Human Emotion
Days went by, tho the sorrow of Haitao never went away.
Mrs Savannah Douglas
Haitao dear, come out of the room.
Haitao Douglas
Mom I don’t want too…
Haitao said with a deep voice that sounded sad and full of emotion.
Mrs Savannah Douglas
Dear, what happened?
Mrs Savannah Douglas
Since Lixins wedding, you have locked yourself and refused to come out.
Mrs Savannah Douglas
I know it’s hard dear, but you have to eat, especially given the fact that you have had several mental health issues before.
Haitao didn’t answer his mom back.
Silence filled the air, and Savannah decided to leave.
Seconds turned into minutes and minutes turned into hours.
Before Haitao even knew it, the night had befallen.
When suddenly a knock was heard by Haitaos door.
Haitao Douglas
Mom can you please leave me alone.
He quickly wiped his eyes filled with tears before opening the door.
Haitao Douglas
What are you doing here?
Lixin entered Haitaos room
Lixin Douglas
Can you care to explain why mom called me, with worry and anxiety filling her up saying that you have refused to eat?
Haitao Douglas
It’s nothing I just have not been feeling good
Lixin Douglas
You recovered last year?
Lixin Douglas
So why now suddenly?
Haitao Douglas
It’s nothing I’m fine
Lixin Douglas
You are never fine.
Lixin Douglas
But atleast eat, so mom can not worry this much about you.
Lixin went outside of the door to bring some food.
Some minutes past when suddenly Lixin returned back.
Lixin Douglas
Here you go, I brought some food, you better eat, or else I’ll eat you!
Haitao chuckled by the remark of his older brother
Haitao Douglas
Btw, weren’t you in another country?
Lixin Douglas
Nah, Hunter for some time wanna stay here, cause of his family situation
Haitao Douglas
Family situation?
Lixin Douglas
Yeah, I didn’t get much details, but apparently Hunters great grandma is extremely sick.
Lixin Douglas
Hunter said that maybe this time, she won’t survive.
Haitao Douglas
That’s sad.
Haitao felt a unknown sadness inside of him.
Lixin Douglas
Well we can’t do much, other than pray for her.
Haitao began eating his food, and both of them began talking about old times.
Lixin Douglas
TaoTao, I know something is bothering you badly, I know it. I’m your older brother, I can feel inside of me, that you are not ok.
Haitao Douglas
Lily… I don’t wa-
Lixin Douglas
TaoTao, I know you don’t wanna talk about it, but remember this, I’m here for you.
Haitao Douglas
Thank you Lily *smiles*
Lixin Douglas
Which is why, I have a great idea for you
Lixin Douglas
Yeah, you know that I’m doing therapy courses, right?
Haitao Douglas
Of course I know.
Lixin Douglas
I learned in my therapy class, that having a journal book, where you write down your every feeling and thoughts, helps you feel more calm.
Haitao Douglas
That sounds bizarre.
Lixin Douglas
It may sound like that, but it isn’t.
Lixin Douglas
We as human beings carry lots of emotions, which is why, sometimes we develop some issues with them.
Lixin Douglas
These same issues lead us either to anxiety, depression and any health related problems.
Haitao Douglas
But brother, talking to someone about it is more helpful in my opinion.
Lixin Douglas
It may be helpful, but how can you be sure as a person that the other one is fully understanding your feelings?
Lixin Douglas
How are you sure that they aren’t going to create malicious rumors regarding it?
Lixin Douglas
Or how can you be sure they aren’t judging your situation?
Haitao Douglas
Well that’s-
Lixin Douglas
TaoTao, humanity can be a great creature, but so can it be a dangerous and destructing species.
Lixin Douglas
That’s why, I honestly think you should write your feelings down, cause no one is there to judge you and create rumors about you.
Lixin Douglas
The trust you and your journal have is strong.
Haitao Douglas
It makes sense a lot…
Lixin Douglas
It does when you try to get a understanding of the human brain’s emotional state and it’s processing programmed skills it carries.
Lixin Douglas
Anyways, it’s getting late, I should get going now, but try to take my advice.
Haitao Douglas
Sure, thank you Lily.
Lixin Douglas
Always my dear brother.
This is the end of the chapter
Before I say my goodbyes, I wanna make something clear.
I don’t tolerate people promoting their stories under my stories comment section.
I find it outright disrespectful towards me. Either you read it or you don’t read it. Cause it feels like I’m wasting my time creating chapters like this.
Just don’t promote your story. If I see anyone promoting, you can bet I’ll put you in my block list, and report you. Cause I’m tired of all this nonsense of promoting under other peoples stories. So disrespectful. “Hey, check out my story Mafia King Saves The Princess Of Tokyo” like no, I don’t want to check it out. Not like this. So kindly, stop it.
Another thing is, I’m trying my best to get back into writing, even tho I feel detached from writing, but I am still trying to get back to it.
So I hope some gets a good understanding of my opinion towards it and respects my decision.
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