school to buy the textbooks and notebooks I need for the year, I just went back home with my mom without thinking about the bad thoughts I had after seeing those people again.
I had this positive thought in myself that "there will be ups and down in our life, if we face them we won our life"
Going back enjoying that I got the admission but deep down in my heart I always wanted to change my schools, I think god had made other plans for me, so better to live through it I guess.
I just reached home settling everything down thinking that my life will go smoothly from now on ... AH...
my dad just got back I was excited to talk about my admission and the whole story I had today but he was not happy about what he heard, he wanted me to join other schools which are good at supporting the students at each and every activity. I knew how it feels to be like I really wanted to join another school but the admission ended sooner than I expected. He was really angry but I just ignored him and went to bed early after eating dinner.
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